One only thing, which it is not the Absolute - is the limit!

 We all had dreams where we were in serious trouble; us chasing some monsters, and our feet were cotton and we could not even call for help.

If it happened that with us had a gun, the most important moment of all the bullets poured out of the drum, or simply fell from the muzzle to the ground, instead of hitting the target.

We woke up in a cold sweat and shiver, feeling very relieved that it was just a nightmare, and that life is not so limited in fact.

The same thing happens with the Source.

He also dreams that he is limited through the manifested universe, and through individual organisms Body / Mind the illusion gets individualization, personal.

This dream has the same source as a reality for our dreams for us.

Sleep endless supply of all control options:

war, famine, epidemics, violence, pain, suffering, pollution of the planet, death, etc. etc. etc.

Each individual body is a body / mind, dying, back into existence; Individual dream dissolves and feels Source: "Ah! All these difficulties are simply not real! I am infinite, everywhere you look! "

On how the players played in the ninth game, read in this roundup.

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Now I see. All the reaction comes from faith in the concept of ...

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I woke up this morning, I notice the emotion of joy (without explanation of the mind it is easy to state), it appeared that the son was asleep the night. The body's sleep and feels it is courage. Feel watching releasing a burst of energy, a lot of energy, I want to do, to help, to do, to give, to embrace. I was weightless, I carried all by itself created. I am simply, without reflection and evaluation. The mind departed, all that was, it was in his mind, and thus was not. On this wave remember yesterday's meeting, I catch the state of compassion (not yet rated, judgments, resistance). I do not want to understand what happens to me, just like there is now -nablyudayu, try not to fall into the concept that it is a pleasant state - let go. Spread in a space that anywhere, I shall, hands stroking themselves, I want to do. There are no limits, because the border raises the mind. I know that it is extending -otpuskayu. I am writing in a state of thoughtlessness, hand writing, I do not, and at the same time I am here, and at the same time I was everywhere, and at the same time I do not have ...

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I have the evening free time, intend to sit in meditation. I notice efforts to protect (urgent need to call someone-not give in, like it is necessary to talk with my mother-not give in. The villages still (there is then laid, and this notice -podnimayus). Villages. In my mind the thought, "even if a child or something woke up to drink, "No, he's sleeping. I can see how it resists. I sit. It starts with the breaking of the body. scratches, pulls, numb, twitches, I hear a voice in your mind that wants to scream, I see in my mind the image that wants to kick, squirm, beat convulsing. I notice that it is extremely difficult to resist. I know that the pain in my mind, I know that resistance in your mind, and all describe the same only in the mind (and therefore not present). Strong merger faith in all this. Force is not enough to razotozhdestvitsya. I sit. I do not remember anything after (loss) .Prosnulas night recumbent already. What I refer to it as the most difficult (this is also in the mind). It is necessary to re-encode the idea ...

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In the evening I went to the meditation .Karliku just in case I say: let's at least as we can, well, at least half an hour, come on please. Then I see that the dialogue with himself and he also is in the mind. Enough! Then I main, say meditation, then sat down and sit in silence. This is also a concept .Sela. I sit. There's no time to sleep is not going. The body was frozen like a stone. I sit watching. By not know how many times, did not have a clock. Happened. Once again I see all in the mind, all obstacles all resistance. So simple; I do not believe that the body is numb and pulls or twitches. It is quiet, frozen, I'm in the moment. I'm easy, easy, easy, happy to find myself in practice. I'm in the moment here and now, with razotozhdestvlyayus illusory and unreal. I love to practice, I'm more willing to, and abide in it. Always and everywhere I have the time and desire and intention. I have peace. I am.

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Leaving work, I knew that he would go to visit a friend, but suddenly he will be as

long. What is my game this season? Remember who I am? Who identify with a lonely, abandoned victim? Yes, I feel fear and anxiety .Horosho'll practice: thoughts - "it makes me out of spite," the desire to call and call home (so much so I had entered earlier) Imagine that he had gone about as .Horosho went :) Love and acceptance of the situation .

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Having determined the pain in his right elbow, began to translate into shape, black, thick, nasty clog pain, 5 out of 10

Transformation of dissolution:

In the form of a magic solution is poured out, and the pain began to subside completely disappeared .In the middle of the practice throughout the body felt cold and nodding his head, several times back to the breath, poluchilos.Proveriv that pain and there is no form, feeling calm and awareness.

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I sit reading assignment tune in to practice

 A tangerine is on the bone and throws on the floor. B. somersaults in bed. I know what I would do (plowshares would like a mad pig that A. and B. to school tomorrow will be late) I can not, I find it funny, and say to myself, This is the divorce of Consciousness :) no one here but you, do their job is not identified .Working!

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I stood dressed ask myself what I feel? Grace, what feeling? inspiration, yes! And unconsciously went to share his fortune embracing him he said that did not happen Life goes on (before I knew that A. is going away from me, I fear was near and tried urgently to be a good, beloved). But today, knowing that it may not be close, I continue to work on themselves, and not to withdraw from the straha.S so easily and naturally I was going.

The rise of huge energy. Pity there is no self acceptance A. Said, I'm leaving two days (I used to be indignant, work orders where the responsibility?) I see in A fugitive (in which I see myself and accept it ie itself). Having said quietly: Well, you come talk, smile, I ushla.Vyydya outside and breathed fresh air I felt I let the freedom to be what is happening .Polnaya surrender to what happens :)

... Arriving home, I see that A. did not go, B. took on training. Feeling

Consciousness of confidence, a sense of understanding, no anger.

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Do you even know what you besish me, I want a divorce, and you go

smile ... You fool! For you it hihanki ?! Why are you smiling? Why are you quiet, you are satisfied? Yes, I am happy with life! Breathe with whom identify themselves? With abandoned? Yes, then who am I? Consciousness .Vsё went adoption and smile. I continue to live, a sense of trust and love! Now I realize that to keep it do not want to, realize that it is constantly holding, I took someone else's weight on himself and tried to ease his suffering. I accept all that now hear .Kodeks 19 stealth hunter learns to live life, instead she lived it.But take himself seriously and laugh at themselves. A. I began to pester .

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 I am writing a report, under the right upper quadrant discomfort. I'm on bodily sensations before

 We pay attention only when they are very strong and took the fear of death .On today feel the pain in a very weak form of discomfort and accept as a sign from the universe:) Swap

 belief and perception, pain, accept with joy and desire to work on themselves.

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Tactfully children show the door, saying that I have a lot of their cases. Make it really like a lot, but in the end, I did not go anywhere. Went through the house in silence, a little clean up, read a bit, just to enjoy the peace and quiet. Reflects on solitude. Are you afraid to be alone, good, - to meet all the children and grandchildren! That, again, does not like? Tired, prevent, restrict the freedom! So what do you want? All the same, I'm afraid I'm more freedom than being alone, just do not know what to do with it.

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10 Minutes is a struggle, the body is absolutely do not want to sit. Aside for a while and then try again, I can not, time is scheduled by the minute, you can not be late for work. First time in my life I did meditation lying down. The body fairly quickly calmed down, the spine rastёksya, and finally everything fell into a state of harmony. It seems that there was a little thing, the working time. But I think that for me it's important, because I let myself how to expand its borders, to do something against the rules (to meditate lying down, not sitting), and to be calm and confident in the correctness of the choice made.

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9 game went I somehow quickly, easily. Something in my head changed the perception of situations, people of the world. There is such a decision, dissolving in everything to do with it consciously, not euphoric. It seems everything is changing and everything is changing. But sometimes the mind is activated and you start to think, but why, why, why? Not the usual status and alarming. But Lawless Heart, as they say, it opens it like !!! Thank consciousness of a feeling!

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It tracks the unpleasant sensation in the left shoulder blade. Energy-object as a lead plate. Square shape with equal edges. The color is dark gray. What color is needed? Green. I began to seek green. The pain is gone. I'm in shock. It's true! As far as I was before, and it was hard body ached, and now - it's incredibly ...

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You live, work, communicate, but the feeling of life and joy and happiness you get from just going, breathe, see, help.

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The hardest thing to plead traitor Carlos whispers, "You are good. It's them". The soul hurts "How could I?" When feel like a traitor, is identification with Judas. Without it there would be Bible stories, he too was in great need divine plan, even if it is. I am not Judas, I am the one who is watching the game and smiling.

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Event me 3-4 years late autumn why the Pope leads me to the bath (if washed once a week in a public bath). I remember well that the pope was in his underwear, but when the other men started coming at me was a shock from the fact that I was naked, and they do not like me. Dad turned back to the basin wall. How could he as made, that would have seen me naked, I trust him alone. Betrayal. I reside. Events were just for my experience, they do not have scores. We identify with the character of a little girl, I'm not that girl, I'm the one who observes the full acceptance and unconditional love. The smell of the sea.

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Feelings of anxiety expressed by the stress in his right shoulder, and thought "I can not be trusted." Unconscious gives one event after another, as if to open an old trunk of my soul, where she carefully tried to bury my betrayal. I'm at work created a surplus and then with honest eyes they took away, that's really where the controller was wearing a mask, not even filmed, wake up at night, I tell you exactly where and how much is how much written off as a remainder. And my betrayal of her husband, I always thought that men do stick, and they are stuck, because I seduced them (controls). What I did it. Greed, envy, looking for love in the outside, not inside. The soul does not want to suffer, dressed up in a mask. I reside. I do not stress, I do not control, fairness is a concept that I am the one who is watching all of this.

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Skiing just cut in a negative mind, first one episode, then the second -'ll break these thoughts matter and what I do and they lose strength. Just focus on the movement - get into the pace of today will work with the victim, I turn her memories - a feeling of heaviness in the left chest and throat. Power reserve falls to 40%, as though cut off the oxygen supply) continues to move his arms and legs holding those feelings in the first attention, kilometer after kilometer, after 8 kilometers, in the body can only fatigue and heart palpitations, head emptiness. Kaif. I ran back to the maximum pace. Houses in the body perfect peace.

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I'm going to pay the fee. Surrender does not give automatic. I enter your details and stand not knowing what to do with that money. I miss the 50 rubles. Nearby stands a man, too, pays a fee. Open the wallet and gave me 50 rubles, "do not torture", - says, smiling. So well I have not smiled)

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Pulls abdomen, heaviness, giving his shoulders. Belief: I must be a good daughter, a mother, a wife, that is, according to my notions to bear responsibility for everything. Is it so? Probably not, but to me, I think all this waiting. Do you really think that I should be responsible for everything? To live someone else's life? No. How do you react when you believe in it? Fatigue. severity, apathy. Whoever you were when you do not believe in it? I am happy and easy, I do not wonder, I can not. I choose not to believe the ego. I live my life and let everyone live their. I live my life with joy.

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I feel like instead of blocking let solitude be. It passes through my body flow without stopping it. These are waves, surge of boat, one after another. You just have to ignore them and miss. Of course, it's hard and not fun. But inwardly I am happy - I first got deliberately miss a serious condition. I remember on the bridges. I think about this bridge. Indeed it is easier.

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Law of the rhythm of life. He is in everything. In the small events of the day in the big events of the week, life in general. This is life in general. Today I am happy, and pay tomorrow. Previously, the law of rhythm, I had only seen in the change of events of the day or week, now I see how it is manifested in my state constantly during the day and there is a place of joy and

tears, but in the joy I feel something different.

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Despite won sweepstakes and foreign positivity, lives within me a feeling that I'm under huge concrete wall that is constantly trying to raise. One state is replaced by another. I see in the maze of these states, I begin to see the output in the form of adoption. I can see how a lot of work. But to go back no desire. There are some new settings that help to play, helping to take. The interesting thing - life.

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What feelings make me grow today? More half month ago Reply to: a sense of dissatisfaction, loneliness, freedom from suffering. Today, it is something else, it is a clear realization that I was in the wrong direction. Your Spirit has made his choice. And now really in his heart there is no pain, only peace and acceptance of the path chosen for the first time in many years, the full confidence of the teacher. It looks like I found what I was looking for: the knowledge that allow to develop at any moment in their daily lives ...

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He refuses to help close. I observe how the guilt will be shown. It does not show any. Standing here now, I see that the social bustle - this is an illusion, a dream. And I do not have to participate in it.

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I looked at the wall and realize that I'm afraid to paint, it is the responsibility of a sudden ruin or neprokrashu or something ... "is all an illusion," I relaxed. I was given a brush and told what to paint and where. I went from room to room and beautiful these places are totally immersed in the work. I remembered as a child helped to paint the fence and the Pope also has some pleasant memories and warm .... Suddenly it turned out that it was over? But what about the "work work" "responsibility" and that's all ... all painted and turned out great. Already it is a pity that all ended. The feeling of this happened in his childhood, when in the midst of the game mom called home. I do not think re-experience those feelings. Everything is unreal, all a game ...

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This is a betrayal, I could not take my eclipsed everything else in life, and I stopped noticing the people who loved me and she did not let anyone I love. I believed in what can no longer be so open, you can not love, or I again betrayed and rejected, and it is very painful. I continued to live with another man, but remained cold and closed forever. My armor he could not break through and suffered very much so. In fact, I went places and did it every day just as painful as it was to me the most.

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A desire to conform, to imitate, to be no worse ...... What is behind the desire to comply with? I'm a grown woman tending to the ideal woman of the song?

The desire to strive for the ideal led me to belly dancing, sexual training, etc. etc. and there is no end to these desires ... It is a vicious circle !!! Samsara! I do not

I finish things, throw them in the middle. I did not realize what is behind the next

desire or passion! This morning the realization struck some internal armor, and all the day I traded a fun, relaxed, sometimes deliberately)) and revenue gain by selling Christmas! I was shocked, it's a normal environment ??? Not fired attachment to the result? -perhaps!

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Everything changes with understanding and acceptance. I know.

Live playing, I am a warrior, I perceive myself. Tu, lost, hidden behind imitation,

the desire to be like someone, be someone, be identical to someone ... Like

it is important to understand their unconscious desire to have some quality fiz.dannye, manners, like the fate of someone. I once forgot who I am! Realizing what I'm not, I understand - how to be the most soboy.Ya accept myself consciously, so what is there, with all the data, different from others, different from others.

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How and what to find confirmation of unreality? Morning sleep, sleepiness, I feel myself in a room in a bed and then falling into a dream, and there on the road and slipped bolnopadayu and all this at the same time lying in bed and slips and fall ... Where am I? And who am I?

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And the law does not such a terrible oppressive person))) and not to overeat it made my character, and he could not refuse such temptations and the gorge and then around the vinyl-law, such as the following are not "healthy" diet))) ha characteristics - ha !!! rally disclosed all the roles played who? And this awareness is easy and free ... All love !!! Sometimes it is not very much and my character too)))

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In the morning it was a state of rest and fullness. Having missed the subtle sign, became involved in this material world, t. E. To believe in its reality. The result showed irritation, fatigue, resentment, and it's all set off ego, dreams of another share. The body is all broken. I realized a sense of guilt that I fell asleep. Strong resistance - I again lohonulsya. and if I let it be guilt, feelings of irritation, as if my life was? The adoption and acceptance of reality. Well, then so byt.Razve can be taken seriously for the game?

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Now I know how important it is to reconcile and trust into the minds

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Life goes on I-consciousness more and more in love with the game! All is not happening!

This game came a deep understanding of themselves, although trends were known .Now watch how much they are deep and how important it is to serve God, help!

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Granddaughter 7 years - he tells of his fears - I'm afraid of the dark, in the dark all

objects merge into one something great, I understand your mind that this is an illusion, and my

imagination shows! But none of that!

I realize - there is no difference in the time between. I first grader - one.

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In this body, I temporarily. Everything appears and disappears. I watch as the old leaves and comes novoe.Vizhu when I fall asleep, I try to keep the old familiar, prevented the new thread,

I wake up. Do not get attached to anything. Everything is temporary and everything appears to then disappear. In addition to this there is nothing.

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Every time I write a report, and I think it will be someone else to read + n to get real comments, I was filled with gratitude. I had strong doubts. J I

templates feared everything and anything, like "Carry your cross." Now I know you are,

Team Oasis Awakening and the frame, there is! Congratulations on the successful completion of the

Oasis website Awakening!

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The win gives strength, awareness of loss gives wisdom. All that was left in the dark, as if

does not exist. Sleep is not lost. 

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I feel the warmth and gratitude to these characters! and I accept them all. Father and husband.

Living fears from my childhood, I want to say to their parents: "Mom and Dad relationships apply only to them. I'm like a child can not help but love her. I do not feel sorry for the mother, father, I accept that. I see both of them deserve each other - every one of them deserves a husband. "

And her husband, a cat. It gives me the experience necessary to me, and a cat. I did not take, I want to say: You like you have. I am different. And each of us has the right to be what he is. I accept you and let you be the way you are.

The joy came into my heart, pouring through the body, soft, hot, waves and crawl.

Once a person begins to take - he ceases to suffer!

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In the morning I woke up not knowing where I am? And suddenly, everything changed. I began, I did not. Not that I'm familiar, kot.znayu and feel the body and thoughts. Paints not around those things and my house - not perceive as before. All for a translucent, distant, unattached ... It's different, I do not, I did not care about my concerns, they seemed irrelevant. As if I became more and higher. Comprehensive feeling that everything I have ... There were emotions and feelings, except for one thing: there is nothing, everything is an illusion. There I was, the only thing I ...

She returned in himself, in his body, heavy and slow, trudnodvigayuscheesya. With a clear realization that I was - I did not. I forgot who I am living in a dream. And I live in a dream that I want.

Everything is an illusion. This idea does not leave me ...

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During the past game watched his inner critic. Actually see from the outside, I looked impregnable (reject the first) starts the first to criticize. Connect Warrior skills, ie, he realized his fortune, telling myself stop what I'm doing - criticizing, make a person weak in my eyes and deny (leaving on a mission to take their weakness). I'm having a long pause in the conversation, while there is an internal dialogue. But I'm talking consciously friendly, with the mood to help, not criticize, with the understanding that there is no other, there is only one consciousness.

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Sit in meditation had not given the fear of the unknown (seen too many horror films), but when it is understood that I myself create and nourish fear, and once it is, I create, it is my dear))). The fear is gone, even if they have to face something not of this world, I'll know that it's still me.

I sit in meditation, sometimes I feel like a body to stone and the sense that is about the soul pop up)) sometimes try to focus on the moment now, watching the breath)), it is sometimes thought no special delight not, but that they are not - it is something. Now when the state does not want to think about anything, to think, to build some logical chain even realize something ... SPIRIT he knows everything! Haha)))

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