Do you want to know the meaning of sorrow and tears?

Come with us, we will see a source of life.

Want to see? Can I feel?

Throw same, throw, throw the dice again life.

Listen to the rhythm of their hearts full of hope.

Feel, touch and absorb their suffering and tears.

Throw spear? Squeeze a sword!

And throw same throw again roll the dice of life?

What you lose, my friend, but life dull and boring?

What you win, other than a life full of warmth?

Win, lose you - try it! Throw the dice of life.

Do you want to live one? Can I die?

And we continue to get acquainted with Lila resume Academy Players returning from

Rally "Travel Game"

What are the gifts collected during the journey? A clearer vision of identification with the "whiner" and "hero".

From the motive of loneliness. Ability disidentify oneself and a clear vision that is not H. Both want love and attention from the outside. Either pity or approval and praise.

The second gift is the ability to  disidentify oneself  in motion, it opened during the campaigns in the silence of parks and even then the city ..

The third gift is inspired by and approval of the way!

The big breakthrough in English, even beginning to think in English. When I am riding on the train to the airport easily into conversation with the French. And when I returned to Russia the first day continued to speak in English! So lost) .Once again  to Rama for this trip!

My experience, my luggage, my knowledge and gifts received in the second game journey: in every moment of consciousness and draw happened, I can not describe all. But in a small summary I can say that the main thing - I only now understand, and I see the game. A heart filled with love. To live so interesting (or someone), but just !!!

Returning to Vladivostok, you realize that nothing was not. There is only experience that I have gained.

I am very grateful to the Consciousness of the acquired experience that could only happen in those circumstances.

The trip was unique, there was not a minute to relax. Days were painted by the minute, and you always have to be conscious and able to do the inner work.

Grateful for a new meditation, which opened a new vision of work and how much my body blocked. And when you take, you watch and see how energy flows, only then do you understand the words: "Energy in a great void."

During meditation at a pace on Jeju Island, there was a new vision of who I am! What do you have nothing and no one, not even the energy. It is impossible to describe in words, it can only be seen and felt.

It was a very mystical place: the darkness, the silence, only the sound of water and the singing of the crickets.

Mount Halla, it was a real challenge for me. It's clear vision, you can do it or

no. That in this way one will not help you and will not help, that's the way singles.

It is only to be conscious in the state here and now, only much power over you.

Many thanks to you frame as conductor.

     The main gift is a very interesting game travel lodging experience fear, game travel schedule is designed so that the inner work was constantly day and night.

    The island - extraordinary landscape parks, fragrance of flowering plants, with the azure blue of the sea, the friendly helpful people of Korea brings to the illusory nature of the world, it can not be in effect, in a fairy tale, where you fight with the fear of loneliness and death do not exist.

    Almost always it is in a conscious state, and if somewhere and you fail to sleep and the dwarf begins to rule over you, it's not for long.

    With his dwarf we became friends. After all, he points to the bewilderment and sometimes my forgetfulness, on the illusory nature of this world.

    Full trust Consciousness has experienced a roller coaster, the fear of death arises in the mind, which can not be trusted. Yes, but at the same time it helps to identify themselves through time feeling present.

    But in Mount halasana he survived the experience of unity, watching in the bundle is the movement of energy of love, support and mutual assistance (the inhabitants of Korea, our group).

    It revived the pain of losing a visit to the museum dedicated to Frida. How much we cling to what (who) do not really have.

Born gratitude and love flowed dissolving the ego in the infinite space, where there was complete silence, peace and trust.

Now I am in a moment of deep self-awareness (consciousness), internal delivery and acceptance, readiness for new jokes, service.

Thank you for the interesting experience of Consciousness, a low bow to you, Rama and our group that do not give sleep to my character.

Ha ha! Play!

Journey. It was difficult to hide, but it's hard why? Drawings, beliefs, concepts fell at every step, from the horn of plenty. Often, everything had just taken as is, without delving, without analyzing, did not have time. I open myself, I opened everything and everyone around is so amazing and sometimes very painful.

    Again and again, I came to myself, coming back from an external inward, realizing that the cause of truth, and only here. The understanding of the two concepts or trends or blocks that prevent me to live easy, and they are strongly associated with the mission.

     Simple as that, but the depth and incredible no end edge.

     Travel from puppy enthusiasm and love has no place in me, filling all around to a deep depression and despair, when the collapse of illusion, and nothing else. The sensation of falling into nowhere. And who? All and funny and scary.

    I have no words, word temporary. I am overwhelmed with a huge thanks to consciousness, Rama and everyone who was there.

South Koreya- wonderful Buddhist country. Temples of Seoul - old, the academic, educational and supporting educational goals. Island Chedzhudo- anahatic, joyful. And the temple on it - quiet and intimate.

But all of them are filled with an energy that penetrates, cleans the mind and emotions.

When I climb the mountain behind the group and when remain the last is the most difficult section of 2.3 km it started to rain and it was too late. I was scared to climb the mountain is still long before the rise, and there was absolutely unbearable. Cold, wind, steep climb, the pressure lifted, legs, hands shaking. Fear of death stood up. Consciousness is identified with the body and mind, and I decided to return. Sitting in the temple and meditate while in a vacuum, it is much easier than to be identified with the Consciousness of the difficulties of daily life.

About seven years ago I was diagnosed - hepatitis C. And I was infected 25 years ago. I met again with the fear of death face to face. Six months was treated by US agents, and in parallel worked two jobs to earn $ 12,000 for treatment.

I do not remember how I lived through that period: lost 15 kg, lost his hair, etc. Hepatitis I have cured. Immediately after the treatment I urgently operated and removed the piece of intestine, as it exploded, and then disrupt the entire hormones. The doctors told me that now I have to take care of health and quietly endure as I left.

This belief is very well laid on self-pity and the position of the victim, who was my strong trend. There was a belief that you can not strain your body, you're almost disabled. Complete the picture of the belief that the physical pain - is something wrong, unjust and it should be avoided.

Over the last two years of intense spiritual work hormonal balance restored. And most importantly it's understanding and experience of oneself as a consciousness.

Identification with the body and the mind is becoming weaker. By identifying with the Consciousness, to observe how the energy flow in the body, including and physical pain, but it does not affect the observer. Of course, the identification with the body going again.

Still, it is very important to me - it is the understanding of their responsibility for what was happening to me. No penalties, no injustice, and is the law of cause and effect. All that I have made in their ignorance, their aggression, their thoughts and actions will have to compensate by physical suffering, the ministry and other appropriate means.

Of course, I knew that one my head not pat for the failed task. And all the rest of the trip I was living his "unworthiness." I've lived a storm of emotions, such as aggression towards yourself and your body. I saw their dependence on the love and approval of the people around them and the ways in which I have this love involves.

No matter how much I tried to be good, clever, kind, etc., that love is not always enough. Again and again I experienced is the absence of love, until he realized that none of the others can not fill you with love, it is against the law. You - the very source of love, he is always with you. You just need to stop and enjoy the moment here and now.

I come peace, understanding, some part of me to accept. Of course, there comes a falling asleep, you forget again, but then there is pain in the body, and you have to wake up and remember.

It is difficult to describe in words all the intensity of the inner workings of the whole experience lived.

But I want to say with what love, rigor and reasonableness prepared Rama is playing journey. He put us in a variety of harsh conditions, where each saw himself in all its glory. Each had its own challenges that had to be overcome.

What are the gifts I have collected? I saw how I directed outward, that is looking for love and support from other people, while constantly criticize myself (my ego or mind). Lack of self-love and self-confidence .. It comes in many draws. Now I see how I delayu.Byl when went to the top, I felt freedom from his mind on someone else's opinion, it is a wonderful feeling of freedom from himself, that is crazy, I remember this feeling and now I realize how can be -Other. Freedom and power and lightness and flight. I saw my reluctance to be here and now, I quickly live something that is not like (cell structure, a dormitory), and then I'll live as I want. Fear wreck my world, my space, I myself (the mind, the ego), the fear of death, of the dissolution.

I saw how I built illusions, mind built as a defense against this fear. No one died, but the mind at every step was alert and weaving their networks. I came across, track, aware. I saw what was happening, but the trend is strong, I occasionally delayed. But at least now I can see what's going on. (I've seen it before, but not so clearly felt soon).

Once home I feel a certain calmness inside. Her husband expressed his resentment, I give him to speak quietly, knowing his tendencies and fears. And dissolves. at work pointing builders schools in painting, I see as a foreman justified by calmly give him to do it. And in peace. As it is surprising, but not to tie, and understand all temporarily ahead of other practical jokes.

I only now realize what kind of work done and it is now once again feel myself and understanding of all passes.

in one of the meditations I saw the game, without pity, simply because so inevitably. I saw myself in this game, so confused and do not understand what is happening. But now I see something and I understand that there's just no other way to play. But somehow still take off sooner or later. Who flies?

I watch him, for that that is happening around, amazing!

Thus, the drawing force, "the second game of Travel" is completed.

Hooray!

Play it!

YUHUUU!

The Leela.