Diary 4.The Remote Winter Games. issue 6

Sunday 10 January, 2016

Training is the only real practical experience, so anything that a person does, must remain in the context of the current moment.
A method of recapitulating the history of life.

Now I can hear myself again and again repeat this idea very different words, but the students solemnly nodding his head, write it in their notebooks, but three months later, when I ask them how things are moving recapitulation, flickering on their faces Guilty views speak for themselves.
If the assemblage point is still rigidly fixed, the person is not able to successfully recapitulate the past.
 Why?
For the simple reason that the assemblage point was stuck on the ground.

Intelligent memory of the past does not bring much benefit, and certainly not the aim of the recapitulation.

However, if you remember, that everything that happens to a person here and now is the result of his past, it is easy to understand what is occurring in the present feelings and sensations are able to send a man into his past.
This is why students always advisable to recap, starting from the current moment and in reverse order.
We always start with the present and going back to the very reverse MIGU birth.
At the beginning of the way students are usually so busy with their attempts to be soldiers - that is striving to convince themselves that they are soldiers - that completely forget that a warrior can only be in the context of everyday life.
Students will inevitably begin to see their own shortcomings, but in an effort to achieve a high opinion of himself, forgetting that the shortcomings are a way to force a man.
Instead, these students are trying to cover up its shortcomings by pretending that they have become an impeccable warrior - at least, are impeccably other, that is, to move quickly on the way to becoming a warrior.
They do not realize that the sense of self-importance arched back, as if the tip of the whip, and is about to hit the pupil directly on the head!
While self-importance is not defeated, recapitulation never leads to anything more than a manifestation of the huge self-pity, which often occurs when the student remembers the difficulties he had to endure in the past.
Original recapitulation may begin to bear fruit only after the student will make a conscious effort to stop and indulgirovat in his belief that he is - the victim, and come to realize that this feeling is caused by the victim's sense of self-importance only.
To face the challenge - not the same thing as becoming a victim. But people too often give in to their fear, but prefer not to admit his own cowardice and hide behind a sense of self-righteousness and bitter complaints that others do not have the right to deal with them so cruelly.
  
Once a person begins to see his life as it is, any sense of himself as a victim and, consequently, all the manifestations of self-importance are beginning to fade easily and naturally.

Teun Marez

On how the players played the first game 4, read in this roundup:

          Usually after my mighty angry outbursts body formation half lay, now I look -bodro, full of energy, desire (motivated ego) -Create, to create, to develop. The feeling of freedom flight. I went to the stream of visions: how to make repairs, in which sections of the child to give, at the dance itself can already see, I know how to satisfy all. I want to swallow air and enjoy life. I see just who wants it. The secret is simple (experienced now) razotozhdestvlyaeshsya observed. Every effort itself - not for the intervention, blurs the boundaries of the mind, moment to moment. It was not an escape, it was the energy, direction, vision. No one who thinks what will happen, there is no one who is afraid (for fear of sitting and suffering -TERPIT and lives). I trust the consciousness of life, since it presents the option -Adopts.
                
The ego wants to be happy, it is able to. Then, it is sure to want to share this joy - opens once the channel gives strength to share, encourage, listen, empathize, to give attention and care. When the ego is satisfied in this regard, it becomes noticeable that the nature of the character rejoice (nothing to do with fun). Of course it is clear that the need to enjoy it rajas, but if not identified - there is so much power.
    
Reports writing for self-discipline and awareness, see drawings describing the game of consciousness and realize you played and lost the rally.
    
My mother comes from another room, she begins to put pressure on his father, go on the street, waiting for work. I say, "do not touch my mother, he is tired, let them rest" walk up and hug her say: "Do not swear mom, you are the most dear, beloved mother in the world. Do not swear." Then I go up and hug his father said to him, "What do you say, tell it like it is - tired." The conflict, which was to be - szhёgsya. Typically, in our house it originated storm, the storm of the oncoming storm. I've always wanted a child to do it, but I was put off, but now that I have become great and they are a little more mature resist my love, but as soon as the next turn - give up.

    
The task was to take and miss helplessness. But when I went deep into this feeling, I remembered the words of Rama, look fear in the face, 100% trusted and looked up. He dived and saw a lot of work remains to be done. Fear all covered. The whole body is given the process of shaking suits me, as a method of transformation. So I tried to break through not conducting. I saw clearly how I punish myself every day yourself, even without a reason, do not like, do not accept. And the thin, maybe even unconsciously, is what I'm doing every minute or every hour. Seen in helpless misery, which clings to this idea of ​​himself. And life is so arranged. And there seemed to yield. But I tried this way razotozhdestvitsya. But even there, it is a pity somehow proved his ruin, fear not known suspended. Consent live little by little. The other part, which led to me, says that we should not believe it's horror. Because life is beautiful, good and full of love. We must cleanse ourselves of the darkness, there is light thoughts, good beliefs. It is necessary to revive them.

    
I'm losing, parting with all his previous desires, be meaningful to society, the family is sacred, that's all in a moment, and there's nothing like it hurts to realize. I went sadness and terrible chest pain, loneliness and fear of freedom! Who am I ? Blocked completely, he identified with the lonely. I stood repeating, trust and jump into the unknown! He began to insult me ​​and say that I did not correct that better than I will. I stood and thanked him for what he has done for me during this time that, together, the anger is not like before him, I see the fear that is clouding of the eyes and invisible where to go, how to behave, how to react, (I did not resist it) my body is numb representing the worst mental suffering! Jumping into it with great pain, I said, "Do as you think I trust you, and he calmed down."

    
I'm weak, so weak, not physically, but is powerless to resist the situation with her husband, but he is playing, and I'm out of fear I can not come up with this state of the victim, trust what is happening, I am silent, I do not climb as reject once again. I remember the conversation yesterday that he wants to break up a peaceful and normal. Similarly, I found the keyword '' OK ''. I remember about women's trick, which I need to think in that game, I remember about the '' jump ''. Yes, now it is the right time come :). I went and asked her husband: Do you want to normal and mutually separate, huh? I understood you correctly yesterday? Husband: Yes! I went to the energy, I feel the ball in my hands, and I mean it! Well, if you want normal, then you'll have to suffer me to be affectionate because Divorce is a long process and will have to meet more than once, right? husband: true. Now I feel like the game, it's inside me !!!
    
He sat down in surprise as much as the chair to be seen how he processes information and agrees with it. He says yes. I even allowed myself to go up to him and hugged him, and he was not even pushed me ...

    
I woke up in a light and joyous state, there was a feeling that, at last, something opened up inside of yesterday's gravity was gone. All thoughts were perceived to full acceptance. The morning meditation sat in the same state of ease.

    
All my life, I blamed myself for what I am weak, lazy, without responsibility, I always thought that I do not try and my attitude towards him was very demanding, tough and violent, there was not a drop of love for yourself and do not It was understanding and self-acceptance. And actually, I was, well, there is in me is such a feature, it's like a man with no legs will blame himself for what he does not know how to walk. And when I realized this, I looked at my life from a different angle of vision and saw how I was cruel to yourself, with tears, I began to apologize to myself for what I do not understand and do not accept myself.

    
Ego yells, trying to destroy it and awakens a storm of emotions. I watch the road and trying to resist. I can not do anything about it. Consciousness, therefore, makes it clear to me that it is time to wake up. I understand this lesson ...

    
We're going in the car, my altercation with her husband on the part like a small scandal, but it is not so, now I'm an actress playing a role, that is, allow the Absolute manifest through me, I'm easy, no emotions, her husband, too, pretends that resists. And suddenly I hear the sobs of our daughter from the back seat, she said that no one had to love as parents and that she feels lonely, in adult life. I saw that the whole performance was for her to call the fear of being alone, and now that reality manifested through it, I can feel his reaction. Everything just happened, I stopped the habit does not interfere with the show feelings. I saw that I can not help, she lives her life, lessons, game ... just feel the love. Love is real, for the moment ...

    
Overall condition during the day: the reluctance to watch on vacation want ...))). Nothing to do with this condition during the day. Expressed as lethargy muscles of the body. Apathetic.

    
All day, as well as in the practice of spinning the idea that it is necessary to focus attention not on the healing of injuries and on the collection of personal power. Just a shock stick on the head, this is an indication of Rama.

    
I think about the state of apathy and unwillingness to do something, I feel some heavy head, impossibly forever ... And suddenly, (see right!), Comes from inside the light fills my head, the space around the body, the flash - and the fog in my head No, there is no apathy, I feel a surge of strength, clear thinking, "this is also resistance, strong defense, remember!" Amazing! Previously, to get out of this state, I need a month and complete the cast are two started! A game.

    
Again missed practice yesterday ... Can not admit it? Who checks -What? Becoming disgusted at the thought. Hear: Well, then sit without comment ... Went longing. I am immersed in it. There will be focus on Rama's for sure! Yes. And what if not? Pain angry. chakra, swollen with tears. And without attention? Loneliness, abandonment, fear of emptiness ...

    
Suddenly Carlos understands that attention to Rama he did not receive. Then I boil in anger and desire for revenge peasants! I'm in touch! Yes, suddenly, if not the carrot, then whip you, Carlos, is ready to attract attention! Immersed in a rage, Manipur compressed, rattling in angry. chakra energy, his eyes are covered with a little ... I'm going on and I'm ready to hurt them! The body - string. Going further ... cold fury seizes me! Very clean brains, no emotions, only rage, self-discipline, I am ready to lunge and strike! I began to translate the attention on the breath and the sensations of the body, think of loving-kindness. Status rage is transformed into energy, and the odds of a body ... I watch the burning of the spine, warmth spreads throughout the body ... I know that I only just came in contact with this energy .., I was afraid of her? Maybe ... I want to continue acquaintance ...

      Have fun on the soul of the Games! Even the forces appear to "minimize" the mountains! )))

    
In a trance, clearly I saw the idea of ​​spirit-directed. In another simply could not be. Rigid soul of incarnation was not possible to fill the heat, not giving her the test. And all this for the love of me as a little child, he grew up to the image and likeness.

    
I felt the warmth of the soul, to a character in a past life, for what I - to score as many soul wisdom and maturity through his suffering. And now I can use all of this wisdom. This awareness of a lot of power and love of the spirit. After all, he runs! And only my dwarf, still believes that something can be controlled. Ha - ha ha.

    
He gave me her husband was such that my soul is not attached, a son when I - of the soul was ready for it. He gave the house just when I was glad of this. When I lived in the outpost, I saw the untouched pristine nature, animals living in it, badgers, foxes, bears with their cubs, wild boar, elk, deer, roe deer, eagles, owls, ducks with ducklings now my soul is glad that all I could see and observe, as they say in person. It showed all the spirit, he showed that real joy is very simple. And when I become attached to the relationship, to sober me gave a deadly disease and showed the way how to go, with minimal losses and for the benefit of my soul. My soul to listen and understand, that the human control that does not mean compared to his care, love.

    
It was here in anahata love lives and now it hurts to break through my resistance, which has been so long, almost two lives. Let be the pain and talk with the spirit I felt a love and acceptance without conditions. I have the best life that I can give, and I am surrounded by the best people, it gave me the spirit.

    
The shaking revived the old block in the left side of the neck. Lively soul lived loss of all, what was tied. The desert became a rich, self-confident character, and left - freed from the burden of material, much battered body from the suffering soul. About spirit, the soul of the house is filled with warmth and tranquility.
    
During the game in the Game I am constantly catch myself as I do not believe the thoughts and calms the mind like. It started from the last game. I read the new game and realized that just wrote about it in the report. About the peace of mind)))
    
For violation of meditation devoid of comments. Agree. I check myself feeling rejected and injustice. Humility. Such experience is needed. Calm. Understand, You have to be disciplined.
    
"Do not believe what you see. This is an illusion. Only imagination of your mind. Do not believe that past. Draw yourself another scenario. After all, you can not know for sure how it was, you were a tiny baby. And only event causes your mind to draw illusion. " And my assemblage point moved))). I previously could not understand how it is to change the past. After all, it has already happened. And it turns out that simple. Do you know the event, but you can not know what preceded it and what will happen next. In general, we can not know the ideas of consciousness and it should be simple to understand and accept. Then there will be no guilt, no charges, no pity, no fear of death, etc. Everything is so simple: to bring peace of mind and thoughts do not believe)))
    
Mom calling - a sore knee, crying. I responded, too, consciously and begin to turn the victim to tell her how not slept the night with her son. I keep track of it and see how it quickly switches to the care of grandchildren. Otvozhu her medicine. Later call. Responsible cheerful voice. I suppose that it does not believe in a cafe on the DR-grandson - leg hurts, go hard. "No! I'm going to cure." This once again confirms that it is simply manipulated to pity, thus obtaining attention. And I'm so protects against loneliness)))
    
Watching reports. First, not justice. It seems to me that someone less points, the only honest))) How much can score points! I also see the drawings, but do not consider it necessary to describe them all. But it's my tendency. Always too lazy to write. The ego is looking for excuses - main thing is not the end of the list stand))) "Now every free minute write jokes and send mail.
    
I keep track of Jealousy and betrayal. Protects sarcasm. Lost))).
    
Most often I use the first line of defense, I use rationalization. I justified. I think I understand the situation better than others. I try to find a higher meaning in what happened, as a manifestation of God's will. I feel humiliation and try to avoid it by defending their rights, their value.
    
I'm a little worried and doubted. Consultation and the result pleased and inspired me. I came in contact with a lot of light and love within yourself, which is not noticed. Until now, I see the face of H. and feel grateful to her.

    
Suddenly, I remembered the Code Hunter "warrior takes responsibility for all his actions, even the most trivial." From this thought, I felt the energy and saw myself, step by step, made her a useless day.

    
I express deep gratitude for its Hikari Service.

    
I have changed the attitude of solitude, I began to miss it. Picture in your head has changed. I see a game that I play with this feeling and everything.

    
Good luck and move the mountain. I do not touch it ... I do not regard it! I was able to let go of the events that caused my delusion that I was betrayed, deceived! The body was freer added confidence!

    
I stood on the sled runners and we drove. It was on one side so primitive sled control, as well as very easily. From the mouth of the dogs pulled out steam when they fled, they were buried in the loose snow and ran to the flat area, acted together. In the end, I made a sharp turn when breezing back to the camp and finished at the yurt. Steep feeling as if I was alone with the team.

About how the players play consistently throughout the week, talking points accumulated by the end of their game.
Accumulated points can be used only if the player has shown discipline and high performance. At the heart of self-discipline is the will, commitment.
At the end of each game, you have to admit that is weak, if you can not make a regular practice (and not illusions passes through justification).
Or see what your level of personal power to add, if you can do the practice regularly.

So, this week, the most stable game showed Seven players (until the article is in the status update, the list will change):

1. The Lana 25 points - 80% of the return game

2. Volcano 24 points - 85% of the return game

3. Hati 23 points - 90% of the return game

4. The heyday of 23 points - 85% of the return game

5. Joke 21 points - 95% of the return game

6. Harmony 20 points - 96% of the return game

7. Lei 20 points - 90% of the return game
...

 
closes the game in this game, the three players:  ...

1. Echo 19 points - 75% of the return game

2. Aria 17 points - 88% of the return game

3. Light 14 points - 60% of the return game

  
With a fairly high degree of impact in the game, all the players, however, what is it that is different from the first Seven players last trio?
Among other qualities:
1. Self-discipline
2. Vision !!! (They see a greater number of draws and play them).

 
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