Diary 4.The Remote Winter Games. issue 7game 5

Wednesday 13 January, 2016

Petty tyrants.
Nearby are always people who drop out of the call and the person to be thanked for this opportunity arising from accumulated enough awareness, allowing to destroy the feeling of self-importance.

Such people are called petty tyrants, but because these small tyrants are rare luck to them can be divided into four categories:
   
The first category includes real small tyrants - the people who will stop at nothing just to annoy you in any way. They are cruel, capricious, and always remaining smart enough to stay within the law, incredibly cunning and disingenuous. This man did not hesitate to go to rape only to "teach a lesson"; a woman without hesitation literally alive with human skin will break. Quarrels with these people truly are a threat to life, as they are willing to kill another without hesitation!

     
The second category includes people who differ little in character from the representatives of the first type, except that they avoid physical violence and instead resorted to various forms of emotional and intellectual violence, which undermines the power of man and break his spirit. This type of tyrants is most common in the workplace; they always manage to evade punishment, instilling in mortal terror of his colleagues.

    
The third category covers those who are not petty tyrant constantly, but if something excites their fury, ready to do everything that they can to make the life of the offender in a true disaster. They are not as clever in deception of justice, as the representatives of the first and second groups, and therefore typically resort to the law to bring a lot of trouble to the enemy. Angry, these people suddenly descend upon the offender in unpredictable ways, and in those moments when he least expects it. If they start to take revenge, they immediately give birth to a lawsuit, and when it suits their purposes, ready to go to the authorities at the slightest provocation. Set bags of trash in the yard on the day before arrival scavengers and they donesut about this city council. Leave your car in front of his home just five minutes and they immediately called the Driver's License. These people are most often found among the neighbors, as well as among the relatives, the rejected lover or ex-spouses.

    
The fourth category includes the notorious grumblers. They will always find faults in everything, what others are doing, and will bring their chicanery another to complete insanity. They will not complain about you, but always come with a variety of complaints. It is necessary to take up the washing machine on a Sunday, and they complain that you are preventing them rest. If you mow the lawn mower gasoline, they expressed dissatisfaction with the noise and unhealthy exhaust fumes; If the mower is electric, they will certainly be told that we are all responsible for the energy savings!

When a student fails to find a petty tyrant, Explorer necessarily encourage him and suggested to consider such a person as the greatest treasure, because, studying Track down petty tyrant, a person learns a lot better and faster than in its absence.

This is true for all categories of small tyrants, and in particular, to the first and second categories. In the struggle for survival in the attacks of these people, not only students

quickly get rid of self-importance, but also claiming the huge amounts of power as increase self-confidence and self-esteem.

However, needless to say that the collision with the petty tyrants first and second categories require great care, as even the slightest reason may be sufficient that a representative of the first group had killed a man and a petty tyrant of the second type has destroyed his life.

Teun Marez

.On how the players played in the fifth game, read in this roundup.

    
Looking at who is not satisfied - razotozhdestvlyayus. All of my losses in the hand "husband" of blindness, closed, ignorance. Love opened, there was a willingness to go again in the rally. Learn to talk, to negotiate, and my endless - grow (thousand twenty second attempt, hee). Just calling the husband returns home, understanding, patient. Opens cognitive needs; be able to understand, engage. Understand husband (and in fact, to understand that consciousness wants to communicate), a mission - to give (a real woman - to give). Who saw that I was doing wrong, I blame everything on him, but should be the main (ie female) - really, where are directed - there and go. Insight. We go home at home playing field.

    My husband advised, worries, takes part, care, attention. After all, it was all in the past, only the eyes and ears were plastered - attention to nudezh gone, and all the good notices.

    Most of what is my character, it has the consciousness through her husband, and my identity is not necessary to think about satisfying the needs of lower - granted me a chance to rise above, and thus exempt from the power of the ego. My husband actually helps. Heart opened, a stream of love, gratitude and compassion. Having experienced it - let go. I played this hand - has received a priceless gift.
    
It appears resistance - it's my computer that it dig without permission. But none of my no, it's my binding to things.
    
Thanks for the advice of the universe, she was able to direct me to the recognition of yourself!

    
Event husband division of property, fear of freedom. Released on his childhood when my mother at odds with her father, she is constantly afraid that he would deprive her apartment, and will share something, for that they divorced, but lived together, and all the property was on it. And when my father left, there was nothing to share, so she was not afraid of his departure. Not lived emotional experience. When this situation came to his knees began to turn the unbearable ...
   
Gave way to tears of loneliness, he went to his father, how many times he went in the history of life and the same time back. And my expectation that the husband leaves again, perhaps unconsciously, that he would return, but that does not help. The pain is such that my jaw jammed and could not prodyshatsya, lungs tightened and there was no sigh of passage. Prodyshatsya this pain in my chest, the object began to decrease and relax. I realize that as a child from me and do not depend now too.
    
S. shared with the most important reason for his divorce, which is not immediately adopted it syna- ie constantly jealous of him and resisted his visit to us ...
   
Today buoyant state with the desire to go to work watching the breath, all get to do at work, the first time she did something that generally did not apply to me. I feel a surge of strength and consciousness departs from clouding state as from a bad dream, come to mind the gaps and unfinished business. The lesson to be more confident.

    In the process of making honey. Loving Kindness, the image of her husband arrives, send him love and appreciation. Immediately came vottsapka, read the contents: "Thank you for the suit, very comfortable!" I do not believe it's the husband wrote for my gift, which is presented before departure. The joy that he took it and bears. I so lovingly picked. I realized that you need to give gifts in any case, without a doubt. Lesson returned thanks, Consciousness is not angry.

     
Going to my mother, I remember about the gift that my mother wanted to give the new year, but was postponed until her birthday in March ... The desire to give now, bear with such love and joy ... I give my mother, she starts to cry and said she loved me .
    
Male teacher shows me the quality of stupidity, apathy, irresponsibility and infantilism. In this state, I chose a husband. Learn to think not stupid. Learn to be an adult.


Male teacher shows me the quality of stupidity, apathy, irresponsibility and infantilism. In this state, I chose a husband. Learn to think not stupid. Learn to be an adult.

    
No result the soul considers the loss and do not want to live and take it merges with the body and destroys it. And then I felt a determination, but in life there is no result, there is no point. All illusion resourcefulness of mind, the power of maya. After all, I was able to let go of this, your affection, and it can survive. This is another step to my source. Now I have the time.

    
Yesterday, the professor talked about Russia's future, fear for the children to leave, its end is not terrible, terrible for them. Meaningless. It turns out that every day, there are two, three events perceived to perform its task is not to become attached and therefore trust, to believe, to trust the knowledge that where you are now and have a better time and place, and this time is now.

    Annoyance. Low self-discipline: left without comment. Annoyance tickle in the hearts chakra purses his lips. Going deeper: there is Carlos mutters: "Sangha and Rama, do not you appreciated my honesty and sincerity !!! We did not have a mark of distinction, I am disappointed!", While there was a stabbing pain in the left shoulder blade at the back. I go further. Carlos have undermined credibility. He was rejected and cast! Another part of my fun hurray! Annoyance! Come on now catch the force! The game also comes full! I go to the annoyance with understanding gained a consequence ... is my responsibility. And just live these things out of the blade falls steel spokes. Feel, feel, and understand that I am not interested any more to seek attention or to run away from it or to correct in yourself or make yourself a perfect ... Thank you for drawing of consciousness and is recovering in an endless and exciting way to play the hunter-warrior.

    A friend said to practice, to have power, to be able to manage people. I replied that it was not interesting to me. Somehow I remembered the conversation in association with irritation at her husband. The mirror, I realized: I am engaged in practices to change yourself, change the world around me. But it does not change, the husband remains the same, with their habits and do my work on myself and practices do not change! Oh, yes! Surely this also controls only a veiled under the right phrase to change themselves and change the world. Internally, too, I regard it as a trap is now. Is not it? After having such an ulterior motive, I hereby seek to control life ...

    I used to understand and be aware of their status, to work with them after the fact, remembering them in sufficient detail. And in the game - you need to be right now, and to realize them. So, it's time to change "technology."

    All my life I thought that not trust - it is bad, if I do not trust someone, then he tried to hide his feelings and still feel a sense of guilt, perhaps, why I rarely ask the price and almost never consider the change. This situation helped to see that the feeling of distrust, as has the energy and resources. If there is no belief that it is bad, then the required time, it will manifest itself loose and just as easy to leave without resistance. Surprisingly, the game on the Trust, helped me realize that distrust - is also important and necessary. And even in this situation I was in total disbelief, I have a feeling that I have received a very valuable gift.

    I felt that inside there is anxiety and fear, the idea that if I'm in a strong state, bound to happen to me that something bad, it was like a fear of death. After the meditation, I embarked on a conscious and walking during practice, I realized that fear of breath, and in the center of the chest felt freezing cold. I did not try to avoid or enhance fear, but simply watched as he manifested in me. And suddenly come to understand that all of these emotions were, are and will be, they always follow each other and there is no good or bad emotions, they are like flowers on the tree, which is dissolved, what is remaining in the buds fall off and not to dissolve all it happens as it should happen.

I always go on the same road, but then my mother tells me that he knows the other way and will soon need to turn, I asked if she knew exactly where to go, she said that many times it went and I'm sure at 100%. If I had not remembered that there is a game, most likely I would not have turned, because I try to follow the only way that I know myself. But then I decided to trust completely, we turned, mom started to say with certainty where I need to steer, and in the end we were at an impasse, my mother said that it is necessary to go back and turn in another twist, I did so, again a standstill, for the time we wandered around, I experienced a firework of emotions and anger and disappointment and frustration .... I had to get back to where we originally turned, and when I noticed my condition, I realized that I feel peace and tranquility, and to Mom was not what the claims, only love.

     During the day, happy to notice that the jump in trust and life has become easier because of this, become rich and interesting,
    
I tried to open up to let your feelings. I had some time to go through the state of "Les Miserables" It was very painful, I chose a few times, just do not communicate, but today I realized that I could easily pass this energy, without fear, that I rejected. I felt within me a flower bloomed more confidence, there was so much joy and emotion that I have sent a message, which says that it is very glad that he appeared in my life. And I felt at ease from the fact that I do not expect anything from him in return. Rama, thank you for that with your help in me such changes occur. Open a lot of confidence, and with it, the creativity and spontaneity and self-confidence, which I lacked.

    
Property felt this trend to become thinner, more refined. I felt my ego and is not going to give up, and going to cleverly hide. I need to be very vigilant to see his tricks ...

    
Younger is not divorced from the computer. Finally, he comes to the table. I'm nervous, children may be late to school, I feel helpless and that I have no control over the situation. To gain power, I say - "I'd love to have thrown out this computer." What's youngest son answered - "throw the computer, you will never be a new home." I feel confused by this ridiculous threat. I was surprised to look at him. And he adds - "You are looking at home on the computer." I felt funny, my husband, too amused by this particular logic of his son. I saw that my strong desire to have a new house, made me easy prey for the six year old child. And my fear of not getting what you want interpret his words to me as a threat.

    
Consultation with Hikari continues to bear fruit. I realized a strong sense of abandonment, which I unconsciously carry with me. When I caught it, I almost cried. I write about it and feel the compression in the head - a harbinger of a headache. I realize that I wanted to be like everyone else, but to be with them. It turned out at the external level, the domestic rare. I find it difficult to work this feeling, but it allowed me to build awareness of a better contact with their children.

    
I want to express my gratitude Hati, this gratitude overwhelms me (real), Hati (not real) very pleasant and warm open concept gives me such a feeling at the moment.

    
Went to the center, making all things, I decided to walk around the city, but one did not want to come to ring, but as luck would have been occupied, it was sad, remembering his mission to live a lonely, walked one and came home in a good mood.

    
At the children's hospital with her son standing in line for a blood test at the same time takes a turn into the registry. People very much. At the same time, both are suitable queue. Tells his son that he went to the doctor, I explain everything and go into the registry. Just walk up to the window runs son is wearing a jacket and says that it is not passed, it went the other forward. I begin yelling at him ... Stop-stop !!! I catch myself on the fact that very loudly chastises his son. Keep track of fear for her son, a lot of plays in the computer, it is not able to communicate and hear in the real world. Hug him breathe, he comes into the office, I was still standing in the corridor and let fear be. Realizing that it's just energy. Nobody did anything, just all happened. I do not blame myself for what was screaming, I'm not ashamed, although at the moment I watched a lot of people. I go to the registry. Queue resolved. Son came up, hugged me, kissed her: - Mom, that's no queue. Such an adult and wise in 10 years. A 5 minutes ago I yelled at him quite the opposite. Food past Children's Hospital the next day, I remember a joke. The understanding, what happens to us only what we believe, believe in what thoughts. And you can wrap the better. Only no one can know what's best. But there is always a choice in what thoughts to believe. So the harmony with the world, with life.

    
Late in game, unpleasant, I resist the idea: where to drive the horses? Each goes his own pace! And stop! Horses ??? I have a horse? Not aware of their own thoughts and attitudes. And in order to then feel guilty !! SHAME!! Stay in the skin of the victim !! Well, so what? I write, and the soul disgusting dwarf dancing, so be it, and so I love and accept myself! It became a little easier, in fact, keep track of another dwarf who wants to write more, better, who needs importance, pride. Yes, bulge - is sacred, for the ego. But the reality such as it is, and she does not spare. Thank consciousness that there is a strict teacher in the face of Rama, seeing how to help stuck. Thanked and immediately went heaviness in the chest! Do not take time to sit down for a report is always busy in the evenings ...

    
Really felt much at the heart of Love and Compassion! We must accept the separation and pain, accept the loss. Not immediately, gradually it began to look warmer and clearer smile appeared and the soul felt better.)

    
I see theft and silent, the thought will understand, and will stay at vstryanu. In meditation, I remember that everyone has their own karma, and my finger in the pie, so this vibrant reaction in the body. I go to my childhood, I see myself a little, that steals to buy sweets. I see how hard it is to feel guilty as a child, because my one hand is not caught. The inner conscience and lived wine helps to stop, do not steal, but it was enough for life to feel guilty. She remembered all the situation with the theft itself and showed little its future full of abundance and food and money, hard lump in my throat dissolved.)

    
Today on the way home, began to give the love, realized that this one time I went to sleep and did not give her to him, and went insight who will love me even if I'm not myself, everything was falling into place.

    
The fact that my two previous gameness left without comment, I experienced at first, feeling a sense of guilt, shame. But trusting in the situation, I go to these feelings, continuing to play the game. Really liked the walking meditation.

    
On the day of his son's birth, I was informed that my common-law husband, who does not know where is at the moment, committed a serious crime. My reaction was not clear, like the calm inside, but on the other side of a quiet hysteria and anxiety. I went into meditation. Why am I given this situation? What I feel and where? I track my fear of being condemned by the people, and colleagues. Be rejected. At first, my mind drew a terrible picture in his head, but track it, I understand that it's just my imagination, but in reality it is not. I track down the self-pity, how can I have such a poor unfortunate has managed to contact this person. Dwarf my ponyl, I cry. But back in the moment of now. I understand that this is nothing. This is a test of my reaction to such news. I can not change, everything has happened and I trusted, I felt calm inside.

    
I feel awful, wildly headache, 7-8, she seems to burst from bursting, there is a feeling that it is not necessary to do the transformation, you need to let this state be, convince myself that it was necessary to go through this pain, for me it is useful, I try to smile. It seems that all the vessels tear, terribly sick. So I really resist! Two days to win, and the third fell asleep and lost in full, it now remains only to take himself and the situation. Illahinur doing meditation. Becomes a little easier, the pain dropped to 4-5. During meditation, throws in the heat, sweat flowing through the body, then in the cold, cold to shiver, then again in the heat. After meditation, vomiting, terrible condition, more sleep.

    
... Told to call myself, you know his phone number and your business can solve itself, I believe in you. The son laughed and said he would try. I had a fear of offending his son to be a "bad" mother, but the realization that it was his experience gave confidence, and after his son was laughing easily and safely.

    
It is a relief and the realization that there is no one who is worried, but there is a character who for some reason are not afraid to do the job. And what happened to him if that happens? To put it in the corner, they can be hit or killed? No! And can it be considered anything not capable and rejected? Most likely, it is closer to the truth! Listen to your body, in the region of the heart appeared aching. I stop writing and watched the pain, which disappeared after a few minutes. Continued ...

    
At the end of written ranked players this week and listened to their feelings - on the one hand relieved that carried out the task, and with another light on the sadness that has not had time to total Report. Another confirmation that there is an expectation of recognition from the outside - the result of a lack of inner strength.


He raised his voice and decisive voice said, no, ordered to go do my homework. I got out my "dictator" and requires that it was the way he wants. Carlos does not sleep, wakes up. I see, thank you. By publishing all sorts of angry sounds, reluctantly put down the plate aside. The manifestations synuli saw his reflection, it was funny. Consciousness has once again showed me, as I occasionally hang over what is interesting to me and it does not matter that this spiritual knowledge, not the game. Thus, it teaches me to return to the here and now. A huge thank you to him for that!

    
In the evening, there was a desire to look into the mail notice did not become discouraged. There are, of course, nothing. I observe the reaction - in fact still early! Ego itself reassured.

    
I experience the deep gratitude for the help to Hati and daring me to contemplate this. With the help of consciousness in her face, we have removed one more unit. Thank you so much.

    I saw how consciousness changes the game as a deeper and more subtle becomes the rally, and he takes the second year. For me it was a sign to be more responsible to any of your actions and words. Be vigilant, remember. I felt the power of the body of something that is all.

    
I feel gratitude to the universe for her wisdom, patience, determination, toughness and softness in those moments when it was needed. At the heart of joy for the opportunity to make another small leap towards myself.

    
I track my thought, "Well, what do here is boring." Coming out of the car, followed by an internal clock, began to run on the area where the tree was, for my daughter and catch her, she ran to her husband, squealing with delight. So we ran one after the other for about an hour, and then rode on a hill and then ran through the children's snow maze, drove her daughter's hands on the bench, trying to get to the glowing rabbit, for which he received a scolding from the guard) space is how I see your inner eye if I see it empty and boring, it will be so, if I see an opportunity to express their joy, and show off, will respond and fill the space, filling and very me. What inside and the outside.

About how the players play consistently throughout the week, talking points accumulated by the end of their game.

Accumulated points can be used only if the player has shown discipline and high performance. At the heart of self-discipline is the will, commitment.

At the end of each game, you have to admit that is weak, if you can not make a regular practice (and not illusions passes through justification).

Or see what your level of personal power to add, if you can do the practice regularly.

So, this week, the most stable game showed Seven players (until the article is in the status update, the list will change):

1. Isida 29 points - 90% of the return game

2. leiyang 27 points - 75% of the return game

3. Flower 25 points - 80% of the return game

4. Joke 24 points - 90% of the return game

5. Rainbow 23 points - 90% of the return game

6. Volcano 22 points - 90% of the return game

7. Aria 21 points - 88.8% return game

closes the game in this game, the three players:

1. Leela 13 points - 90% of the return game

2. Light 9 points - 80% of the return game

3. Source of 6 points - 70% of the return game
 ARTICLE IS STATUS - (game passed).

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