Diary 4.The Remote Winter Games. issue 8 game 6

Thursday 21 January, 2016

Droopy dying prematurely.
Omar Khayyam.

Man never faced with prohibitive tests. If there is a test, it might be because it is necessary for the person and he is able to deal with it; On the other hand, it should be remembered, and that the soldier chooses his battle.

Thus, if a person is suddenly faced with this challenge, which requires him to immediate action, but at the moment he feels that he can not assess what exactly is his real battle, it is best for reasons of self-preservation - up until then until he could not understand why faced with this challenge. The analogy will help us to understand this principle.

Suppose you are not a doctor, but you suddenly have to take care of the seriously injured man. Absolutely it would be foolish to assume that the test is precisely this concern.

If you know nothing about any medicine or in the rules of first aid, then run as soon as possible to seek a knowledgeable person.

Once a person is found, try to understand the reason why you should have to be just such a test.

The same principle applies for minor tyrants - in particular, the first and second categories.

In all such cases, the main battle is to save their own lives or works for the simple reason that the dead will never be a warrior, and the unemployed will lose a petty tyrant, and the benefits that accrue from its existence.

Teun Marez.

The sixth game was the final for players to play the game remotely "Trust". We remind you that at the same time, in the fourth remote winter games to play Leela Academy players at different levels: a seeker, a hunter, a warrior, a missionary, a shapeless player. And reading about how the players played draws life, you are in touch with the invisible ways the game at all levels of the game Consciousness.

Mom waving out the window, waving and ski. Home mom once commanded, wet stuff on the balcony to hang dried. I resist. The rejection of my mother's strength. Fear of being weak. I sit down on the sofa. I watch. Reluctantly I am doing what she says. Just let go. At night I go home from my mother's snowing, the sadness that my husband is not in this city, no one knows where he is! Fear appeared in the chest, and then he was transported to the space in which I go, beginning to be afraid of trees. Draws attention to the breath, came out into the light, I saw how slowly falling snowflakes and small ground cover bleskuchim a diamond blade, all shone beautifully unreal. Thanks to ...

I want to thank the silence, with such love and care directed at an invisible blind spot! Do not allow yourself to be weak, certainly all need to be able to do, and even if I am not able, I will learn. After consultation 5 days ate with relish, thanks to that there was a desire that I can eat delicious start to appreciate the appetite.

     The senselessness of life revealed a close-up and follow the conviction: '' I do not need to develop in different directions, as well as I did not need and do not develop, '' S. went before and to my development. Experience shows it is unnecessary to prove anything to anybody, be yourself now.

    He laughs and says he wants to live with me, but on his terms, that I was the same as before, nothing worked. Aware path validation and fear of loneliness, if I'm ready to lose it. The answer is: "I accept you as you are looking for and run all the time, how many live with you (you left, asked for a divorce, division of property, I agree), and now your time has come to accept me and thus my occupation ...

    My husband says that bored and wants to see me, asking to come in ... I'm sending him a picture in a beautiful dress, which he had not seen. He was very interested and said that I was sending more such. I thank my husband for being given the opportunity to manifest itself.

Due to frame your entire game, because Your comments help not to look back, and run forward, but in places and crawl !!!!!!!!! Thanks to right now. In this game, the Trust has come gradually, when I saw a very different picture, after the trust. This is a great gift!

    What a finish of game: on the one hand identifies the other awakens! I see only now more deeply that Infinitely consciousness in its manifestation as it plays and I am very serious about what is happening. Thank you for having come to understand that experience is very important and each time step by step, experience comes in handy is in action.

    Disidentification with those who expect the meeting. Detached from the person who seeks help (often seeing a tendency to speed up the pace of doing). She noticed that someone had this advice weakness, impotence of the mind does not understand B. (in the opinion of my mind) the basic things. Razotozhdestvlyayus with the reaction of the mind. I disconnect from thoughts - reactions. There was no one who responded. Was the process ... observe what is happening (this feeling, when there is no assessment, no response. Then came the ego, which has enjoyed a moment of complete, strength, are the right words to be heard (but it does not matter). Does not matter - ease joy. Who feels? I release this time, along with those who have.

    Now there is a happy ego satisfaction. Razotozhdestvlyayus this way. He is not and was not. After a while, the ego is full of energy to give: her husband was in the house, everything is poured out on him - attention, care, impose order as he likes, of course beauty brought comfort (miracle), the space was filled with joy. Make a salad (my husband loves salad, and I rarely do), I wanted to say something gentle, kind, encouraging. Flashed the thought "if we now call my mother, it is also" fall "under the stream of care (I smile). The ego wants from the fullness re advise all living things and the raven, too. Everything! For a long time these thoughts dwell not plan - razotozhdestvlyayus. How is it that interesting to live!
    After consultation with the swan - serene weakness. Confidence. Confidence. No activity. No doer. ..

    A lot of time will be a free. I went into meditation. All redone all the household chores, and time and everything is there. Ego wonders how so? It was that it lacked anything. What's happening? Hurry, nothing to worry about, and here there is a need to implement. The same need for the implementation, application, art.

    What a game! Spirit rigged this blizzard for me to remember who is boss and surrendered his will. I give up, I understand that from me if nothing is independent, I do not mind, may repent element. So what is next? We will continue to play for the situation. But now I have time to prepare for gosam. Now I have the time.

    And then a clear thought: does not matter if we come back in 2 months or we will stay for a longer period, the path itself is important, not its external circumstances. I had a strong belief that there is a further development of the mine and its implementation is possible only if the debt stays in America. It is gone. -That Way to play that important! And let me go, I took a turn on, and my imminent return will not be losing as well as winning and will not be long life there. That's not the point!

    I called the insurance company to cancel the policy. When you call I can not. There is the emotional turmoil at the thought and remember, said that the company went bankrupt? I lost money !!!! There was another quiet thought-memories: On the phone answering machine said to call during business hours. Bah! Yes, today is Sunday! And I'm sure that on Monday. It's funny, I was so scared and realized the fear of loss for myself))). Rally, rally again!

Post hoc tracked very light, subtle sense of superiority over her friends who came to visit today. I develop spiritually, and they - no. But even after the fact the feeling is not pleasant to me, I felt some nausea and drank like a spoiled drink sniffy. With a lump in the throat and chest shiburshaniya. But having experienced it, I had the experience of living feeling (that inspired me) while Carlos indignation (that positive and spiritual people should not feel superior). All symptoms disappeared from the residence. I took a mental note of this symptom relationship with my old non-acceptance of the disease and emotions.

    The results of the equator: I note that the occurrence of feelings of loneliness in the background of abandonment and reject was itself a reminder of the Game. Like, I'd better start hearing body, work with it, rather than jumping "on tops mining: Karma and other things." Understanding how to create blocks in the body.

    The revolution of consciousness: thoughts and feelings come from any where from. They just need to live. This is the essence. You will feel everything and always, regardless of the "spiritual coolness." Most experienced ease of play in the game. From this fun. Dreams, previously interpreted by me as solyanka the day's events, now become a good pointer to what is going on in the unconscious.

    I feel grateful to her husband. He sent me on a trip with kind words. We had a long talk with him about the trip, about the car. I felt self-acceptance, credibility. Feel his concern, I felt joy.

    I'm sick and listening to your body, everything began to make slow. And this time, I understand that it is more consciously. I am here and now. I remembered that as a child, I generally did everything running. Perhaps this trend, it is necessary to watch. It is interesting that after meditation, the temperature becomes normal.

    Meditation and again recapitulation. Everything goes by itself. I'd like to close my eyes and run away, but this is not an option. And I feel shame and let him be. Events are long gone, but the feelings were and I drag it behind him, trying to keep them in the farthest corners of memory, that God forbid, not surfaced here and now. I saw how much unlived I drag behind him, and how much force is needed for this. Perhaps at some other plan is seen as a gray clumps, trailing behind the bodies.

    Irritation at her husband. I see what it does and does not do, and the perception of real objects at the moment. Feeling really felt, I and my husband are relative. I continue to feel a sense of understanding this reality, it determines the rest of the mind, making conclusions about their beliefs. Disappears irritation appears playfulness, all really funny.

    In the morning I woke up and gloom (feeling really), the mind begins to determine why the relative truth, the judgment of the mind. Speaks: -All again, as always, exercise, meditation, cleaning, cooking and so on. D. I feel, and try to be in the Now. Gradually appear cheerful, especially after charging. I understand all the feelings, the manifestations of consciousness does not last forever, and they are replaced there is something else ... such as courage ...
    Unconscious action: constantly chew sulfur. Sensations: small tremors in the hands, chest burning. Feelings hurt. Thought: I will not need it. The motive: fear of rejection. And not to live the fear of rejection, hand unconsciously reaches for the gray and I start chewing. At work, take the goods from the neighbors on both sides, I was nobody pays any attention, as if no one notices, upset, sit down, take sulfur and start chewing, suddenly realize that I do not want to live the fear of rejection, throwing sulfur and begin to live, after a , the case moved forward.

    She told her husband how it went ... but he knew me, then he started to say that he is. After talking no secrets. Was openness and acceptance as you are him and myself, because we are united. I saw how we like each other. And I began to feel such gratitude to him. He understood and accepted me stupid. From this I felt authentic. It was a meditation, I could be weak.
    I saw their greed, the importance of, and punishment. What I want to fit the reality for themselves.

    She felt a great love for the Swan, for her persistence, devotion, because she held a retreat with such ease, peace, tranquility. When I entered the room she wanted it to show their respect, reverence. I was surprised how good it is. After Sherring I sat down alone. YOU face to face with life, was alone, no one is here. Fear…

I saw that the contempt in me, that I and the executioner and the victim.

    Meet me clean shaven, pleasant smell. After trying, everything is good -metamorfoza. In the morning I see concern for me. He is worried about the child. Inside, thank you. I agree care.

    Thank you for the way that met in 16 years. I thank life that gave Rama, endowed him with qualities that he prophesied. Thank you for the life of loved ones who have come into my life. Thank you for your house for heat and light. Thank you God for the clothes that I was warm in winter, because somebody is not. Thank you for clean water that I drink. For fresh food. After the words open heart as if to warm it warm. deceased.

    Throughout the game noticed that only after the adoption of confidence, making their closeness, revealed the trust ...

    I'm going to die anyway, it is inevitable Death show me your face, I want to see you ...... When fear has reached a certain level, the tears flowed, and then came the tranquility I consciously began to imagine that I was crumbling ceiling that killing me, but the emotional state was flat. Perhaps the time has not yet come face to face with that fear. After this practice appeared ease of joy and liberation, again beginning to feel the vibration in the center of the chest.

    I watched the hatred affects my body, and over time it has become without the personal. ... When we met up with a friend of mine anger was gone, and we are well on doing yoga.

    Wrote that he misses me and still many tender words ... I saw a sweet illusions network beckon and call, but the inside was smooth and calm state, I thanked him for his kind words, and left it at that.

    For men who openly showed they want sex, I was treated with contempt, and his thoughts were like: Fu animal, first learn to control yourself, and then ask. I always thought that sexual desire - is something vile and it is required to suppress in itself, perhaps because of this, I have some problems like a woman.

    During games with me seen a dramatic change, I realized that there are no bad conditions and emotions that must be addressed and eradicated, this realization has helped me to relax and take my hand, I felt weak, due to this I began to open up the world without fear of what I do or feel something is not right. Through meditation of loving-kindness I have noticed that it has become more diligent, and care not only to others but also to the surrounding area. Much less was the discontent and anger, fears and expectations, I became more relaxed and spontaneously manifested in different situations, has increased confidence in life. And there was a strong feeling that the source of love is gaining more and more strength.

    Dear Rama, thank you sincerely for the game, from which I received not only a lot of understanding, but also fun!

    It is awareness of why I can not be slim? If I am slim and attractive, they will stick with indecent proposals can rape, humiliate, he borrowed.

    I feel and realize that after angry. Chakra unfolds infinite and empty space - it's me-the personality. Personality hollow core (I heard this from the Masters), and now she felt and realized. I was afraid since childhood awareness of the emptiness of his personality, and hence its meaninglessness. What causes unbearable loneliness ... That's it! Maybe it's certainly not a person. And I am mistaken in the interpretation ... But I- exactly hollow core. I am a person, a void!

    For that I am grateful to now? It turned out very much, but all of these items are written consciously, maybe even that is not written. When written, it was a state of pleasant feeling Thanks, I sit and reread smile on the face of happiness, love. Few even hung in this bliss.

    I would like to take a walk and do walking meditation. I hear their steps, I enjoyed the crunch of snow, falling snowflakes. Immediately surfaced phrases confidence. In meditation, too, was able to tune in and open up. I smile inside every man, and say that represents the phrase ...

    I am very grateful for the remote game, I learned a new walking meditation, and when I go on foot, not by car, I always do it with pleasure. Also doing meditation confidence, I feel like filling, is opened. Breaks the boundaries of mistrust and anger. All of these are family and friends. Pronouncing sentence, the feeling that I take the curse off his shackles and people filling every trust and love. When the unpleasant situation come, first feel uncomfortable, unpleasant feelings, but think of trust, I am beginning to trust life, I do not, I'm just watching and trust. The attitude and perception of the situation and did not feel any pain anymore. Thank you very much for this game and the game continues.

    In the trance state, but the feeling in the body tracking. Slightly constricted at the top of the head, in the area of the left jaw wiggling in front as if film. Dominated by the head, the intensity of 2-3 points. Emotion - the remnants of shame and anger at myself, but what I'm annoyed. The concept needs to be good. Realizing this, I said to myself that I can also show their feelings, whatever they are, and in general - I'm perfect, I have a beautiful dream Consciousness (yes!). After these thoughts, the body was burning, then cool, I sit, I feel like beads of sweat rolling down the body, tickled, but I did not touch them. I'm easy, I is free!

    Stitching 4-5 sensation in the left edge of the nail of the thumb of the left leg. Just gray dense fog, a 3 to 1 cm., Inside the needle. Pull out the needle, transforming the solvent liquid, modifies breathing. Pain goes up 1 point. Then I sit dormant.

    The draw has been associated with her stepfather - a disabled person, (not an attack stroke, not the palsy), I have no fear, call the ambulance, looking for his papers and notes that I am calm. When he started to come around, stroked his head as a child, he soothed and coaxed prick. I feel compassion seeing his fear and helplessness. Compassion helped him remove the stool without disgust and abuse. He washed his body, dressed, perestelila bed and all this with compassion and with love for life. My heart is filled with happiness and the state of some heavenly bliss and joy, I can not describe. Realizing that sincere sympathy, attention, compassion and love for people, and probably not only to the people, gives the state the highest good.

    This game was played hard. The constant falling asleep and waking. I track my strong laziness, which covers ego fatigue. At the same excuse - I do what I want! As happened so right, I do not cling to the past, live in the present sense. If it is a very comfortable feel. Those. Ego is now more powerful levers, is the knowledge that it is and uses it for its own purposes. Sophisticated protection. It always happens in my life, once chosen close to expose the ego, it exposes the defense - the accumulated knowledge.

    Consciousness is very grateful for the advice from the Swan. She was able to bring my vision of a whole chain of events in my life. And a new understanding of the situation.

    Protection steel clever. The more knowledge and vision, the sophistication of the ego is protected. The same knowledge.

    It seemed that nothing changed in our relationship and will always be disharmony. But she was gone and there was harmony. Involuntarily, I began to believe that it will last forever. This belief is only my connection with the situation. Situations change, and my thoughts and emotions are changing with them. There will always be only the changes from one to another, and I have to keep this in mind, what would learn to see your true self

    I realized that every time in response to the behavior of his son, I see a favorite as well as I do every time I save, then tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow ...

    An hour of practice flying fast. Then I took a walk. The body of a surge of strength and energy, the full acceptance of all that surrounds it.

About how the players play consistently throughout the week, talking points accumulated by the end of their game.
Accumulated points can be used only if the player has shown discipline and high performance. At the heart of self-discipline is the will, commitment.
At the end of each game, you have to admit that is weak, if you can not make a regular practice (and not illusions passes through justification).
Or see what your level of personal power to add, if you can do the practice regularly.

So, this week, the most stable game showed Seven players (until the article is in the status update, the list will change):

1. leiyang 29 points - 87% of the return game

2. Volcano 23 points - 92% of the return game

3. Isis 22 points - 85% of the return game

4. The heyday ball 21 - 80% of the return game

5. Ball Hati 21 - 60% of the return game

6. Harmony 20 points - 98% return game

7. Echo 20 points - 75% of the return game