Diary of the Remote 4. Winter Games. Issue 9 game 7.

Tuesday 26 January, 2016

All your tests are by nature
the opportunity to claim their rights to the Force.

To become a warrior, you want to complete the transformation of the individual and any trials of life is to gradually transform the personality.
The player has to carry out such actions will not only ensure that the accumulation of personal power, but also helps to strengthen self-esteem and self-confidence;

All this increases the most for certain human knowledge about what it means to be fully responsible human being, dignity is manifested in all his actions - physical, emotional and mental.
Players crossed over the middle distance and the Winter Games continue to selflessly play mode of heightened awareness.
And now let's move to the summary of the game draws players in the seventh game.


By evening, I feel the emotion of sadness - it is necessary to change something. I went to the site and tied the first round of job-ready for summer! The emotion of joy - the desire to live :)

    
I adjust to the recapitulation. Events from his childhood in which I felt humiliated. The first thing that pops up is my mother has a belt, it hurts. I ask her not. Burning sensation in the chest and a lump in the throat. I'm scared, more from the fact that I left alone, my mother will go to his room, the fear of loneliness.

    
In the morning I wake up, feeling the silence. I feel a great peace. In the practice of the body dissolves. Time flies by. Leisurely breakfast. There are no plans for the day.

    
It is not waiting for Rama's comments, I feel chest discomfort, thought a bad student, am getting a teacher. Again WINE! Rejected! DEATH - remain without a guide! I write, I breathe and let go. From waiting for? Who is Rama? Consciousness! I see the game of consciousness, and thanks! It will be as it is!

    
I was very scared, intercepts throat. Breathe. What happens if rejected? There is a sense of powerlessness and loneliness. As the body run cold chills, cold, comes from within. More doing "step" through the breath. What happens if I'm alone and powerless to change anything? I plunge into the void. I wrapped in a blanket, shivering. And insight: impotence + isolation + dip in the darkness (void) = death. With this awareness arises memories and experiences the death of a previous life. I go to bed (there was a strong desire to lie down). I experience death. Severe pain in the heart, 5 points, short-term. Slowly envelops a void can not move (helplessness), nobody (loneliness), very cold, shivering die ... terrible ... Despite the fact that the fear of death was trembling in the muscles, the general state of lightness and clarity. (Dar) This ends the practice.

    
Her husband lost his phone. New interchanges in Moscow. We leave the wrong way, and as there is no phone with the navigator, he does not know how to navigate. Emotional outbursts at me: it is difficult to upload your navigator? Stir to track fault (lump in the breast), abandonment, fear of loss of love, loneliness. Not became involved. Just read the signs and quietly say where to turn ... I feel strength. It is a gift.

    
Reveals: I inconvenient to mom girlfriend, I am afraid that will be disappointed in me like a good mother-rejected-run short of love, loneliness. All this is accompanied by chest pain, localized in the center, points 3-4. I Do "the quiet" because it is "efficient" way. Since childhood I have silently drags friends coins and overflow the best calendars. And though I did not accuses time, I continued to do so, except that I steal. I am looking for a motive: Yes, because as I made up for his strength and felt helpless and powerless. Wow! So now, my actions speak tihushnye powerlessness. An interesting discovery.


I understand that I can lose its credibility. Appears wine and annoyance at herself for rejection, expressed discomfort in the chest heaviness and tightness ... Practice: that terrible will happen if I lose my confidence in it? Reject, I lose my love of it, it would be my love, I do not need unnecessary, very severe pain in the chest 5-6 ballov- nothingness-emptiness. I see a band going through the jugular hollow, right breast, stomach, left chest concave. The thickness of about a centimeter, steel. Breathe. Gradually, she becomes thinner steel, leaving a border. The pain is a bit weaker, 2-3 score. Yes, a simple draw, and what undercurrents! I remember that as a child she had lost confidence in the pope, promising to no longer love it. I understand that I am afraid the same from subsidiaries, in relation to me. This solution is easy to be reviewed and canceled.

    
Love me feeling it - it is proof that I am. But the gift is hidden in the void, and the fear of death. It turns. As a result of the transformation can only pain and emptiness. For me, a simple analysis of the draw gave a reversal of perception, if replaced by the scenery of life. Not knowing of love - my job, and acceptance of emptiness, helplessness, death. Love - protection against this. Wow! (gift is inspiration)

    
Found in the refrigerator frozen raspberries, forget about it. She went to her husband say: open your mouth, close your eyes, I wanted to make a surprise. But the surprise did not work, did not shut his eyes, opened her mouth, and even accused me in something. Annoyance. What a stupid distrust, I am sad, I wanted to make a nice, but it turned out ... ..Realnost - described events without assessment, I do not want to, she ate all forgotten, but the mind is wrong, as so do not trust me! ... Persuasion " I can be trusted and should be, I do not do anything wrong. " Judgments of mind relative and built on a relative. I do not know what is good for the other, only guess or imagine. In general, my concept is not real. The very thought of, she did, she was offended, she understood and razobidelas. So, full circle and he disappeared.

    
Now consciously I eat, chew, feel, taste, watched. I saw how he was drawn to the conversations (the ego in every way distracts from the food, from the moment).

    
I am one of the regular corporate clients discussed our competitors. Here it was all about. And the main thing: pride, vanity and mockery. It seems a good laugh, "kindly," but I still have the residue. The next day I received a message from a disgruntled client. And it did not suit our work is, that's what we were laughing. Consciousness immediately showed me that there is no successful and not successful, there are no geniuses and fools. And this event that caused the first shock, then shame, then puzzled, actually had an awakening. As if the client has heard our laughter and decided to play me. It was exactly like that! But all this play out consciousness.

    
But I have very good news. My mother began to change! It says about the changes in me! Two weeks ago, my mother lost a set of keys from the house. I put them in his jacket pocket and no. It is for her a very serious event. The fear that now it can steal or come at night (negative thoughts). On that day he came to see her friend. She accused him that grabbed her keys (the victim). I calmly explained to her that this happens, think about one thing and doing another. It is necessary to remember all what to do, what to think. Better yet, forget and let go, well, lost, lie somewhere, it also happens - suddenly find themselves. And during those two weeks she was constantly and talked about the keys, and I told her (and yourself, too) talking about the idea that they can not be trusted. She listens to me, but protected, leads the conversation storonu- I insist, to seek an answer. (I teach myself !!!) And the miracle happened! Keys found! Mom is glad like a child who believed in miracles, my sister and I shared how magically found the key, and she took off her poem that reads an older man on the idea that they can not be trusted. My mother came running up to me and says, that the verse is talking about the same thing I had taught her. I myself am very happy for my mother's discovery. That's really what I did not expect was the fact that it can change. The process has started. I understand that consciousness shows the change in me.
 
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