Diary 4 Winter D.I. Issue 12 Game 10.

Friday 12 February, 2016

Vigilance (Theun Marez).

The purpose of those cases where the mirror reflects a possible future, almost the same as the

destination reflections of the past, but we should recognize that the mere demonstration of the potential of behavior is an urgent need for vigilance.

 
Those who think that the absence of any actions in this completely eliminates the possibility of their fulfillment in the future, is very seriously wrong.

 
Man never gets those instructions that he was not required.

The fact that the mirror shows him the future, is in itself a sufficient indication that such behavior is already beginning to emerge, although at the beginning of these manifestations can be so small that they seem quite insignificant.

Initially, potential leaks in reality a thin stream, occurs only in rare cases, but if it does not stop right now, may soon turn into a raging stream. Acorn looks young and beautiful, but if it is to invest in fertile soil, it will reveal the potential of a huge oak tree.

 
The same applies to the potential of human shortcomings, but that these deficiencies are the way to power, does not mean that a person can be considered, if it is granted the right to develop a wide variety of defects.

 
For example, if a person has the potential to become an alcoholic, that some two or three glasses may be enough to turn this potential into addiction. But if such a person honestly recognizes and soberly aware of the fact that the thought of alcohol leads him excited, he can use this weakness as a test, forcing him to be vigilant and to behave impeccably every time somewhere near there drinking.

 
If this person is a disciple of the Path of the Warrior, it is advised to avoid the use of alcohol, but at the same time take advantage of this test for the education of a sharpened feelings of self-discipline and self-respect. Such a student will do this from time to time, enjoying the occasional binge in the company, but will never be indulging his inclination to alcohol.

In attention to itself there is nothing wrong; if one acknowledges the fact that all

around - the mirror of his own behavior, he always sees them himself.

When the mirror principle is embodied in practice before a person has only one task: to work on yourself.

A warrior does not even come to mind to spend their time or personal power to condone a stupid game of mutual accusations, because he understands that perfectly in the

when he does not like the reflection in the mirror, do not blame the mirror, but something in itself.

 
Thus, the warrior is guided by the following rule: if you do not like the reflection

in the mirror, do something and change, but are not wasted on whimpering and complaints to others.

Man can not change others, as it has no right to even wish for it,

but he can change himself, and when he changes himself, change and reflection in the mirror.

On the other hand, sometimes it happens that if reflecting this man

a person can not or does not want to change it in some way leaves

this man's life, as soon as he changes himself.

It follows from this one simple truth: the mirror can not reflect the truth, as all mirrors, including ourselves, are subject to the law of light and reflections.

10 is the last game for the participants playing the game remote "Dialogue with the Force," "Missionary-1."

According to the self-evaluation on the remote Winter Games, all participants will receive verification of game levels.

According to this evidence, the observations of the game for players to start the game selections on: November 16, 2015 and before the end of the games: the second half of February 2016, all participants will receive a game status, depending on the level of self-discipline, the ability to see and play practical jokes, they:

  • or confirm your current game status level (Finder, Hunter, Warrior, Missionary, Formless player)
  • or enhance your current game status level,
  • or lower your current game status level.

About how events unfolded in playgrounds players in the game of 10, read in this edition of the diary of games.


      I write and I think the heart is torn with pain, that Pope is no longer with me and it turns out I still have not forgiven him. There was a sharp pain in the heart area - even whimpered, choked, and I began to choke and cough. It seems that from the back, in the area of ​​the heart, put a wooden call. - Border rounded, elongated shape, consistency of wood, color brown, size 30 cm, intensity 5b.. Transformation of fire, do not see the burning, but I know that is burning. A sharp pain went away, choking passed intensity 0B. It seems that my mission is to open and cleanse your heart, accept and forgive all those who betrayed me in this (and perhaps other) life. But in the end, realize that there is no one Who betrayed and the one who betrays. What happiness, that to me is when something happens! (A feeling of peace, love and acceptance - in the area of ​​the chest and throat pleasant warmth).

     It turns out I'm acting from a position of protection, I do not say as there really dele. Root - fear to tell the truth, to confess. Then a feeling of helplessness and abandonment. Recapitulation. Customizable on the sensations. Burning in the chest, deep inside, I feel the core. Feeling the movement with the breath and the breath. Stiffness in the throat. Burning in the spine. I remember the event, he not confessed to their actions. Events are remembered vaguely, and then clear the event comes, which at first seems to me not to mestu.Probuyu smoking with a friend back home. Mom smokes smells from clothing. I fear, is now recognized. I do not confess. Mom switches attention to me - is that you smoke? I feel shivers down my spine, the fear of punishment. I can not say yes. Mom stops, the room comes the father. Fear even stronger feeling that I paralyzed. Father silence takes my head and pushes. I can not remember what he said, but something short. I feel shame and helplessness. The feeling in the chest and back alive. I live the feeling of fear. It is impossible to completely block feel to the event, not fully experienced. The event ends. I finish the recapitulation.

      Left hip bone: a dull ache in the region of the ischium - border round, round shape, dense texture, color black, the size of a plum, the intensity 3b. Recapitulation: Why is this before the eyes of the train Minsk - Moscow 1992, I come from a friend of Bellarusii with big money, for the implementation of the two-pyatitonnikov chul. nose. products. I'm with him all the money that I have at all is - $ 13 m.. Stupid habit while wearing all the money with him, no matter where I am or where I was going. Before the planting 30 minutes, for some reason, I have taken all my money from different angles and pockets and put them in one place - in her purse. At the same time, I do it very slowly, keeping track of what I'm doing, but it could not afford to answer - why? I was not feeling that me someone manages. Arriving at the station, I saw that I was, as agreed, no one met. It began excitement, I did not understand as I get off the train, and even more so, how to go on, because I was with them six pieces of luggage and, accordingly, Number of kilograms of impressive. No one was waiting for, and even more excited, I gathered all the strength and began to move toward the exit. Came out on to the platform and dragged dragged things on the way out, after 20 minutes, I realized that my bag with documents and all the money was left in the car. I pour over boiling water and I was stunned for a moment, then cold wave swept (panic) all over the body from head to toe. I woke up and quickly with all things moved back to the car. The conductor opened the door and, having listened to me, he said that no bags are not there and did not let me into the car. The train started and went to the sidings. The feeling of horror engulfed my body! (Fear of loss). Tomorrow to fly to J., and I have no papers, no money ruble. (A feeling of helplessness and loneliness) Recovering, went to look for the police, wrote a statement and took a certificate of loss of passport and got through to me was taken away. Low reassuring is that the tickets for the return journey were the girls. The next day, no one even asked me to show a passport, and I went home safely at the airport in Moscow. In flight, I think about why it happened to me, what law I violated? Perhaps much went into making money, but because I'm alone and I need to grow up daughter! After all the money I have earned by their labor, rising at 5 am and returning with my dad after midnight, he helped me to deliver the goods. But there is no a blessing in disguise! For those few hours, I saw the true face of a friend, which flew for the purchase of goods. With this in mind I flew home and none of the family without saying a word about what had happened, beginning with zero (the determination), taking goods with friends and reselling it on eating the offices and all that was at home. Since then I know that no matter what, I always and everywhere survive. When I need to, there are always opportunities. Transformation of white, intensity 1b., The pain was gone, feeling the bones remained. The body fell and acquired the lightness.

      Remembering this, tears flowed from the eyes, the heart filled with love and compassion for him, as his son, torn out, to cover him with its warmth and love envelop. At such moments, I feel in my heart so much love that my mind just do not understand how it can be placed there. It really can not be placed there, because it is me, it is simply everywhere. What are all the same powerful protection has turned me in my life, which, thank God, began to slowly crumbling.

    I noticed that ceased to be ashamed of I. and felt that I accept it for what it is. After placement of a few months was an inside job, and at some point, I suddenly felt and realized that all my claims to Life is just a ploy and excitement Uma and it was so quiet, and come to understand that I, in fact, no one It does not prevent to live the way I want, only myself. A Statement to complain and blame is not the case! :))

    
There was some sort of dog tracks, but straight. The sun flooded all around and the snow sparkled with all the colors of the rainbow, especially when the wind lifted the snow dust into the air, the beauty ... the beauty of the moment ... I saw it in reality, seen, heard, I felt. And to think all here, and I'm looking for somewhere, everyone here, no matter where I was. It seems that the world is so stable, and will always be so. Reality is changing, something is happening, everything is moving. And if you leave there is vanity, interlocking concepts, and everything is just there in the illusory world.


In the evening he came with his wife and son, grandson, playing mother and grandmother. Son tells of their deeds, praise his advice does not ask - do not give. Watching his grandson, he's only six months, this is a time when even know what you want, learn its purpose.

    
At this stage of the game, my task is to keep track of sensations, thoughts, emotions and transform them. It is necessary to develop the skills games, take care of their emotional state, accept the world in all its forms, to learn to play with life, and not be igrushkoy.V each drawing I needed to discover and reveal the potential gifts. The strength of my problem lies in the transformation of the negative experience to increase personal power and enhance the level of vibrations.

    
Of tension in the head, merging with the body resists. Resist the fact that today right after work go to B. because We need to continue their studies. Animates the fear of loss, abandonment. What can lose the soul? .... Live from the uncertainty, not tied. It is necessary it should be. I went force.

    
In the morning going to work as usual, but now there is no order, and does not necessarily rush somewhere. This is the time to do household chores, look for new ideas. I decide to see what is really necessary to do business today. List. And going to do what is necessary at the moment. And as it turns out you can do useful things. It is no longer sad. I live. My life is now such. I do not earn money - I'm taking a child to school, I cook to eat, I help the class teacher, helping daughter, am the son to the hospital (he sprained finger: nothing happens and so), but I feel good, heart ease and harmony.

    
Here I write all this and think, and how recently it was sad! And now rolls tears of joy and gratitude for the path. And you do not want to fight with life))) I want to understand everything already) Ha Ha. But everything has its time.

    
My water balance. Of course, during the game, much has changed in my game of life, my perception of the world. At this time, playing the cool change in the attitude to drinking water to its acceptance. Tepepr I watch so that the body received 2.5 liters of water daily. Trace of ego that loves the body, but only after identify itself. Without fanaticism. Out of love and concern. Giving water body, to nourish it. Changed understanding. Literal even just a little time ago, I (ego), the water did not accept (what is the harm caused to the body), he choked her, precluded a (just think!). And now - WATER! My companion. Water balance is maintained with love.


I razotozhdestvilas, and became involved in his game. I joked (non-doing), his criticisms is that I just do what I have fun, meet in the same tone - yes, I have fun, of course, and that I still have in this life do? Husband fell silent in surprise. And at this moment in front of me something opened. It was an unusual condition: breasts "were leaving" in her warm, soft power, ease and contentment. I do not believe in what is happening nastoyaschnost (not seriously, besides guilt does not exist, see). I do not took part in this play, not be involved, there was nothing but freedom. The game began to open. Ego tired to indulge the whims of another ego (her husband), and reaching the "point" is released. To argue, argue, justify, take offense, try to please - it was already abolished, and cleared up in a jiffy. But it was not the one who is good - it is ..... (no concepts).

    
That's great. I draw a lot, physically I can not describe them, but I can see and play them. I feel the real taste of this game. It's indescribable!

    
I have already noted in my present state of vigor, vitality (but I am not attached to it, it is only a temporary condition) .Konechno changed approach to nutrition, food intake to the most: I now consciously chew their food, I watch what I eat the (quality freshness, utility). As I eat (because there were blind spots). It is this attention is directed. Just at my house meltwater. We recruit her in the forest spring, then it is in the garage (because it is winter, it naturally freezes), bring home - and we meltwater. I did not know about the usefulness of meltwater. Now I know. I will pay attention to it (razotozhdestvivshis) and freeze according to the instructions in the next game. Consciousness is taken care of water. Thank you!

    
To go out, extraordinary beauty! Before bungalows spread beautiful garden. Whatever tree, the work of natural art: on one delicate fragrant flowers, on the other-branch legs and hanging huge pods of peas on the third cactuses, and the fourth looks like our birch, only instead of earrings, bright red flowers with a long pestle, like a bell.

    
When the menu is brought, it became clear that we would not eat here - prices were space. I track my fear of humiliation and rejection. Ego is very afraid to tell someone that he's not like something, even ready to pay vtridorogo rich and pretend like all these guests on the beach, who live in this hotel. I see fear, watching from the side, when the waiter - gives him the menu back and say that we will do only juices. Phew, how cool to be yourself!

Just how stable the players play for a week, they say points scored by them to the end game.
You can score only if the player has shown self-discipline and high performance. At the heart of self-discipline is the will, commitment.
At the end of each game, you have to admit that is weak, if you can not make a regular practice (and not illusions passes through justification).
Or see what your level of personal power to add, if you can do the practice regularly.

So, the most stable game showed Seven players this week (until the article is in the status of the update, the list will vary):

1. Isis 31 points - 80% of the return game

2. Flower 28 points - 70% of the return game.

3. Rainbow 27 points - 90% of the return game

4. Joke 22 balla - 86% return igre4.

5. Volcano 21 points - 90% of the return game

6. Aria 18 points - 80% of the return game

7. Lana 18 points - 75% of the return game

ARTICLE IS STATUS - (update).

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