Diary 4 Winter D.I. Issue 11 Game 9.

Sunday 07 February, 2016

Mirrors (Theun Marez).

Mirrors come in three types: mirror of the past, present and future.

In other words, although most of the mirrors reflects the fact that a person is most important to learn about their current behavior or manifest currently beliefs, some mirrors might reflect how actions in the past, and those behaviors that could potentially occur in the future , even if the person does not realize it.

It should, however, stress the need for complete honesty in front of him as a person the easiest in the world to ignore the mirror as something not related to the current moment.

However, for someone who wants to become a warrior, this behavior is a complete nonsense and usually leads to feeling either superiority or inferiority, or other similar feelings, because the man sure that the recognition of their own deficiencies (ie, the very fact of their existence) It is a terrible thing.

Such views inevitably occur due to social conditioning, and anyone who separates them, simply do not recognize the fact that our shortcomings are the ticket to freedom and the road to power.

There are two reasons why sometimes mirrors reflect a person's behavior in the past. First of all - and often - this is because past actions still contain some subtlety or nuances that need your attention now.

The second reason relates to the fact that the disciples of the Way of the Warrior often tend to move from dishonesty to its exact opposite - they become so obsessed with the desire for honesty, which usually expose themselves to devastating self-criticism.

Captured by this process, the students completely forget about the need to be honest to give yourself credit for doing the right thing, and as a result fall victim to erroneous assumptions about what self-criticism is a sign of humility.

Nothing could be farther from the truth, as self-criticism is a subtle form of self-importance.
These students make the fatal mistake of convincing themselves that did not are able to change their own behavior, or in other words, too good to expose yourself 'shameful' responsibility for bad actions.
As a result, instead of having to take on such responsibility and recognize the importance of its shortcomings, the students begin indulgirovat in self-criticism, at the same time believing that it is somehow solve the problem itself.
About the future of the mirrors, we'll talk to you in this news release, and now we learn about how the players played draws Life 9 game.

     On the track fell fresh snow, ski roll gently from this run is easy and pleasant. When I coming back, on the descent of the forest look. Immovable trees are covered with snow. Very nice in the moment.

    When I identify with my disbelief, I'm starting to believe that it is real and I get in return is what I believe. I am falling asleep. When I see my confidence and I understand that this is just my imagination, instilled in childhood and remain close to this fantasy, I see myself in the dream. I am what sees himself in a dream. When I, who wakes up in a dream, he sees the fruits of his dreams, which he created, and so continues as long as I have not played enough and imagination is exhausted ...

    I can see the effect of the practice, it turns out to investigate and work with feelings, spirituality!

    Intellectualization - protects against living the emotion of sadness. rationalization protects against living the emotion of joy. And that is the very strong and my protection, now the knowledge about these protections help to notice them and go to the residence of fears and feelings in everyday events and also helps to observe and work with the switch to protect into practice.

    His role as a savior, I do not admit my weakness and create a new sense of itself - impotence, when I can not cope with all the chores that took over. Allowing them to be as it is and notice Game of consciousness, all is my reflection, I can only change yourself.

    Life teaches us to let go of clues for environmental, live helplessness, weakness and learn to rely on their own strength. And I think I found a bottom from which to grow. Infinity is the way in which I go, it is the only real and only it is Life.

    I read the comments and amazing all at once realized, I forgot about the role, I just role I am consciousness.

    At night, I began to choke. This is a rough indication. Fear of death, an image of me as though seized by the throat and lifted into space, squeeze harder and harder, I do not feel support, legs dangling, and that someone shouts: "rastozhdestvlyaysya, remember who you are!". And I began to remember what to do and how to distinguish reality from unreality. What is really at the moment, my sense of tactile, I feel bursting and compression at the same time in the throat, the air was thick and heavy, he scratches his throat, and it is very difficult to breathe, the nose too bad breathing, pulsating all this reality. I watched it without assessments in such a time of evaluation and mind chatter somewhere gone, I breathed, and at some point felt that all of this is that none of my business, that is, all the feelings are present only in the form of sensations, and they are scattered in space, and I do not have, that is pants, is the one who observes, feels sensations. Generally funny feeling as if the throat, nose, and other sensible parts are scattered across space and I can not even explain how it is. Breathing was easy and I fell asleep.

    I became better acquainted with the fear of death, and once again saw that there is only fear and it is unreal. This fear dwarf.

I became better acquainted with the fear of death, and once again saw that there is only fear and it is unreal. This fear dwarf.

    Owning its own mood and status, changing the polarity - it's great ... I come home from work, I feel tired, I want to lie down and not get up. No need to go out of this state. I turn on the music and start cleaning. At first reluctant, then all energetic and fun. All I cleaned and washed, and effort, it turns out, was quite enough, and the mood has risen.

    When my daughter was in school, I treated her very demanding, often do not allow her mind to me. She herself often leads now just said my opinion and does not want to know how I feel.

    I began to take the right N. longer be with their parents. I for her mother in law, and they father and mother. Our relationship became softer, the confidence, and now she will take care of me to see her grandson.

    I walk along the boulevard and I notice that when I'm in the moment "now" look at the tops of the trees, the sky, the birds. Once I am gone on about the dwarf and began to sink into some current issues, look at his feet on the ground.

    I hurry on the bus, but he shut the door before nose and leaves. Oddly, I am trying to figure out what the game is. Fits the next bus, and it dawned on me - I'm going to make an urgent payment and forgot to remove the money and the ATM is only at this stop, I'd have to go back.

    Today Consciousness will compete for the joy of shopping. The girls were a giant sale. Once a year, happens to me a joke. At one point, when the vanity fittings reached the highest degree, and when all were measuring all that is necessary and not necessary, I have the feeling that I was watching all of this, participate without participating, complete relaxation. What I needed was the situation? Remember the task does not get attached, do not get involved in the temptation to very low prices. I managed to keep awareness and buy only the necessary things. Thank consciousness for such a gift.

    Watching rattling in the chest, I slept, I wanted to get up early, what would have time to do household chores. I plan, strive, achieve results, thus forgetting about the mission, merge with the body in the form of gurgling. I remember that I did not mind, the reality is that I have slept, then I will choose the priority objectives, which have time to do it, and do not have time, I do not have time. Live from the uncertainty of wondering, always have a choice and the ability to multiply the effect.

    Mom calls in a panic - the door is frozen, can not enter the house. I quietly listen to her. I spend thought process about how to warm up and realize that darts off makes no sense - I just can not do anything. I suggest she wait-now find alcohol and come, polem. In less than five minutes, my mother phoned-opened! I was calm because I knew whatever it was, it happened. And it remains to accept and solve the problem. I tell her, "Well, you can do without panic?" She was having fun. I remind her of thought. The very smile. How it reflects me. She and I go hand in hand. I, along with my mother make out its erroneous thoughts, and thereby explain himself how to work with your thoughts.

    At the heart of the calm. I explore their thoughts, identify trends and watch the game of consciousness. It begins to fade rating: good, bad. Any event is taken for granted, that would not happen spontaneously acting with love in my heart.

    Go down the street. We see a beautiful bird of prey sitting on a gate. We assume that this falcon. And at the bottom, under the gate, fluttering aspiring falcon dove. I was enchanted scene of a dying dove and filled with the power of a falcon. Death and life are nearby. I almost stopped, but the daughter dragged us, almost by force, with the words: "Do not look Do not look at it!", And a daughter have fled ahead.

    At this point, I was awakened, understand the game and that tells me that consciousness. Still stand as vivid picture of an accomplished bird hunting.

    Villages in meditation and felt a sharp pain between the shoulder blades, which immediately disappeared, she periodically pops up and disappears. I periodicheskichuvstvuyu her while driving and during employment. It's time to fish it, brought the blade, she quickened tutzhe - border direct form of branches with twigs, wood texture, color brown, size 15 cm intensity 4b.. What is it? Listen to the thoughts - childhood, tears welled up - loneliness, which spread throughout the body and covered with cotton, a sharp stabbing pain. What color is missing? White. Start paint branch, twigs bad stain resistance. She took and dipped entirely in a bucket of paint :). It was so warm. Stir shoulders the pain went away (feeling of satisfaction - turned out).

    - Sat in meditation in the knee there was a sharp pain - that is, it is not: border lines, the shape of needles, metal texture, silver color, size 7 cm, the intensity 3b.. With what it is connected? She remembered how 13 years ago, caught the heel of bardyur, flying face down, holding the hands of a sleeping 3 year old V., right on the road. In the few seconds while falling forward experienced first confusion, then fear for her son's life - death, then a sense of determination to save him, who mobilized me for a split second and kakim-to contrive a way to cast away himself back onto his back, exposing his knee and fell backward, hitting his head on the asphalt. The child was saved, and I have a severe concussion and a broken leg, and an immense happiness and pokoy.Transformatsiya yellow color, intensity, 1b, 70% improvement. Sharp stabbing pain disappeared, there was a small weight in the knee.

This game is so remote to me turning. Even more expanded vision. Not only did I learn to feel the body but take care of it with love, it is so me! Open the eyes of even more forcefully exposes the ego with his tricks. It draws from the best body almost not noticeable. What I eat, I eat. The smear your body than brush your teeth that goes into my body, and why it gets there. Changes in the eyes and in hot pursuit: really no longer need to eat at the pit stop, eat on the go (because I began to see), the quality, the product composition.

    Surprised to discover how to change the skin became clearer, smoother. It is not clear how and what, but the muscles grow stronger in the liveliness of the body, elasticity. The body takes water with pleasure. I can see what kind of drink salt, what products. I begin to see. Frankly, when I started this game, the ego loudly asked: how can rejuvenate, if aging processes are ???? Now playing in the ninth game (at this time) in the morning walk up to the mirror - and there's magic. And then again the ego: how so maybe we're not doing anything like that ??? There is something inexplicable and elusive and incomprehensible. It's all about energy, the level of thought, the life of some energy ...

    I saw that in order to play it was necessary to make an effort of will and draw attention to themselves, to change the vibration and get out of this emotional insanity. I saw, but did not.

    In the morning drove my mother gave the Pope a gift to her granddaughter. Mum gives a gift with words: it is the first such gesture. Yeah, dad did in terms of the environment incredible - the first time he chose and bought a gift for her granddaughter, in fact, he wrote me a greeting to the group "family", and also called and congratulated on the phone. For me, this act is not unlikely, he did so as we did to him - he showed love. I can see how my steps towards my father to open up new opportunities for both of us. I feel a great joy seeing his love in this act. And this is a reflection of myself. By changing the polarity of its own, I change polarity and others.

    The mind wants to leave the game in a dream I see Rama and players understand - this is a sign, it is necessary to find the strength to move on. My condition is currently associated with a sense of guilt - trail behind the entire game, the mission live wine knowledge makes easier to go through this stretch of road.

    At the stop I stand, I notice that there is a fear of loneliness, let it happen, miss.

    Enough strength only then to watch how I block, and any sensations in the body. When I came home, I saw how I defended in tech. of the day - I remember that these feelings live - my problem, is the discovery of the senses.

Just how stable the players play for a week, they say points scored by them to the end game.
You can score only if the player has shown self-discipline and high performance. At the heart of self-discipline is the will, commitment.
At the end of each game, you have to admit that is weak, if you can not make a regular practice (and not illusions passes through justification).
Or see what your level of personal power to add, if you can do the practice regularly.

So, the most stable game showed Seven players this week (until the article is in the status of the update, the list will vary):

1. Isis 29 points - 95% of the return game

2. Rainbow 23 points - 90% of the return game

3. Flower 23 points - 70% of the return game.

4. Volcano 22 points - 92% of the return game.

5. leiyang 21 points - 65% of the return game

6. Aria 18 points - 66.6% return game

7. Harmony 17 points - 90% of the return game

closes the game in the game, players trio: