Retreat in the monastery or deprivation of pleasure for the ego.

Friday 18 September, 2020

After the players could find a place that the Tibetans call "Door to the heaven", Rama changed the program of the game trip and canceled all trips on popular tourist routes (visiting a picturesque high-mountain valley, unusually beautiful high-mountainous lakes) and completely focused players on the impeccable practice of being present in the monastery. Retreat in a unique place was held from 4.30 to 22.00. The conditions under which the retreat was conducted were as much as possible favorable to the disidentification with false ego.

In addition, the retreat thinning the vibrations and perception of the players, brought them closer to the higher being who achieved realization and is in the highest emanation outside the body, here in the mountains of the Himalayas.
While in meditation, right in this gorge where the great yogi meditated, the players noted the extraordinary, natural ease of being in identifying with the true one, which is not affected by anything. Consciousness shone brightly, revealing itself as the lightness and innocence of existence right here and now. The players really got into a kind of gap in Samsara, through which there is an easy merger with the fact that it generates. Now it is clear why this place is called by the Tibetans a gateway to the world of pure Consciousness. Only to enter these doors, you need to have the highest level of preparation, maturity. And this maturity is primarily determined by the freedom from social conditioning and absolute willingness to devote oneself entirely to this direct path (transition).
We communicated with the keepers of this place (in particular with Lama and other monks) and saw how they live. All their existence is subordinated to one goal: the comprehension of higher Knowledge. And Lama noted that there is no end on this Path and modestly attributed himself to the average level of the Knowers, citing examples of the Great Masters, with which the tradition and history of Tibetan Buddhism is so full.
It is interesting, how different circumstances, Consciousness gathers here those who are ready to comprehend the Gift of this place and pass through its gates.
So, on this retreat, the players, for the first time, during their entire training in the Academy of Leela, live in a monastery (deprived of any distractions).
The location of the monastery is silent mountains and a thousand-year history of the realization of masters in this place. At the same time, the players live surrounded by modern monks who are set up in the same way as the players of the Academy of Leela, in this incarnation to leave Samsara and get out of the circle of births and deaths.
At times, players manage to communicate with old monks and come into contact with their really sparkling kindness and acceptance, accumulated in this place as a result of the practice that made up their entire life in this incarnation.
Well, now, about the processes that occur with the players, read below in their notes:

  • Days pass very richly, we meditate directly on the move, I observe my states, I miss feelings, I improve English. Sometimes there comes a fatigue, the usual physical, acclimatization, which is not appreciated by anyone. In one of the meditations, I went totally to the residence of the sensual, in the body. First, resistance, relaxing, allowed to happen to the present event, denying the fear of recapitulation. Consciousness has shown the innocence of its nature, playing all the roles, which rejoices, remembering itself and awakening from sleep. And as a continuation the next day, climbing the mountain in the monastery. Meditation here delves deeper into the mystery of Being, there is an increasing awareness of the illusion manifested in this moment, the delightful landscape of the area framed by the mighty mountains. The feeling of inner peace, sometimes interrupted by anxiety - the desire to leave a trace in this world. Consciousness for a time was forgotten, but remembering the emptiness of its nature, smiling - how can emptiness leave a mark in emptiness? Here there is a disagreement with the person calmly, without much resistance. Everything is perceived from the level of Consciousness, there is no reason for concern, I allow any emotions, feelings to flow. Who am I? ... Visiting the monastery, left an indelible impression, breathing the centuries-old atmosphere of impeccable aspiration for following the Path, the energy of which helped me to identify with the feeling of I, there was a feeling of calm and silence, all the fuss and anxiety remained somewhere far away. And was there any life in the character? And is there this character? All questions are still answered by living this or that experience. And today is the first day in another monastery. It was decided to stay for a week and cancel a series of planned tours. The place here is energetically very "clean" and allows you to go deep into your inner work and plunge into the local caloric atmosphere. Consciousness in the field of Rama helps reveal new mystical places. There is an internal analysis on more subtle levels under the clear direction of the Teacher. There is work on more subtle levels, opening to any experience with confidence and an open heart. Today we live the third day in the monastery. In the morning, there was meditation, when the moment lasted a long time. There was a contemplation of this pristine nature, sensations in the body, emotions, everything moved and changed. There was, as it were, getting into space without time, where everything was happening all the same, but it was passed through the prism of pure observation, everything moved like in a dream, it is difficult to convey words, as if manifestations of the present moment through a transparent veil of vibrations. Long-term practices continue to promote full disclosure. Making the bark around the stupa, I again miss the main events that cause the suffering of the character, is the acceptance of this experience and the realization, was this in reality? And now the dream continues ... Consciousness awakens itself. Dream - as a sign, an event emerged, where feelings of loneliness again came to life, such is the experience for the soul, there is an awareness of the illusion of loneliness, there is no one here, just like the sufferer himself. Periodically, there is an exacerbation and identification with the role of daughter. In the body, a feeling of a stable block. I miss the interference of the intellect - how much can I do ?! Yes, it is through the living of this experience that awakening takes place. There is a powerful transformation, emptiness, there is nobody here. There is an in-depth inner work in long practice. I remove the "skin" and up to the limit denude the fear of loneliness, through living betrayal, rejection, abandonment, humiliation. A series of events pass over and over again the experience of experiences, transforming through bodily sensations, tempering the Spirit. There is a growing awareness of the voidness of Being. Then what are they afraid of and who is afraid of losing another rally? Ha, it's spinning itself. There is agreement - let everything repeat, any manifestations of the present moment - observation with a smile. Consciousness constantly checks the readiness to play. A bit where my character fell asleep, gets a kick. Staying in self-awareness takes place here automotically, watching jokes, emotions, feelings. I live in solitude, there are no distractions in social life, I observe the modest life of monks. Daily intensive practice. Internal work goes deep, exacerbating bodily sensations. And dreams clearly define and help to open up and today I continue to live in the practice of fear of death, passing through many events. I see how at birth this fear was clearly laid. The received Knowledge in Yu. A. disagreed with the illusion of death. Everything is emptiness. There is an identification with its True Nature. And gratitude and a deep sense of Love for the experience of Awakening. Today we leave the monastery, being in a state of self-awareness of ourselves by Consciousness. The manifestations of the present moment are being observed, than the Consciousness is not, but through the living of which, so much power is accumulated so that they can be disidentified with the illusion of the external world and the concepts imposed by the illusory mind (loneliness, death, senselessness, fear of freedom) ...
  • The retreat in the monastery is a gift from Consciousness. Before the eyes of the character opened extraordinary scenery of the landscape of the mountains surrounding the monastery. Consciousness showed, not the reality of this world, its illusory. The teacher's direct direction allowed not to get confused, and follow the direction. Wherever you meditate, in the monastery itself, on the glade, on the slope of mountains, sitting on rocks or in the forest, there was a deep connection with who you are, with whom nothing affects, so that constantly and invariably. It was easy to disassociate themselves and everything accompanied this: what was in the monastery, away from civilization, surrounded by nature, mountains and monks (monastery residents). Meeting with Lama and communication with him was easy, clean and bright. But the most unusual, it was the communication with the spirits of this place, which guard these gates in the other world. They are so pure, open and in them there is so much boundless, bright Love. And I now understand why it was necessary to go to this gaming journey with pure intentions and with an open heart. My character was in the right place and at the right time. I was open to any experience, even when it was difficult to breathe and climb the mountain, since we were at an altitude of about 4000 meters above sea level. Great Gratitude to the Consciousness for the place of strength, for the experience that took place here, for the knowledge that will always be. Gratitude to the Teacher for the fine direction and the opportunity to understand and feel what is needed at the moment.


About the final part of the retreat - Game Travel "Small Tibet" read in the next news releases on the blog.

  • We remind you that everyone, once ripe, can get here, in this mystical place and accordingly learn about what "Door to the heaven" (Way to the world of bliss) is first-hand experience.

    To be continued...


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да приведёт туда сила!

27.08 05:14

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