Meanwhile, the players play in the final game Remote Break games. How easy or difficult was it to play, only they know. Each one of them is left alone with the play of Consciousness.

In every man there is something from the person, but not every man is a person. Personality is not the one who wants to be a person. Personality is the one who feels the need to be yourself. Who is strained in the name of the target, he can become an influential person - the person in form but not in substance. He can call himself a personality, and his fans can call it personality. Truth is found later. Only when a person begins to learn their delusion is cleansed of its essence. It starts improving personality - development.

And then one understands. Life constantly presents his spiritual, mental and physical lessons for self-discovery.

From all this: 9/10 need to feel and understand, and 1/10 is necessary to survive. From this 1/10: 9/10 be learned through experience, and only 1/10 - through suffering. This is only a small fraction of the whole number. Experience shows that the share of suffering is increasing, because people do not know how to think with love.

Those who have learned to appreciate their feelings, understand their meaning, he learned to think with love. Who realizes that life is not nothing but a study, he will continue to think with love. The ability to think of love with love is happiness. This means: happy are those who protects the peace of mind in a state of inner peace.

Describing the game draws, which is visible to each game, the players really master the skills of hunters, warriors, and whether the game becomes even more exciting, but not always easy:

We took the second car, I had to go for, and there was a situation with the machine, it was necessary to me to get to the house and may need to be on the weekends, B. was on his own and did not mind to give me a second car for the weekend, but gave he did not quite voluntarily, rather as a sign that we work together, it was clear that he wanted to put it in order on the weekends. I sat behind the wheel and drove to her, driving the floor area, I felt what I was wrong - I got a secondary benefit of helping him now, and if I continue to pick it up on the weekends, so my date and good intention to help him outweigh the fact that I received a car for free use. I called and said that he thought about it and I do not need the car at the weekend, not many cases as I thought. B. reacted immediately and offered to take her to his house, and he then dokinet me to my house. From this spontaneous action, I felt a variety of unexpected draws and inner freedom in their decision.

It sms taxi pulled up. As always landing in the car the feeling of stiffness to a stranger, wakes mask dependent / fugitive. I note it and giving yourself a break to sit down and shut the door - say where to go. The driver - a little man at the age of 50, with gray hair and wearing sunglasses, at the first sensation pushes his manners. SA (near where I was going) - will end? Yes, I say, of course. He pulls away from the house and the way it blocks the kids on bikes, "Scat here!" - Speaks loudly without a drop of understanding. Upon reaching the intersection, he again utters the machines so that they move quickly in and out on the highway. I'm beginning to catch the rally - a man with a negative intelligence and controlling the mask, my rejection of the body desire to condemn and expel it into the bad side, there is a decent idea of ​​how to react if he suddenly not appeal to me. We stop at the intersection traffic lights, we have red, block the road machines that are moving out of the city to leave. "At the cottage tearing" - I say aloud, he probably did not expect me to some kind of action, made radio so loud and repeated. "Summer Folk" - I say, today is Saturday. Their address was followed by incomprehensible expletive, though we are not the way they partitioned off, we went to the city. I live in a private home, much better than those birdhouse - he continued, referring to the city's residents. I'm not paying attention to the fact that I live in a birdhouse ask - where? - 28 km. It should be warm, your home is cool - keep up the conversation. A guy a little melted (as I am) and switched to talking about himself, said that he had bought the cornfield. I, in turn, keep track of the mask and the surviving dependent pause insert their emotions and thoughts about his news. He listened with interest to my story and here we are at home, but with me - 280, pay off and walk out, he told me wish Godspeed. I played ёhoho in the body vigor. It turned out to go through the stiffness, the first phrase has helped to join the game.

In the body, a sensation of stiffness in the back between the shoulder blades, they moved into the throat. It affects the body so that the back of his head and wanted to bend to bend. Gait insecure person. I straightened up and went on a calm but firm step, watching these feelings first attention. Ahead were as many as half a kilometer of the surf and the pebbly beach, the left rose hill, seemingly flayed in the bay - grass and trees grow only at the top, and the whole was a rocky slope with sypuchkoy below. Sensations in the body disappeared and I did not feel well they changed, my gait is smooth and attention seemed to neutralize them. I noticed that my body feel good, though I felt uncomfortable, but I was stronger than him, belonged to mask discomfort dependent, but now I felt completely free and moving where and how I wanted.

Playing the game realize that the scenery changed life, and life as it was and is, the process is continuous and only time is always constant. My ephemeral dreams crumble and mind cleared. I give up! To give up? Herself? It seems that so tough to be in agreement with him, that it seems out of mind, and this is an illusion. I live and invent, how to live, that did not hurt, seeing its imperfections. My whole life came from an unconscious fear in anticipation of a happy life. Now I write, and the tears are pouring in the body is weak, throat spasms, leg heaviness and burning, as if the boots, the feeling of helplessness that I'm alone, fear of loneliness, my breath, I have consciousness, rastozhdestvlyayus. There was clarity is surrender. The idea, at first living in fear of being alone, and then just live to be one, because no one except you. This is fun. Ha ha ha ...

Reaching mothers, get out of the car and is a former O. feel calm inside, starting a conversation about his son and see how blame him, that the child speaks little and tells him to come the next day, and his woman is not comfortable with the This spoke calmly and at the end of the conversation last set point and walked proudly with a sense of abandonment, body weakness, feeling of weakness, thought what he henpecked can not express their opinion. Mom started to say what he is-so, does so with her son, and she was about my son, and then realize that she herself played the Ha ha ha. everything happens as there are remembering the rules of the game, take responsibility for yourself, it's only a joke. Consciousness helps me to accept it as it is and move on, not clinging to the past. I do recapitulation of the situation and take effect. In the body, I feel the rise, the feeling of love, thought, I have the unity, multiplicity of illusion, thank you for this experience.

Going to work, he flashed the thought, and where the keys and do not attach importance went to work. Going to the door, I began to look for clues, break the whole bag, and I understand that the key is not present. I remember the rules of the player in a stressful situation, breathe, I see people who have come to class began to ask what had happened, I feel the body shaking, foot cotton, feel the excitement, fear of abandonment, thinking what I gathered, I fly in the clouds that people think, and even clever, teach. I take responsibility and say that the keys are left at home in the body feel as though the ease of something asleep, I feel calm and remember the following rules, that the decision should be somewhere nearby. Then my gaze falls on the car that pulled up, flashed the thought, here is the solution. I walk over to the car and saw a friend, please bring to home and back. It is easy to agree. Classes began on time. Game experience is obtained. Conclusion. If realized, listen to yourself, advance box keys. The key to the game.

I see as an attempt to think through, plan leads me to a kind of exhaustion. The energy goes and I'm starting to enter the troubled state. My mind just does not know how to cover everything, and everything to do well in front obrazom.I relaxing and trusting life, just letting the whole place and unfold, I feel myself in the flow of energy and maintaining internal harmony.

All went as passed, and I just let go of control as far as I was able to do this and allows all unfold.

Dar: I do not even know how to explain it, but I just feel different, more free or something. As if my boundaries have expanded. People I did not interfere. Once I thought I was tired of them, but I realized that I did not get tired of the people, and from their own false beliefs, and from following me a lifetime habit of wearing certain masks. It did not allow me to relax and just be who I am has no ratings, no resistance, no waiting, no nichego.Ya tired of their own resistance to what came into my life through people, not from them, I could samih.Zachastuyu be real and natural only with myself (and maybe even then not always), and did not realize that the only tired because of the unnatural mask she wore, and the voltage induced resistance realnosti.Vzaimootnosheniya with people and life, rich in events at the really is a great opportunity for knowledge of the world and liberation from all that separates us from ourselves. :))

Initially, of course, I'm all over the accused chief. It is a soulless careerist, understands nothing in construction, do not trust, constantly substitutes. Then came the realization that I, too, take part in this and is also responsible then those misunderstandings that arise. I need to learn how to find compromises, to learn to clearly state their position. I could go to him myself, and not wait until I called.

Actually, I've been trying to be honest with you. Lying is not something that currently, even the other not. Lying is not grateful - people eventually forget that and to whom they made up. But I can not tell if you do not ask or embellish a situation knowing full well that it actually is.

I worked with the analysis. The idea - I'm unworthy. Is it true? Net.kak I live, when I believe in it? I drooping, dependent chuzh. Opinions, waiting for someone's vnimaniya.Esli I did not believe in this idea, which I was, I imagine a world without the thought, a direct response in the body - is filled with the energy of the lower abdomen, appears seksual. energy, back straightens up, I was just there, without the assessments themselves simply exist

I called the hotel. What is my usual behavior in such cases? I begin to defend - and demand to blame. Require documents, writing that they needed me immediately, blaming "broken" fax, e-mail account, forgetful manager in the end. Now I try to talk to speak slowly, smile, even though I did not see no one, please send invoice and confirmation. Senior administrator surprisingly me (mind waiting for a trick) is very polite and friendly talks, after some time in the beginning to enter the fax documents cherished. But here's a surprise - they do not pass, cut off by half. Having tried to take the documents 4 more times, and call back to report problems (again, keep track of fear), I offer all send by e-mail. After 5 minutes, the matter was closed.

In the evening, calling partner, we have with him is an organizational process for the VIP tour. He crushes, asking to do everything quickly, quickly, immediately. Calls it's too late, as usual something urgently needed. My favorite haste and fear of rejection, fear of refuse someone .. I say that we now have the late evening and I'm going to dinner. When I get a little rest and eat, I can take his question, but if you suddenly do not answer right now, it's all in the morning. Partner quick to agree with everything (th), I can now spend a quiet evening with your family. Each time I go to the fear of rejection easier, but I think that surprises may be ahead, not to relax ...

Going into this conscious experience reveals notice impulses of the mind to control, I notice the thought of sacrifice, and follow it blocks the body, allow yourself to just be such what is. I go to the fear of rejection, accepting any outcome. At some point, feel free energy flows as blocks gradually dissolve in the body, this energy is free and merges with regard to its energy in a bright stream.

And here happens so cute, but as always a serious rally. Open the gates, and she runs to me. How can I describe her appearance - she is an excellent student, high school, which knows all school subjects, not to bother with clothes and do not aspire to be like a supermodel. Her black mustache on his upper lip, disheveled black hair with gray hair, warts on the face, and when she speaks in the folds of the lips collects saliva. She is wearing a wide woolen trousers, children down jacket, color purple woolen bandage, and in her hands she holds an old gym bag. I froze in front of this character. Behind her was a man - a copy of his companion. I was surprised and curiously watched them and wondered what they were to each other parishes. Father and daughter, brother and sister, friend and friend, the last thing I thought - this is a husband and wife. The mind does not take this girl, she do not like it, she can not have a husband, and the more children it strange. When Ye, so call this girl started to speak, my jaw dropped lower and lower in surprise. This man - her husband D, they have been together for 7 years, they have a son, who is now 5. D. - an Italian, he fell in love with her in his homeland, but now lives in Russia and in the shower it is more Russian than Italian. E. and D. often fly to Italy to parents D .. He - Professor, but it is - a business consultant. Kaaaak? I shouted my brain .. She is not like ... Like what? Like me! I - better, it's worse. I try to look good, keep track of how and what I say, I ... And she ... And it such as it is - real. The mind does not understand how it is - to be present and have all the things for which people usually "combed", for which compromise with itself, for what are trying to look better than it actually is. The world has to be perfect, if you are not perfect - you are doomed to be worse, be lower, you're not worthy of life. I understand where it came from - the pain of his father, rejected the desire to win the love. Leave - from my mother, a sense of uselessness. To be eligible for the life I have to be strong, beautiful, dignified, perfect. And here again - and consciousness shows that life did not have to, she cares about everyone, he deserves it (in his opinion) or not. All in harmony, and since there are so correct and necessary. Take yourself this - that's what's important.

After came the sadness. What is the cause of sadness? I see that it's sad for the fact that I can not be open all forms in this reality. Yes, the reality is dual and excessive disclosure could hurt me the most. The belief that good will answer good that if I was so open, and the surrounding will be the same. In general rejection of duality, as it raises awareness of the depth of a wave of sadness. I feel that now it is not destroyed. So just let her be.

So I think, as much as I did not resist and did not want all the pain after the next throw, no matter how frightening fears and negative pressured intelligence, this game is not going anywhere. And I'm grateful for every step Consciousness towards you. I understand that the main thing is not to give up, no matter how hard.

                                                                                           The game does not stop for a second.

Play it!

The Leela.