At some point the player goes so far,
 that he has no way to turn back,
 because he does not want to live in the back of an abandoned world.
Hence, he realizes that he has nothing to lose but their
life - but what about his life, if he would hold it in
chains created by his own brethren?

The fourth Winter remote games traditionally began with the selection and to the fourth stage of the selection of 100% applied for the game started only 85% of participants.
Way of training at the Academy of Lila is different from all other ways known to man.
For this reason, it can not be lightly on race - this course should come with proper care and respect.
Today, in our era when the public are offered all sorts of ways, leading to the so-called instant enlightenment, some people may be disappointed to discover that the Academy Lila promises to bestow the formula "The Way to the wonders for the lazy".
We do not mean that students are not able to perform miracles - just to reach this level, you must pass a long and difficult training.
Accelerated courses lead to short careers, in addition, as you know, the lack of knowledge inevitably become dangerous knowledge.
It would be unfair to the players, to assure them that the way of learning at the Academy Leela easy, as it is too far from the truth.
Frankly, of all the possible ways of learning path in the Academy Lila it is difficult.
Few people are prepared for the difficulties that accompany the attainment of knowledge, which is necessary for mastering the highest levels of this noble path.
And yet, given the fact that this path moving in small steps, any adult can cope with rather elementary practices incredibly improves the quality of his life.
In the fourth stage of selection of players had to show the distance before the game his ability to play practical jokes life. The mission was part of the task to describe not only won the sweepstakes, but also losers.

To learn how to cope with the task, read below.

• My resistance - is to work with trends. I'm trying to tell the truth. I'm trying to do what I need and where I will feel, I try not to compromise. I try to find myself in all this.
• The draw is that I can not describe your day. As if these events occurred not with me, as if I had to do these activities for the sake of something. As if I'm doing for the sake of something, but not enough to orient himself, trying to convince.
• When memories of school years I felt a lightness, as if the emotions are not freed then freely come today. We booked through as usual in a book with the account were cud, they were Korean, with the characters I opened the book and handed it took one D. He looked at her and said, - The space tends to give us signs and handed me the wrapper on which was written: What can you not see, although it's in front of you? What is hidden, it is in front of you - I translated. What you can not see is actually in front of your nose - he turned and handed me a piece of paper - I feel that this is for you. I hesitated a little, the resistance that it still is, then took a piece of paper and he smiled. I drove him home, I feel gratitude for the meeting.
• The moment passed. The drawing is lost at the moment of my reaction to her words ...
• I listened and watched as the growing resistance inside. Was taken. Weighed in the chest, throat numb, I felt heaviness in the shoulders. The internal conflict increased. So how to find his action led to such a result, I could not immediately began to talk about what worries at the moment. ..I Feel rejected, betrayed, stuck in resentment, which is just now powerfully torn out. Witnessing the emergence of these emotions, fears revived. I - not them. There are tears. But I am not sorry for myself. Tears help to skip the offense, let her swim through the body and out. I know that she has created all of this, it is only necessary to recall at what point. We only need to remember how it all began. I froze. I feel complete silence and in the outside world and the inside. I have remembered! When I was pregnant ... I showed distrust, I rejected all returned. I apologize for my actions. It does not feel guilty, because everything is there, all right. I needed it and now I am taking responsibility for their actions. I see a connection with the subsequent events. From resentment no trace remains. The body - ease. I feel like a single entity feel the incredible heat wave, thanks to happen. At this moment there is still something, I notice that at the moment these emotions and fears no names. All this - just a feeling that now dissolved, flow. There is not a betrayal or rejection. In a state of gratitude consciousness ...
• After returning, I find his father for fitting caps, he found what he was really interested and wanted to buy just that. Carefully mount, saying what a cap it is the most. Coming out of the store, my father thanks. I can hear the sincerity in his voice. A tough day, but I'm glad that our relationship back.
• All will be as it is. Everything has happened and I am not responsible for his life. He writes not for me to stop him, he shares his feelings. Another question is whether I am ready all the taking. I write that I understand his feelings, and he is entitled to exercise them, as well as to act as it sees fit, most importantly do not forget about responsibility and the consequences of those actions. I add that I love him, but I was not pleased, and I do not want to talk, when he writes to me mats. The conversation ends. I accept what is happening. In the morning the brother sends a message that made peace with her sister.
• My husband says thank you for the clean things prepared for his classes. The answer is, waving his hand, "oh well." Not accepted thanks from her husband = rejected. Show him / herself that my work does not mean anything, it devalued.
• Emotionally I express, plunging into the allegations. Totality loss .. returned only after the words of disbelief ... In my head is empty, as if all emptied. I feel very stupid, blame the lack of confidence in itself and its manifest of all the forces of ...
• After that, I began to feel the fear of loneliness, going in that I come to him. I saw the game of consciousness, I saw how I play. During the day began to wake up, I caught the fear of loneliness and try to keep it to pass through himself, remembering who I really am.
• And then in the head pops up a picture that I was expelled from work (and waiting for me, poverty, loneliness, and even more, possibly death), and at this point I fail, I believe in this idea. I play until you become aware of this "chain".
• I sit down meal, a man looks at close range, it is difficult to eat, when I was at point-blank look, I'm a little turned away, and began to eat at this moment razotozhdestvlyayus immediately aware that I am not the body, and not a character. The sense of freedom from the outside. Such an amazing rally
• At the head sounds such a thought, I do not trust that the suspect in the "careless." But it's a game, and if it's just me, it's my mind, and I can not believe in them. We need to live a sense of humiliation, fear of rejection ... lonely ... death.
• Today meditate to think in the evening, but it was just a state of samadhi. Hour lasted an eternity, but 5 minutes. State acceptance, peace, harmony and the soul. Gone are the boundaries of the body, no hands, no legs.
• I was shaken well, guilt, fear, stupidity and senility, in general, in all respects, the bad, and the fear of death. I was not able to immediately recognize all this, only I stopped and saw his reaction, even without realizing it.
• Now meditation, saw the fear of death, as if I was approaching the point where the unknown jump in anywhere. I jumped, flying and flying, just to eat. incomprehensible, dark emptiness? I feel like this emptiness, and where death? Terrible fear itself.
• I swim in the pool and tell myself that I do it with pleasure, that I feel the joy and happiness. Suddenly get a slap in the face with water, full nose, pain in the head. What is it? Thank CONSCIOUSNESS! That is my blind spot - I'm kidding myself, but I do not feel any joy or happiness. I do it out of necessity at least some physical activity to your body. The thought makes me laugh and I'm really pleased to swim further.
• The feeling of unity with all the people, by bus, the world fills me. In the eyes with tears. It turns out to help, just get off the bus until it pushed stronger.
• Just a great place and people with dull eyes. I tried to just watch, but went into a state of deep sadness. Accept that poverty has many live so did not, so let me sad. Just when I started to describe the situation, I realized that my fear was manifested as poverty, misery, and the fear of death for him.
• Bar ate with great pleasure, it was very tasty, but not for long. Very sick liver and pancreas, and I almost heard them shout: it is the language of a tasty and we disgusted enough throws us this stuff! For the first time I felt the brightly as harmful to me so much of my favorite sweets.
• And then very abruptly he says: "I do not understand - you're going to retire or die?". Shock and such a neat idea, "you're not afraid of poverty and death, you are afraid FREEDOM !!!". Thus ended one of my long, hard playable draws. And the power came.
•   No sales, while three in the afternoon, is growing irritation in the body: chest com weakness. Analysis: fair! - What is the point to sit? (Meaninglessness) - I realize - I agree with the reality - I would like to be (even if nothing is selling). Comes calm and, of course, the first buyer)))
• After work, I hasten to optics, in front of me running puppy playing with everything and everyone. I was lost in contemplation, he ran up to me and trying to pull off a mitten, with sensitive biting my hand. Be watchful, playing with life, but sometimes it draws painful when staring, dropped out of the time is now. And this is just a game.
•   A narrow courtyard where the English courses at the son. Rarely in the yard. Food counterclockwise. Justifies itself, it is not written anywhere as here arrivals and departures. Towards the machine begins to take back. I Involve, Mother of those who came up with such an uncomfortable yard with circular motion. Irritation. Losers. The realization came that the rally just after dispersed. But I did not account for the complexity of labor in motion: to go forward even though back rent. But the ego !!! Feel "Baba behind the wheel."))))))))))
•   I catch myself once again on the fact that the days are the same: no matter today or working day. Days of the week - no more than a name, a common agreement ...
• I relaxed: resistance, resistance ... so let it be. And it was easy.