Journey into the unknown requires
Player all his courage, and even more,
because he knows that this way
       It can become a journey of no return ...

We continue to publish the drawings, the fourth stage of the selection, which describes the ability of a player to play practical jokes before remote gaming.
This year, the participants of the Winter Games is made up of players of the Academy of Leela already have experience in remote gaming games. To understand how to operate remote games you need to play a few years and then read the reports, a few years later ... it will be apparent huge difference ...
Let's see how this year's players are playing, what they added, what new will understand the nuances of the game, this is the longest retreat held at the Academy of Leela.

We are now getting to the description of the game draws players.

• Today, while walking with my daughter, I wanted to be playful. First, take a ride on the carousel, and I did not have not even thought about me and think as well, no sense of victory: Yes. I did it! Only joy. Then he rolled with her daughter on a hill, on a swing, jump together, sat in the house through a window and sold piece of ice, ice cream. My daughter immediately responded to my game. She liked it. Out of the corner of his eye views of interested other children ... Just noticed without further conclusions. H, one of the mothers, to walk on the ground, on my game just said, I also want to learn it all, when no one is either .., well, lights ... Joy. There is only joy. This state I was experiencing with his nephew when he was three / five and we had played at home. On the street, I was an adult. And with it, without other ocular funny aunt. Today, everything is different.
• Suddenly I wanted to check out the blog ID. I read. Strangely, if before I was interested to read the blogs of this type, but now I read them as if about himself, though she has been in these sweepstakes and experiencing these emotions. In fact, the crying, the fear is compressed, then I admire. It's amazing. And the interesting thing is that through them I palpably fueled by power. If before a feeding, I found in the books of the Masters, is now living with their jokes players. An interesting point ...
• I think of the defense. And then I fell down: one advocating? From whom? What is protected? And the sudden realization: first answer myself .. And then the flash, do not, do not you! His ideas about themselves! He remembered the condition of the previous practice, I was hugging Mother Universe. That is a concern! And here is empty, nothing but submission! I got it! I want to experience here this mothering! But I confuse it with the protection of ideas! And I resist thinking that losing this protection, but in reality only push off from the true worries! Inspired by a dream, he immediately disappeared. Sitting in practice.
• Snoring was quiet, but as soon as I thought: Oh, found it! Snoring becomes quite unbearable. Then I decided to relax and be in the snoring, with a focus expecting now says Consciousness. And as soon as I relaxed, my husband rolled over and the snoring stopped altogether. I realized that today I experienced something new and important to you.
  
• Do not connect the internet, hang, will not open the page OP, to get the same personal account and spend the devastation: the gift. Calmly and with gratitude. (This is a real difference. Since I'm always hard to part with money, works the fear of loss. So, it took place in this part of the long way)
• Sitting in meditation, I realized that under different pretexts, "I have nothing happens," "No time," etc. Again there is a resistance to write a diary. Better late than never!
• We went out to her and boarded the bus. Suddenly a sharp pain squeezed the heart and would not let go. By surprise, I was confused and I was like quilt covered the fear of death. Watching his fortune, trying to understand, what is it? A floated image and I knew that before I flew his reaction to my greeting. It was sad, felt the bitterness and impotence. What for? Why? Stop, it's his process. Gently open the heart and a sense of compassion, love, gratitude, and adopted at a few minutes my body was dissolved. When he came to, I felt complete peace in the heart, the pain was gone. It felt like a 7-minute journey I lived a whole life full of frustration, love and acceptance.
• Call him, he told me rudely said no. I was ready for the rejected and so interesting, even an insult not manifested, and went adoption of its aggression. I wished him a good day and hung up. Send orders and 30 minutes later he calls and asks if I change my mind go? I replied that she was glad to accept his help and we agreed time. Love flowed from all over the body accompanied by fever.
• Husband took offense came up, I said, he's an idiot and I'm glad that he changed jobs. Losing -Karlik danced pristukivaya clover and a tambourine. We did not talk. I left home early and prepared a dinner like the one who wrote to her husband, and that he is waiting for dinner to arrive early! Her husband came home, I was in practice, usually after I insult her husband at home, he does not eat anything, and engaged in self-flagellation. But today I heard him humming and ate and was satisfied. I got out of practice. My husband came to me and smiled.
• Mother invited to lunch to work, she said, after 16.00 and come .Soznanie does what you need, now trust around what was happening, I did not call my mother to remind me of my invitation unnecessarily I invited her in the morning and in the afternoon I changed the mood and did not want to see anyone. But coming home from work, I still called my mother because Today is a holiday and my mother invited home for dinner, Mom agreed .Poshel burst of energy a moment ago was not fancy anything and then I went to the store and everything came naturally. Dinner mom made me a compliment, I am very delicious, exquisitely prepared (from my mother very rarely hear a compliment) Mother and daughter gave me gifts was very nice! Awareness of how to switch attention to the present moment.
• I really wanted her to break his neck, but presenting her kitten, which lies and hurt him, I miraculously kept without touching it (after the time the kitten Curved painfully hobbled into the box), but as a punishment, I left her house to teach the verse although yesterday promised to take her to a bowling alley. Going to work I realized once again the same chain of actions: wrath, anger, punishment in the form of closing. The daughter of the house wine and then self-destruct and the prosecution that a bad mother, identification with the poor girl.
• Fear of death (she sick and die) .Menya blocked, I shouted so that his throat stung from crying and I took the jacket and struck several times and followed shoved her so she hit her head on the table. I am completely immersed in guilt ...
• All was quiet but in a minute I wrote sms S. "For the blind hangs a note to clean after use" !!!! And then I went to a loud laugh ha ha! I laughed at myself because it is next to the note I wrote earlier another note "Play"! ha ha ha
• Today S. conversation touched on by the new work that he did not work at the restaurant since there he sees no prospects for growth and creative, he can appear there because All work on the template. Thoughts: - "Wow, I even tried to persuade him not to go away from that place and come to this place, and before it passed itself came through the experience and feelings of their stay." I realized that 20 days kept quiet and just do what I can and apply all that I can myself, lived the whole spectrum of feelings and fears. During this time he was not in a pizzeria I went to the energy as much as possible to upgrade this place to a more developmental way. And the most interesting that the C share what he knew that his place in the pizzeria and it's ready to grow and move forward. I shared his new project, which will start after the New Year, and he approved it. Consciousness gives you live the experience, which is very useful and necessary!
• The phone rings, rings look older sister, waiting for a few minutes and pick up the phone, talk quietly. When she calls, all the time felt the fear of humiliation and did not pick up now quietly took.
• There was the evening practice, did not immediately begin to sit down distractions, eventually still do. I am analyzing why sometimes do not want to practice, although experiencing for yourself the positive aspects of doing regular practice, fear of freedom, it is easier to suffer, familiar.
• When I was little left to finish before the end of the sixth draw, I had just finished cooking a meal and set the table, he took the tablet, with the thought that now I will add, and sit down to eat. When I took the plate load and auto-rotation when the picture fell into place, the window remains empty, ie, All that I wrote almost a half hour just disappeared. Please reigned inside, silence, as is the case at the time of the shock, and then I was wildly funny, I thought, "That's a hoax." Then, when they came to the idea that I need to write it all over again, I was terrified and wanted to cry in frustration. This emotional barrage knocked off balance and I decided to postpone everything until the moment when I pass in a calm state. After a while I calmed down and are now happy to describe what happened to me. This rally helped me again to see that things can change at any time and do not need to become attached to anything and no hope, because it can disappear in an instant.
• After the meditation felt love and peace. Then came the understanding that, no matter what I did, I would never stay in the loser, and if something I have at this point is weak, at the same moment, I'm in something strong.
• I see how long I was in a mask of discontent (though specific reasons for dissatisfaction are not available, they invent more and swell). Dissatisfaction of mind (is strongly habitual reaction and merging with the image). I see.
• Practical Joke "lack of money". They do not have enough (hence not enough power), and hence feel powerless. The mind reacts to what is happening "urgently needs to look for work, we must urgently do something." Lodging, letting the state of powerlessness. There is a feeling of tranquility. And the thought of "no options" somehow dull, scattered. No, no, it means that consciousness wants to live this experience. Noticed feeling - let him. I'll be watching.
• "We will never find a home, how much it can take," chest tightness, and the solar plexus, hopelessness, sadness. I do not like this my thoughts, feelings and emotions, but I continue to look at them and take them. At some point, all fading away and I see a simple solution. "Let me alone with the agent will look interested in my house, and if you show me something like" - I suggest to her husband. He agrees. My physical and emotional changes. I think it's a little prize at herself.
• Later in the afternoon, the courage, wrote in the end, he refused. The first feeling was strong, as if the blood in the head rushed, then when receded, felt bitterness and aching pain in the heart, after a few minutes it was calm and I thought that everything is gone, but some time later swept the tears of resentment and then relief. Thoughts about this man and I retreated back to the present moment. Last time, I deliberately go where I can refuse, particularly sensitive to the failure of a person who is not indifferent. I watch their reactions, very often it ends in tears, but I understand that only through the pain I could easily apply to failures, and each time I see it gets easier and easier, and this situatsiya- another step toward liberation.
• What do I return? The answer came from within - it is self-pity. I feel it now, as I write these lines.
• I meditated, trying to grasp at the moment, as far as possible, in time, really, paws Lila weakened, but before the end of the pass, I chickened out, and when turned up the right moment (he allegedly offended) I just stopped communicating, thus escaping from the authorization situation. Now, after some time, the thought of this situation, still haunt me, but I feel more resources inside that may be able to complete all the best. Today I took the first step, although it was very scary, I wrote about how she wanted to stay with him in a normal relationship and apologize if offended. After that, there was a calm, relaxed and more inner confidence.
  
•   During the morning practice, I worked with a sense of guilt, and clearly saw the dwarf forces involved and argue with reality. But the reality is a manifestation of consciousness, which is also a dwarf himself, and plays through it. I focused on the moment now, the thought came, "Consciousness loves me." I felt the body has lost the form, the solution was energy, light, pale purple, this energy is everywhere, it is omnipresent, it is comprehensive, it is strong and gentle at the same time. It is the vibration of unconditional love. There is a world with its sounds, smells and gentle violet light (I), one with him. I sound, I smell, I am one with all things, all things I have. No space, no time, no body, there is only love. I AM LOVE. As it is difficult to find the words to truly describe what I felt. I wanted to record this experience in a notebook. When I came back into practice, there was only a subtle vibration in the Anahata is the same as it is now, when I write these lines.