Diary of the Remote 4. Winter Games. Issue 3 Part 1.

Wednesday 23 December, 2015

This world is a stage on which unfolds
                      Divine Action Games - Lila.

In fact, everything that is written below - this guide is for you players in the game at the Winter Games of distance, take heed!
ANY life situation as neutral.
We make it a positive or negative according to the meaning that is linked to it. BUT NOT make sense to change the contents of the situation itself, THEREFORE UNDERSTANDING necessary only for calming the mind.

Madness for any man could wish for life different from his own. Such wishes BASED ON Mad

REPRESENTATION THAT cowardice or laziness - or a combination of both - is an honorable endeavor.
Consider that at our disposal all the time in the world, it is not only foolish - such faith prevents the delight of life, because where there is no awareness of death, quickly triumphant boredom and dissatisfaction.

The player knows that his death is constantly sneaks up behind him and, therefore, no matter how long or was in its possession, it is the most precious gift.
Realizing that time is running out, the soldier fills this gift to the brim, and enjoying every moment of precious time. This is called a life on the edge.
MAN can surprise only in the case if it does not take into account the unforeseen.
SURPRISE BECAUSE takes away personal power, players are required to UNINTENDED used to read in their decisions. THIS MEANS that he lives on the edge. PLAYER is able to live on the edge, because it exhibits humility and full knowledge.
So Remote game started. Participants played the first game and how to deploy them jokes, read this news release.

  •     In the morning I read the first game, where it is written about emotions and how to use read carefully this knowledge to me very helpful - both useful anger, fear, joy and gloom. Before that I worked in a similar way, but often wrong - from the insufficient level of anger (the presence of fear) went into battle and losing or having used his anger inappropriately, twisted thoughts in my head but did not act. Read to the end, I felt the excitement and decided to play chess on the phone. After losing two games is not very strong opponent, I realized that it is not stretched, without an adequate supply of anger to fight. As a result, I began to play a little bit and had to go to work. I got in and started to attack all the thoughts I turned off the house, but I saw it before you leave! That's what began to play and fell asleep and left the house unknowingly, doing nothing - processing unpleasant sensations in the body -only to return. An hour later, feeling released, but what was to fall into the trap of not having an adequate supply of personal energy!
  •    Funds have and freely dispose of them does not permit a feeling nedoizobiliya, stiffness. How can I fix it? Afford to buy a fully releasing the money and get the goods. I caught up with my mother and invites her to see the fish, eggs to the table, my mother agrees. We go, we choose, and gradually buy out shopping, at first with persuasion, but then my mother and she gets a taste for (her fear of large embezzlement) and we thoroughly zatarivaemsya. In the end we stopped in another store mom says it's nice to choose and know what you are paying for. And I like to look after my mother, comes an abundance.
  •    We go looking, very large selection of dolls, all kinds of toys. My mother says that when I was growing up, this was not all, but she got out all this somewhere, ordered, I always had everything. I catch myself thinking that I do not remember this, and therefore do not appreciate my mother's concern, which she showed to me in my childhood. Mom then I tried and really took care of me. I see how I dear to her. This further brings me to her, my grievances are not worth the effort that put a mom for my education. The feeling of gratitude, and the gratitude I can now express their concern.
  •   I feel the emotion of depression, passivity. What is behind this emotion - the desire to change something. I can change what I do not like - the car chipped lamp and I've been going to order it, now just the right time. Zalazhu the Internet, looking for the spotlight and at the same time dimension, which is splashing water. I look at what the upcoming repair parts. The machine was tired of waiting for my attention and I am pleased to show it. I am writing to the seller and send an inquiry. The emotion of sadness gives way to emotion of joy as interesting and this mechanism is simple!
  •   House a sense of powerlessness. I sit down to practice, go to the end, I fall asleep. About an hour come to life. Dinner. Injury manifested as only wants it very difficult to beat.
  •   I do not want to keep people on the job. Laziness, unwillingness to do anything, apathy. Why? It's not the way you want, what is the long-standing, long-standing claim to the people and a mismatch of my convictions concept. Concept (my vision) grafted mother, books, as it should be, how beautiful and how not well, my God, everything is made of concepts. And that creates tension in me. But ... the concept created by the mind (experience, memory, education), and they are different, they move like snakes intertwined, disappear and reappear in the relative world. But where are they? And if I do not believe in the reality of that? Void and lots of options, and all have a place to be and it's not serious. I remove the obstacles movement of energy, and what kind of energy? This is something light, playful, lively and easy for me .. I'm just being ...
  •      The practice of meditation. Body feels like buzzing after charging, or the blood through the veins, or energy flows. I am alone in the whole infinite space, a feeling of loneliness, but this is not true, around clumps or tufts of light-men, they also think that alone. We are one, but apart right now. I feel so much love and joy of the merger of anything, simply because, again, the tears, all that does not fit me. Tears from the fact that I understand their fears, misconceptions in the physical world: the helplessness, loneliness, meaninglessness. I am the light within you, the core of peace, love and understanding everything. I'm trying to get a little to this world, but let a fear of death, in the heart, does not, there is a belief that it is weak, it can not, it will fall apart, they do not believe it at this moment of transition?
  •     Today was a great day, a day when everything works, everything grows together, everything works, and all the wonderful people around there. But before you went to work in complete meaninglessness I felt apathy and futility of all my actions, fatigue and reluctance -What do. And then you ask yourself: what do you believe? The fact that there is some -That a special meaning. And I realized that it is not. There's just life, and I was free to her, but she invent meanings, the framework conditions. And suffers when it does not -That since the idea. How do you want to be free. Or it is also a concept.
  •     A lot of sadness and grief of some, all this is forbidden because it is shameful, sentimental, and I'm an adult and can not cry and limp. Woe to the type of dead birds from a film about the killing of animals, from the cut tree and others. Death and helplessness, resignation, and very painful. But I know that I believe in fact that death exists. And I know that it is not death, but the shift. Nothing does not disappear, but moves from one state to another. Now I find it hard to see it, I just know it. This is a very large and heavy unit, I understand that more work and work
  •    I really like this practice of "Loving-Kindness Meditation" it gives faith and gives strength. I like to say it was difficult to phrase ,, I will happily "in the family about it, we did not tell no one. Because the applied practice of scourging himself. Yes, indeed, and I wish that for myself. I feel joy and cheerfulness. Faith. I can way of thinking, there is nothing to worry about.
  •     I ask my husband, why did not he come with us to chat. He's a lawyer. To which he said: "I do not like strangers." I am they can be dangerous ??? He: Yes. I say, because it is the same people, like you and me, he is the soul.
  •     I sank, look and see that ... that's life ... so plays. Either you accept yourself and continue to live ... or become a yo-.
  •     My mother called her daughter and said that she is going to visit us. Went resistance to what she is going to visit and did not tell me about this, control the reaction of negative thoughts do not plan everything goes "I've got the job came, and here is what that guests," came the realization about the game, ha ha Play ! Varya ear, look no bow could call her and ask that she bought did not call it failure .Prishla mother because the other day she called S. and scolded that I did not pick up the phone and A. also takes no phone. The mood at the meeting came up with a negative because it is itself in advance, the fear that it will affect this conversation right now and will be negative, although he has in me. Please, mom made a compliment that I'm the hostess and smells delicious, I looked in the fridge and said: "Just as there is a bow," and my mother asked why not, onion? I bought it, I have to give you? Went warmth and trust of tension and suspicion left by the wayside, and talk about the negative thoughts are gone, gone playfulness and Vision consciousness, not consciousness itself asks to buy the onions brought me :).
  •      Who offense breaks out, I usually keep to themselves. What is the main goal in the game at this level? Trust, yes. Tears flow, increased heartbeat and chest pain, missing, hugging a tree. I realized that the answer to the question that torments me yesterday came by itself, through the pain. All subsides, the mind begins to work and the channels of sensation and intuition are opened through the pain and suffering. Went credibility of Consciousness!
  •      Status fussiness to meditation because it is in a hurry to work. Status as emotional and bodily very changed like I was in a dimension of love and peace. I did not want to go out with such a condition. For such a short time, madness was Consciousness Thanks :)
    2 weeks ago, he came to work, and I was going home: he started a very rough start talking (of eyes watched the demon brother, I did not see it). The heart is ready to jump in fear for his life, from his childhood memories he humiliated me and drove unnecessarily I was defenseless.
  •       Over time, the practice of flow in an infinite void, the body no longer feel quite as broad a warm jacket, tears flowed, the image of his brother he strangles me, the memories came flooding back, my mother fought with my father, I saw how my father beat her. The chest was opened ribs and heat flux. His breath, I felt a hand body and head, forearm or program is not numb, but rather the body as a whole. All the space, thanks to the consciousness of experience and repeated the experience I need. All was quiet opening my eyes, I looked at my watch, it took 40 minutes (no alarm rang, I did not because it is included). Such a state for the first time in this practice :)
  •         Configure call my mother after a missed call, I came up with herself, she called yesterday about his brother. Mom picks up the phone and started talking with the fact that she thanked me for the last gift I made to her that she is very happy. Went confidence. I suggested that she'd like to meet her soul open (the desire to open my mother for me it is difficult to do in the last 5 years since the failure mom, she would climb in my life), my mother said come home right now .I came explained What happened yesterday, she listened to me and said that his brother will not appear in your work. I shared with her since childhood that I felt and that what she did not know. It's so nice to talk to mum and trust. When we began to gather in and out, my mother gave me into the hands of a mink coat and said, "My daughter is the you that you are not froze, I love you very much, my mother said! Thanking her, we embraced :)
  •       He dismissed me with the daughter and said that I did not need him sick! Persuasion: The husband should not say so at her daughter, she sees and it's bad! Gave way to tears, having gone into the other room, sitting on a meditation cushion, I asked what I still believe? In this belief? I looked at the notebook, remember about the report, I decided to postpone for tomorrow, multiplied better to suffer! Make an effort and tuning into your breath, I opened my observations and plunged into the process. Status changed to self-sacrifice. I do not cling to that S. A. shouts that she is stupid and does not understand how to do their homework, music that included S. specially loud it gave me the rhythm of the writings of the report. And raising the tone A. led to the realization that because it attracts attention and when he saw that I did not react, did the music quieter. The credibility of an event leading to the timely delivery of a report :)
  •     Another delusion on the part of the character's mother (while I understand that it is one of the roles of Consciousness) - hangs up. I am angry. Ego won. I see the victim. The consciousness of my shows through the character-mother as weak and disgusting looks victim. I remember that the last time I see around the victims. Manifesting itself through different characters, Consciousness shows what I look like when to shift responsibility for their actions on others. The heart is filled with love for my mother. At a meeting the next day, it behaves as if nothing happened. And I see how humble ego. There is no desire to blame, there is no resentment. Love and harmony.
  •        To date, the consciousness gives so much time and conditions that I have meditation is not only two, and sometimes even get the opportunity to "dive" in the home to make the playing field. For me, the doors opened. What happened was that pulls me there (I did not mind), every opportunity. This is my world, where there are no false or where I can very clearly to make the analysis, or simply to be. Once this could only dream (by the way, I dream of the ego).
  •     I notice that in fact the body is very small in need: the simpler the food, the body is better and easier. Noticeably the way out is not necessary. I see both ate rice with cucumber, drank water - it is quite normal. It becomes obvious that all the delights of the culinary desires of the ego. Yes, I can prove it, to eat, but the explicit needs of the body it is not (the mind hunting "tasty"). The body can be satisfied with a simple. The body is constantly hinting that he needs and that unnecessary or not desired. The easier it is - the more harmonious.
  •     What needs are not met and to what stress and discomfort it causes? Immediately the first thing it is not satisfied with the need to earn. There is a desire to earn. This leads to tension, the thought of it causes anxiety, anxiety, there is sadness, fear. The ego not yet learned to satisfy, because in life there is discomfort from lack of funds (or rather course of the feelings caused by this), and the opportunities for them anyway, funds are needed.

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