Diary 4. Ditantsionnyh Winter Games. Issue 3 Part 2.

Thursday 24 December, 2015

We continue to publish excerpts from reports of players who have played the first game remote Winter Games.

But first a few words about the way Teun Marez hunter and warrior.

Teun Marez master of this path, the nagual, which has already gone on a long journey - a few years ago, he left this world. Sure, he made the transition!

His parting words, the next generation of direct divine in this game Leela:
Soldiers take the challenges of life with a genuine humility. NO MATTER WHICH MAY BE HIS FATE, it will never become the cause of his discontent - it remains a real challenge, AND PRIVILEGE TO THE FACT THAT accept this challenge.

  • Recently noticed that making practices - hunting down feeling, describing and transforming them used to talking and it became difficult to do meditation. Pay attention to meditation, "just to be" does not always work, but today it is the resting state, the dissolution of the body. I asked, "So, we will track it feel?" - "Hush, hush!". After the meditation state of rest, appeasement - question - answer: it's time to do manicures and pedicures (the body wants to take care of it). I called the salon, a rare event - the master is free and can pass away right now. Come home - the sun is shining, the air is delicious! I asked: "Can the pool?" - "No, no, the sun - it shines, but the wind is very strong and cold. Come home, let us up on household chores, honor "-" good ".
  •     What to buy her daughter do not know why you do not want to go shopping, stop at the front delivery of the goods. Thinking about it, I look like packed something - yes - yes! It is a food processor that need it! Consciousness showed me the shortest way to the choice of a gift. Since I left the store with a sense of satisfaction from purchases made.
  •     I want to turn on the TV, a sharp pain and numbness in the legs - a question - answer after practice just to do it is not necessary - prevents you from moving forward.
  •     The first time is very much the voice of the body, I heard three years ago. Note that in some parts of the supermarket I feel bad, headache, nausea, fever in the throws. Became track where - where selling sausage and deli meats. Since I do not eat these foods. It is a pity that there is no reaction to the sweetness. Now, trying to speak to the body, he said that the answer is not always, or rather not hear them.
  •    Son and rings on emotions, roughly speaking, that he took a family life must go on the family. I just ache in her chest, pounding in my head. I merge with the body. What I do not want to take? I do not pleasing to his tone, I do not accept rudeness, my worthlessness, I have an empty space, abandonment, meaninglessness. Surprisingly, it was able to track it on the go. Calmly I say, I will take your every decision. In the evening, he called back to say that life is beautiful. Proverochka, I passed.
  •      Stop waiting for life, she will stop to check, ie when suffering begins to remember - this is a test, if I suffer, I do not accept the feelings, merge with the body. And now I start to feel tired, that Carlos did not wait to proverochkoy. The soul merges with the body, because I do not want to live meaningless. The body breaks just seems the last effort to continue to sit in practice. The soul does not want to be purified by suffering, plug body. And from what the soul is suffering right now? And then as a revelation (although in theory it has been known for a long time) in the world to me or anything, that does not belong, and even his own life.
  •      Know your problem, it does not mean it perform, and payment for non-compliance are not suffering and likely fizicheskie.Ponyatno why the learning process in the "Academy LEELA» not hurried. It should be well trained to understand their condition, the reaction of his body, learn to accept everything that gives life. In other words: once to dance at the dwarf.
  •    I clearly saw the game. And I gave her intention: to get out of the apartment despite the weakness. First, through the effort, then sold .. removed. She smiled her ingenuity. Weakness was no more. It was the physical fatigue of labor. But it is not a weakness. So, with the harvest began this game. A hint is clear. )
  •    The head throbs. Went completion of the program responsible for a loved one, as a form of love. I saw that such a program is activated, if I decide to save someone. Hence, also went in the previous game of the desire: "Save me, Rama." Saving means-love))). Save me, so loved and appreciated. (Program -travmu of rejection I understood separately. This is her element). Meditate: I realized that the way I put myself above Life. Serious error. In - fact here it is, the first point of the Code Hunter: I-character can not control someone's life, to save the ... It is a prerogative of the Life. Also understand that this program - a guarantee of high pressure in my old age. Very noticeable body it showed in my head.
  •    At night, I woke up. Full feeling that returned the 17-year-old disease: the symptoms that you can not sleep. She was surprised. Then he was afraid that again ... and then realized - Game concealing Entrenched through painful body ... to open the book, read: "Your body is telling you that you must take responsibility for their lives ...". Wow! So, something did not fully understand. When I realized the cause, the symptoms greatly reduced, and I fell asleep.
  •   I note that not blame girlfriend for her complaints. Any decision of her life. And agreed with Life.
  •   Already the third game actually begins with the flight ... symbolic. Upon arrival me and my daughter gave the book author of children's poems. In the words of the author appears a wish: to play ... Ha ha! Once again, I am convinced, and I see: The game everywhere!
    In the evening, we celebrate the birthday of her husband. I drink a glass of red wine. The energy decreases. You can relax. But as a result of missing practice.
  •    Day, a loud knock on the door, open it, on the verge of two men with bags started me Suva in the hands of some kind of box, say, me gifts brought, I was faced with similar situations, and guess what they end, so it is usually close the door saying that I do not have time, but not this time)) Remember that there is a game of confidence, I decided to see just how life will unfold in this episode. Wasted guys, then one of them started to pull out of the bags one thing after another, I watched for a while, both the performance and the guy kept talking and talking. Then he stopped and looked at me said, you somehow do not react, just woke up? To which I replied: "No, I just know it will end." And once we realized: that the reason why I do not let life completely open to me - it's the thought of how the situation should be completed. Those. in my mind, I already "know" how it will end. All over, as I assumed at first they tried to sell me all this, and then, after my refusal they have collected all my bags and left. I'm writing, and I remember that just this morning, I think you need to be more attentive to their relatives and friends, and you need to take on New Year's all what some gifts. And here was a chance .... I was originally set up to refuse to be honest, even now, when I realized, there is the idea that quality is likely that the guys suggested, was dubious. Now there was sadness, because of the vision and understanding As far !!!! I do not trust life!
  •     It so happened that the home I came to the floor of the twelfth night, first decided to do an evening of meditation and said goodbye to 4 points, but then I remembered how it is good after meditation and thought that 20 minutes is not too much, and in anticipation of the village in the evening meditation. At the conclusion of the peace or the presence again.
  •    Almost all of the meditation was held in the presence and goodness, words of loving-kindness, sounded in the space of inner silence, there were some moments of tension, but they also observed speeding.
  •    I woke up early, lie down in bed, got the idea that it is necessary to feed the cat, but after a while she fell asleep again. The second time awoke in a state of love, peace and relaxation, sweet cat sleeping next to and I had a great appreciation for what he has given me to sleep, despite the fact that I did not feed at the right time. Lying in bed bathed in this bliss, stroking a cat sleepy, looked at the time was 9.45, long time since I did not allow myself to this, and this thought has become even better.
  •    This time the track that appeared habitual reaction and hand stretched click on the "delete" but I remembered that I play .... Thoroughly review the information, do not know why, but left anyway, this time did not come automatically and more consciously, allowing a let, one of some unknown parts of life.
  •    To see after so many years - it's a great opportunity to talk with their past, and lived his last release. The desire came from within, from the thoughts of the heat began to spread through the body. I saw that it was true desire. I felt that I wanted to spend some of their money to buy tickets for the family, who can not make it on their own at the moment. But in the end it turned out that all these measures will go all the money at my disposal at the moment. I absolutely did not expect. Now I know what it means to be ready to give all the Way, with no zanachek on a "black day". I have no "safety cushion". And I intend to take up the challenge and go into the battle for the gift in the hand.
  •     At some point it becomes impossible to sit, pain surrounds the body, spreading along the entire spine and going to the heart, as if the body is pierced through (9 points). I can not catch the fear itself. I recall his recent experience of sitting on a rock with a sheer cliff. Immediately the body goes through stitching wave, like an electric shock. Focus on your breathing while holding the front of this picture. Fear grows. I feel myself deprived of any protection, shackled. I notice that the stiffness is reflected in the body - steel ring surrounds, which narrows more and more. I begin to fight, trying to transform this ring every possible way. It immediately responds sharp tingling right side. Resistance weakness. Stopped making efforts to transform. Let be a pain in the body. I begin to breathe in the pain. Breathing becomes deeper, the body is compressed in fear, but another deep breath he suddenly begins to fill the heat, feel the tingling in the hands and feet, the body straightens. In the center of the back is formed like a funnel, which merges all the pain - from the head, from the back, bottom and top. Pain is discharged into the center of the chest. It creates pressure in the chest, severe pain (9 points), keep breathing, imagining the pain as a dark clot density resembling stiff wool. This part of the body hurts me for several days, if the heart is sealed in the chest iron gate that I can not open, this breath squeezed, squeezed. To continue monitoring. Slowly I transform an object breath. At the same time mentally I lose something so afraid to lose - the financial support that "would" not participate in the social struggle for survival. Go, as soon as it began releasing the pain began to lose its edge, breathing freely, heart stavenki slowly opened. I need this experience. It sounds signal the end of practice. Pain intensity - 2 points.
  •       They are still not met in kindergarten, but asked him to do it yourself today, without my participation. I myself have time to go ... Immediately flashing. Irritation, anger, in fact, requested the same. The fire burns the throat lump. I begin to gather nervously daughter's clothes and dress her, eager to strap pants. It makes awake. Asleep. The body shows that internal excitement at the moment I pour out on the family. Calm, quiet and apologize doodevayu daughter in kindergarten.
  •     The body enjoy the warmth and light from the sun. It is as if to say - I do not like it, you're on the right track, whether solid, in its decision, but at the same time flexible, as the rally is not over yet.
  •     Pain in the head, the body says - do not rush. Give yourself time to relax, gain strength to communication. Do not go on living the senses to an external source in communication. I agree, turn off the phone. I feel relaxed as if she herself had removed some business, which has been disagreement.
  •     Eager to plunge into the external. It's really not me. I tell my husband - come home, he turns the lightweight car to the house) .But this fight I still lose. After the daughter slept I still food on the market. Baggage there n-ing the amount of time the output feel only frustration and weakness in the body. Late return home, displacing the evening practice. Also comes mom and I spend time with her again, pushing the practice. As a result, a stripped-down exercise to 30 minutes (23: 00-23: 30), during which constantly falling into sleep. I see this practice as Rama says, "no one wants."
  •     On the hill I feel like a child, a daughter screams "I-huuuu" and throws his hand aside, notice the awkwardness of "what people will think that we have seen from the rink?". This embarrassing? Uma. I do smartly, too, throw a hand to the side and we roll together shouting "I-huuu."
  •     I notice resistance. But why does it happen? Because I'm afraid harass someone, afraid of being rejected. And this fear in many ingrained that it is often my answers can be easily guessed. Uncertain voice say - yes, take charge. The body breathes, relaxes - well, finally ...
  •     It occurred to me the following comparison - (Here I picture that is not displayed on your site. This is a white vase, formed by two identical faces in profile, staring at each other, black) 
  • They are still not met in kindergarten, but asked him to do it yourself today, without my participation. I myself have time to go ... Immediately flashing. Irritation, anger, in fact, requested the same. The fire burns the throat lump. I begin to gather nervously daughter's clothes and dress her, eager to strap pants. It makes awake. Asleep. The body shows that internal excitement at the moment I pour out on the family. Calm, quiet and apologize doodevayu daughter in kindergarten.
  •     The body enjoy the warmth and light from the sun. It is as if to say - I do not like it, you're on the right track, whether solid, in its decision, but at the same time flexible, as the rally is not over yet.
  •     Pain in the head, the body says - do not rush. Give yourself time to relax, gain strength to communication. Do not go on living the senses to an external source in communication. I agree, turn off the phone. I feel relaxed as if she herself had removed some business, which has been disagreement.
  •     Eager to plunge into the external. It's really not me. I tell my husband - come home, he turns the lightweight car to the house) .But this fight I still lose. After the daughter slept I still food on the market. Baggage there n-ing the amount of time the output feel only frustration and weakness in the body. Late return home, displacing the evening practice. Also comes mom and I spend time with her again, pushing the practice. As a result, a stripped-down exercise to 30 minutes (23: 00-23: 30), during which constantly falling into sleep. I see this practice as Rama says, "no one wants."
  •     On the hill I feel like a child, a daughter screams "I-huuuu" and throws his hand aside, notice the awkwardness of "what people will think that we have seen from the rink?". This embarrassing? Uma. I do smartly, too, throw a hand to the side and we roll together shouting "I-huuu."
  •     I notice resistance. But why does it happen? Because I'm afraid harass someone, afraid of being rejected. And this fear in many ingrained that it is often my answers can be easily guessed. Uncertain voice say - yes, take charge. The body breathes, relaxes - well, finally ...
  •     It occurred to me the following comparison - (Here I picture that is not displayed on your site. This is a white vase, formed by two identical faces in profile, staring at each other, black)
  • The vase is a life situation. Two profiles - is myself, or rather my personazh.Izmeni "expression" and life will change. Be able to see both the vase and two profiles and play. "How to play, so be it," is a quote. It's so interesting!!!
           
    Who changes the character expression?
  •     First, I accept their rejection of this situation. I agree with him. I accept your anxiety and not consent. Let it ride, I decide for myself. My task is to observe yourself for your feelings, thoughts, feelings. In this and focus.
  •     When my husband brought home, rather to say, gave me two bunches of purple roses, I thanked him, but caught myself thinking, why the two - they are great. Where do I put them, not yet wilted large bouquet of white roses.
  •     Stole a jar of jam, caught, selected (within the anger: how dare!), And tapped his forehead in a can (not to povadno - place), go back and analyze - what a joke that was? Not fair! Fear remain without explanation, hunger and death! That time of the merger with the body. Lack of awareness going on about the emotions, which are directly linked to the body. I began to view the situation with the level of the mission, and I understand - I'll be compassionate, have not fallen to the point. Thanked the soul of a drunk, a young man for having revived the wine in me (as a child she stole) - rejected - loneliness. And the world that evening gave a lesson - an employee of the neighboring cafes asked to borrow a jar of jam (which is three times more expensive than the one that was stolen), and the second day does not go out to work, and as I said, can not come out))) Thank you Game Consciousness! When I understood and realized I was laughing heartily, it was light and happy and a little sad compassion for the young man. Where there is compassion - there is love!
  •     In the evening, I called AI and asked that I changed her course of manicure. Quietly she refused, because the next day is already planned. Before, I would have suffered a long time, I could not help her, and before that just would have given their time and as a result do not have got to the master, as in such cases, I certainly contingency.
  •     Once, as a child, I began to read a great medical encyclopedia that mom "got." It was very interesting and exciting, until some day I realized that I started to listen intently to him and reading about each subsequent diagnosis, the symptoms began to feel at home. From this was not myself, I felt very sick child. Waking up from this fear, I realized that all this is the result of my reading and decided not to get sick, do not have to listen to your body, then you will not find the disease. Afiget! Everything fell into place, and it became clear why I do not like to hurt only when will fall down in the horizontal position, then admit that yes ... - ill. While thinking about the disadvantages of such a facility, and also see a bold plus - not complaining and not in November, thus many ailments just ran past! Bold disadvantage is that for many years I have banned myself to feel the pain that gradually turned into a ban on the heartache. "We must endure!" While the bowl nearly drowned. Thank consciousness and all whom it directs and guides to help me!
  •     Looking at the clock, I understand that the report does not go now. I can not get a word in and say that I can not talk any more, that I have unfinished business. There is work to do. Seizing the moment, and explained that I can not talk any more. She immediately began to apologize and say that nobody understands other people's problems are not needed .. .It after 1.5 hours of talk time!
  •     The man saw in a nearby counter cheaper and went there, I began to call him loudly. When he left AP says so loudly screamed, as a victim I felt humiliated, I wanted to respond sarcastically, but suddenly remembered that my mission is to live humility, silent and began to quietly take. After a while I went to the buyers, I had the energy, cheer up.
  •     Recently, I realized that no longer offended by her husband looking at it through the prism of the soul of the mission, it was just a problem of the soul.

About how the players play consistently throughout the week, talking points accumulated by the end of their game.
In the reports it is clear that someone is playing every day and fixing his game in the records, is not lazy to describe the drawings, thus locking in their minds the skills to play. Someone sits down on the last day, and wrote a report generalities ...
What do the points, which players gain by the end of the game in the game?
Accumulated points can be used only if the player has shown discipline and high performance. At the heart of self-discipline is the will, commitment.
At the end of each game, you have to admit that is weak, if you can not make a regular practice (and not illusions passes through justification). Or see what your level of personal power to add, if you can do the practice regularly.
Remember the players how much effort you give the game is directly proportional to your back and as gifts and powers :)
But the same Notice the rhythm of the game, after a period of ups followed by downs, as well as after periods of inertia should be time activity.

So, this week, the most stable game showed Seven players:


*Volcano 21 balla- 80% return game

* Flower 23 points - 65% of the return game

* Flowering of 20 points - 70% of the return game

* Harmony 18 points - 95% of the return game

* Rainbow 19 points - 80% of the return game

* Lana 18 points - 70% of the return game

* Leela 15 points - 90% of the return game

closes the game in this game, the three players:

* Leiyang 13 points - 85% of the return game

* Source 7 points - 85% of the return game

* Hati? points -? return game

ARTICLE IS STATUS game passed.





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