Diary of 6 Winter Remote Games. Issue 2. Season 2017/18

Saturday 16 December, 2017

Starting on November 16, the participants of the winter remote games are already in the fourth stage of the selection process.

Academy Leela minimizes the formal format of the participation of players in training and requires practical confirmation of the ability to apply the knowledge gained in practice.

Learning outcomes at the Lila Academy should directly manifest themselves

  • In bodily unlocking clamps
  • Reducing the intensity of destructive emotions
  • A stable position of responsibility (as opposed to the position of the victim)
  • Awareness of resistances and the ability to "flow around", that is, not to defend and justify themselves
  • Reduction of stereotyped reactions of rejection of the surrounding reality
  • Greater freedom of expression and expression
  • Social adaptation (improving constructive relationships at work and in the family)
  • Increased awareness in everyday life, etc.


If, as a result of training in the Academy of Leela, such dynamics do not occur, then the student is trained formally, that is, he does not apply the received knowledge in practice, apparently because of:

  • Either does not practice regularly,
  • Either does not use actual forms of drawings (such as, for example, skype-retreats, internal retreats),
  • Or indulge, the victim's position flows.


So at the stage of training, the level of the Hunter and the Warrior is very important for the passage of skype-retreats, consisting of a series of consultations.

For many level players, a hunter and a warrior who are not able to independently look into the dark corners of their souls, due to the fact that defenses are triggered by defenses, which they are not yet able to resist, due to a lack of awareness (personal strength), consultation with more experienced and specially trained players of "Open Hearts" are the most faithful means to pass into the darkest corners of the soul, transforming the darkness (ignorance) into light (knowledge).

  • Freedom of play, playfulness - is achieved by the purity of the mind.


The main means of profound cleansing of the mind in the Academy of Leela are the retreats "Immersion in Self".

Deep cleansing of the mind is the main prerequisite for the transition to the game at the level of the Formless player, on which the cleansing of the mind becomes less important, and the practice of disagreement comes first. But without proper cleaning of the mind, there will simply not be a disidentification.

  • The three-day option, which hunters and warriors pass, is a preparatory to the 10-day retreat option "Immersion inward", followed by POWER games of 21 days or more.
  • Such long retreats Academy Leela holds in India and in Thailand.


It is necessary to understand that the training program at the Lila Academy is designed according to the main task of the player: to achieve liberation in this incarnation!

  • And the player must understand that he must first obey the TRAINING PROGRAM (the position of the disciple) and follow it with humility.
  • Some players of the Academy of Leela, are rapidly continuing to approach this goal.


Well, about how the players passed the fourth stage of the selection, in which they had to describe both won and lost drawings during the game week, read in this issue of the diary:

  • Sunday. His son's birthday, she called the father of the child and suggested to go to the nature to note, such as the holiday of his son. The character agreed, and we went together, because son at school in another city. It was all in a family way, pleasant moments of communication, I felt that I was not alone, and I mean something, that I can help something, because at that time the character had problems with his lady. She understood that the opportunity was given, to complete the incomplete Gestalt and clean the bottoms. I saw him humiliated to live with his lady, for propiska and other needs and showed no sympathy, and pity, letting himself in a victim and humiliation, because he wanted to be good and meaningful. I got involved, while watching the process, I understood that the event was repeated and there was a feeling of humiliation, a weakness. It was such an awakening event that I saw how I create it myself, clinging to the illusory nature of the past, taking responsibility for others, such as for my son, that it will be easier for him to live if we are a family, but this has long been gone! Wine, resentment, humiliation, fear of loneliness, or rather the experience of Consciousness made it possible to see this and take the Force! The power of Love for Life! I realized more deeply that everything happens according to my thoughts, and thoughts are an illusion. Thanks to the power of knowledge and practice, I can realize the power of the moment here and now, which leads to the Source!
  • I was afraid to walk in the park when it was getting dark and darkness came. It seemed that there was a danger that there was someone in the image of an evil dog, a drunken peasant who could attack and cause pain, or rather fear of death. And always passing by the park, I felt it and felt excitement, shame that I was afraid of the dark. Recognizing this and opening fear, went to the practice of not doing. That's where the power is hidden, in fear, and fear is thoughts that were inspired from childhood, that darkness is death and one does not have to walk. And only after gaining strength of self-consciousness, I was able to go into this experience, go to a dark park and meet the Force! Silence of the present moment! Now I know that darkness is just a manifestation of Silence within me, just like the Light! All are one!
  • The selection of the passage in the distance games, led to doubts when it was necessary to write about the drawings, but in this task it was written that it was executed, although I did not complete the task and expected that "ride" and I will not have to write, while constantly thinking , that it is necessary to write, having removed from itself the responsibility, yet there was no message. I saw how the dwarf picked up and what I create, myself problems, not solving current problems, and then practice, feeling the victim. Conclusion, be aware and manifest according to the process of the game, do what it is, self-discipline, and not think how it can be!
  • I go home after work, feel weak, tired, the dwarf whispers, sit down, rest, you've already done well. Although I know perfectly well that if I sit down now, then I will fall asleep and do not practice, it happened. It was only to sit down, how to plunge into hibernation, so much was the energy of energy that I forgot myself and sat in this state for two hours without doing anything! Conclusion, not to indulge the dwarf, it is important to agree, to see the victim and switch attention to the present moment!
  • I came to a car-care center, I communicate with a mechanic, he is first in contact, then I see his removal. I tell myself that he can communicate like this (sometimes I go down to this level, I have the same behavior, think that I'm bad, selfish, and people are not comfortable with me, and the victim's position) Today, I allowed myself to be so active, and talked with energy. And he was allowed to experience unpleasant sensations. And I left satisfied, did what I need, according to the running energy and my state. This is a won drawing.
  • The girl at work abruptly changed her behavior, and ignores my appeals to her, talks with reproach, brings to excuses, a sense of guilt. I react to this, and it works, i.e. I begin to feel guilty, there are thoughts that I have done something wrong, start to think about what and where I did wrong. Loss.
  • There was a situation after which I intend to cease communication with a man, tk. I do not like the game that they offer me. There was an idea that I do not get relationships with men, a sense of guilt, I'm some kind of not self-flagellating. The body was clamped, a block in the solar plexus and uterus, an aversion to itself. I do not miss energy to flow to other men, block this energy (I'm not worthy of men's idea, it's bad). I am in this condition for 1 day. Loss.
  • At work, I ask the computer technician to set up the computer, gives an error. He tells me to do it myself, I do not understand this, and I begin to insist. Has come to that the question does not dare, he rests, I then warn that I will solve the issue through the director, he agrees, on this we differ. State of imbalance. I called the director, asked him to somehow solve the situation. Having listened to the recent skype retreat, I understand that it is necessary to live a weakness (I have a tendency to punish myself if it does not work, here it did not work and I live a weakness, instead of punishment, but the urge to punish notices), they refuse me, I can not decide my own the question is, I live a weakness, the body calms down, yes, it can be that I can not influence a person, but I do not give up and continue to solve this problem. Soon he came to my office and showed how I can correct the mistake myself. I have the satisfaction, I have achieved what I need. This is a win.
  • Now, when I am typing, the moment is beginning to grow, that the employee does not want to help me. Although no one else in the company does not deal with this issue. I feel helpless, insecure. To begin with, these states will survive. While it is not clear where to move.
  • I parked. She led the child into the garden. In the garden, a girl (someone's mother) asked her to take it. We approach the car. I understand that it was "squeezed". Somehow it penetrated into it. I start to leave, you need to be very careful. Back and forth, back and forth, I try to leave. I feel that I'm reacting. I feel that the body is sweating with excitement, it's impossible to leave. Voltage. Immediately I catch the state: I'm nervous, thought: damn, I can not leave does not work, moreover, there is a witness of my so-called failure. A sense of humiliation. Weakness. I let it be this feeling. Yes, I can somewhere not be able to do something quickly and immediately. The belief that a woman is driving, means necessarily blunted. I change the wording: there really are situations where you need to show patience, attention, caution, and you can not just jabber as an ass to leave and cope (as it turns out in men), but you can spend time and time carefully to get out of the situation that has already taken shape. I left. After sitting silently with the fellow traveler did not want to talk, since the body still had clamps. Therefore, I consider the rally deferred.
  •  S. talked to someone on the phone and on the same wave (at the same pace and tone, in which he had just spoken to someone) throws his "wave" on me. There are already heard reproaches that houses are filthy. I calmly answer him that half an hour ago the floors were washed. He suddenly remembers that it was exactly, but already entered into a rage. He's clinging to the fact that he's made a poor soup himself, but I'm already doing nothing. I start to "join" the game. Just in case, I try to get away from the unpleasant topic for me, but Consciousness is inexorable ... Frantic look, vicious accusatory speeches, etc. noticing the weakness of living it (all this on the run in this moment). I begin to conduct a dialogue with him, that, they say, in vain he angers God with his fault-finding on the spot and discontent. And then they will hear his entreaties (how he got tired of it all: live toli with siblings or something else) and release him from the source of suffering (ie me) and left, I had to go after the child. Even later, I still notice the insult. I let this feeling go, I accept weakness. But apparently the seal did not last. Belief: when attacked (humiliated) must be defended. Was in the not-doing, did not attack back did not defend herself in the usual form. But still, she spoke out of insult. She went to her death. I also think that the draw was lost, because the feeling was still clamped in the body.
  • ... I see. What is offended, has a claim to me. The image: sad eyes, resentment, reproaches, complaints that I am not attentive enough to him, remembering that I do nothing for him, I do not give anything. Resentment. I notice right away that I want to get out of the car as soon as possible. Run away, not to see this endless grief-melancholy-grief. I catch the state of protection. I want to "attack" verbally drown. Non-doing - I go into a dialogue: I find out, talk, explain. I see the thought: bad, painful again, because of me a person suffers. Wines (I remember that this is a secondary destructive one). I enter weakness. The game has gone. Do not take weakness to such an extent that you do not want to see it at all, at the bodily level the eyelids are heavy and tense in the eye area. I sit I live. Spontaneous recapitulation. Death. Not having submitted to provocation, through e-doing saw the main thing. There was peace and from a state of rest I was able to convey that he himself is responsible for his feelings and no one is obliged to make him happy, and that resentment is the manipulation of another person. A note of acceptance said goodbye. Was grateful.
  •   At a gas station. S. went to refuel the car, the son with him gathered. I'm sitting in the car. I hear how S. stands and yells in the middle of the filling area with the question "why does the child have a dirty coat?". I open the door and say, "I guess I got dirty, but what are you shouting about?". He came back and kicked the car, then went to the cash register. Seeing this image: an angry face, anger, a cry. Plus, all this scene is public. A sense of humiliation. Persuasion: 1. Normal people can calmly resolve everything. 2 so themselves only boorish or degrading lead. I live in the body feeling. Fear. I let everything be as it is. This is an intermediate planet, everyone here lives. And such a manifestation can also be. Can he behave this way? Maybe it does. And I want to stop playing humiliation. I notice how the soul is untied. not attached. Everything can be as it can be, it can only communicate in this way. I am grateful to have pulled out my feeling and lived.
  •   My daughter approached me and asked me to borrow money. There was pity, and I began to doubt. But I realized that my daughter will not give money at the time.
        
    Yes, Consciousness plays! Pity again. I will not get caught. I say: I can not, I also need now, borrow from someone, this is not a problem. Literally every other day, the daughters paid a large sum of money. She comes up to me and says: Mom, take money from me, you also need them, buy yourself something, be it. Haha. A game. She laughed.
  •   The son-in-law came from a business trip and again must leave in an hour. There was a feeling that I was hindering the young. Consciousness presses on pity. Decided to go to the store. They do not let go. And I'm going to leave. And the daughter does not speak. I only then, I calm down, let it be, as it will be. and I catch myself thinking: I'm climbing again. Everything was shattered. He took time off. They solved their own problem. And I have a loss. Smiling. I fell asleep, did not see the game of Consciousness.
  •    Mom called me. We talked to her. And one of my words, my mother heard quite differently: "Let my mother take a walk" I tell my mother that I did not say these words. Mom starts to laugh and so contagious. And she repeats this phrase again and again and laughs. For a long time I had not heard such a laugh from my mother. And I clearly understand: it is necessary - how amused the Consciousness! She started to laugh. The mood rose, saw the game of Consciousness.
  •    I noticed when I start to play in DI the feelings are getting aggravated and the events are much manifested. In the morning my daughter phoned my partner's partner to dance M. and said that they refused to dance with M. I was just outraged by this conversation. Mom partner so rudely scolded her daughter, for the fact that they missed the tournament. At that time, I inserted everything in my daughter's phrase: why do you allow yourself to talk to yourself like that? I left, calmed myself, told myself, but with my indignation I could not help it. I remembered that this Consciousness is playing, but the feelings prevailed. But the clarity of mind was clear. I came back again and said: stop making excuses and stop talking. My daughter obeyed, but I only talked about this for another half an hour. Consciousness always gives surprises. It plays all the roles. And I fell asleep. In this draw I lost. But I realized I did not have to keep my thoughts on the outside and redirect my attention to myself, at the moment Now. But later there were two more losses.
  •     The daughter-in-law calls, starts the conversation sharply, from the fact that I must sit with my granddaughter tomorrow. I'm confused, I already have plans for tomorrow, in which the granddaughter does not fit in any way, and the mind out of a sense of abandonment, is already beginning to think where I can "move." The daughter-in-law, feeling my confusion, pours oil on the fire, causing a sense of guilt. When she finished the monologue, I already understood my guilt and my plans for tomorrow are more important than her assessment of me. Very calmly, she said no. Mine was not sounded convincingly, tk. she replied that she would think how to act. Without a sense of guilt and abandonment, I defended my interests.
  • I'm away, my husband calls me to ask how I'm doing. I'm glad to call, I start to talk and I understand by the intonation of the voice, he's drunk. I pressed behind the sternum (I miss), this is his condition, I have a fear of loss, betrayal (I miss), get involved, start reproaching, dropped the receiver, the behavior of the victim, missed the signs, lost.
  •  The call from my brother, after the general phrases, I understand by his voice, he is very upset, and he even seems to sob, the conversation can not continue further, while he is silent, I follow, the compression behind the sternum, the fear of loss, abandonment. So I talk to him, so he did not lose it, it's already good, exhalation, I'm starting to ask questions, he says that a niece from an accidentally fallen legacy bought him and his wife tickets for a trip to our Far East. Delight, joy, tears of emotion, we discuss details on the feeling of inner recovery. Played. Such a rapid transition from one state to another.
  •  Conversation with the son, he did not pass the driving test, did not accept, the hook for the result, begin the interrogation, thereby driving him into a sense of guilt, where he pierced, what he did wrong, he makes excuses, then quickly ends the conversation, accusing me of inability to listen . When he hung up, I understand all the signs missed, lost, shame, self-flagellation. A double loss, did not take failure from his son, interrogated him by his interrogation into a sense of guilt, and in fact turned himself into a victim, and ended with self-flagellation. Who all this created, of course I am, but my son just brightly mirrors.
  • We live in the suburbs. I need to go to the savings bank. And the nearest bank in the city center. Has decided to take with itself the husband. Why is he at home alone? Though walk. And in general, the husband and wife should be more often side by side. Have arrived. I took an electronic queue. We sit, wait. On the scoreboard my number appeared, but still do not cause. My husband fusses, sends me to the window, drags me by force. And there is still a client sitting. The operator sent us back. My husband fussed again. By the hand leads me. The operator has not finished the work yet. A lot of people - everyone is staring at our footsteps around the hall. Finally, the operator invited us. The husband tries to get to her with questions to get. This is a "walk"! As a result of these jerking in the body, energy simply fell. As a surviving lemon I feel myself. And why did I take my husband with me? There was my question, with which I will manage myself. I realize - I'm sorry - I wanted to take care. I wanted to be a good wife. Consciousness played out! To whom I wanted to help? I lost it.
  • Received an extract from the hospital with the result of the analysis. Sister calls, is interested in the diagnosis. At this time I went to the store. Instead of telling her that I'll call back, I can not speak now, I'm telling her a "simplified, relaxed" diagnosis. That is, I'm lying. Then I realize - why did not I tell the truth to my only sister who lives far away from me? Because I began to think how hard it is for her - the son is sick, the daughter-in-law after the operation, the daughter has problems in the family. A thin, barely noticeable pity flew instantly. I began to weigh her problems on myself. After that I decided to tell her everything as it is, but she does not go out yet for communication. I lost it.
  •  I bought a magazine - there is an article about Zadornov, Friske, Kramarov - why they "left", although they led a healthy lifestyle? I open Internet news about Hvorostovsky. There is also a program of "hopeless" patients on TV. I realize that Consciousness tests me for fear of death. Sends information one after another from different sources. These are events, they are neutral. Yes, these Characters have left the body. Previously, my body reacted to such messages by compression, deterioration of well-being, usually by increased pressure. Now the body is calm. It turns out that the husband from the next room, says - said that it turns out that each of his life on earth - according to the program - neither more nor less. Then a friend calls, reports that the headmistress died on our old job. The daughter comes from work - she works at this enterprise. To my question - how are you doing - responds - well, you can not report bad news now. I tell her that I already know about the headmistress. Calm down in the body. I know that there is no death. The departure of these people from the body came. So much has been given to everyone. Consciousness plays. He tries to put him to sleep. To scare. I - Consciousness - I play like that. I wake up.
  •  Called on a visit to colleagues - a meeting of former educators. I decided to go and persuaded my friend. Well, what if they are under eighty years old! So what, that I'm only from a hospital bed! Now I'm going to rejoice. We always sing. About myself - not a word! To whom will I report? I can not sing now - I'm conducting. I can not sing - I read poetry - it's good that on wap sapu wonderful poems were sent by order. I can not sing, but I dance well. Has received a sea of ​​positive! Colleagues have prepared gifts. And I'm not - so what! I accept with gratitude from everyone. And it was precisely Consciousness that came up from each - the best. Here and the mistress of the house gives a set of towels for the kitchen with a wonderful embroidery ... Cats! I see the game of Consciousness! The game continues! I'm playing!
  • The drawing was flawlessly played. When I returned the purchased goods and was sure that there would not be any problems with this (the door frames were not needed, they were packed in factory transparent packaging, in the form in which they were purchased). The director categorically refused to take them, pointing to a marriage that was clearly factory and sucked from a finger. And then the most interesting thing began - a dispute and defending its point of view on both sides. Previously, I would take the goods, like a wounded beast, experiencing injustice and insult to the whole world. But now, being in awareness, feeling the exciting taste of the Game and the creative anger that leaked through the body with a warm wave, went into interaction, and at the same time was calm for any outcome of the "battle" and on this wave there was defending. I looked into her eyes, internally I had an understanding of the director's position and all this was my Game, where there were no directives of negative intelligence, and the fullness of the present moment by acceptance. The result of this draw was a constructive decision to leave the goods for sale. Haha! Good too!

  • Seeing how my father once again smelt, instead of anger, the smile of the present moment has sobered the situation, and we began to laugh together over the "eccentricity" of the unidentified Consciousness. To admit, this was the first time when the father showed a playful disposition, usually he is taciturn and gloomy, which in the end mirrored my identification with this event and was expressed by discontent and not anger acceptance by my character earlier. Everything appeared in the light of the identified Consciousness with itself! Ha-Ha! Where in fact there is no one, the present moment was manifested by the transformation of anger into joy.
  • Yes, to admit to identify with the insult, not noticing the rejection in the body and the anger of injustice, when the mechanic was cleaning the sewer pipe, accused that we throw anything and that this work must be paid for !? Justifying that I do not throw anything, that the rent that I pay regularly includes this service. So with dissatisfaction I spent this locksmith with the sediment of loneliness ...
  • I see my grandson rarely, he takes the first steps in his life and yet does not know me well. And of course a little afraid of me, which increases the feeling of loneliness. When he suddenly started to "communicate" with me and show joy, play, feel that I "fell asleep", got involved, feeling a strong attachment to him, the desire to be his favorite, the most beloved ... Yes, the role of the grandmother must still be lost ...
  •  I went to the Chinese market. It was necessary to return the device for surveillance cameras, which did not fit. But the Chinese salesman began to try to prove that the device is working, I just do not have good hardware, so it is not supported. Time for an explanation I had little, it is necessary to return to Artem soon. In a hurry I turn to the wrangling with him, he also raises his tone. They quarreled. They did not change anything to me, and they did not return the money either. When I left the Center, I slammed the door. It sobered me, the draw was lost. I did not follow the sense of injustice, I was involved. When later I worked this out, it was a decision how to use this device, since it is still necessary and that than we replaced it, is not quite satisfied.
        
    Ugh! It was a protracted rally. And I think he's still playing. But the part is already lost. angry with a man for not being in correspondence, because he wants the Ego. Feeling of abandonment. I realize, But the mind overreacts, and I delete all correspondence. I accuse him of stupidity! Anger at a man. As a result, cystitis. I lost it. Only when I fell ill realized that I was involved and argue with reality.
        
    Winnings:
        
    Many things have accumulated, I need to solve them. But today we are launching a new program, on our site. And a lot is not ready. I follow the fidelity of my assistant and see myself in it. The sense of rejection, if not, the customer will condemn. But I understand that I need to solve first of all my questions. And I accept reality, as it is, you can not jump over your head. Relax and assign assistant assistant. Ha ha ha! And they worked well together. Everything worked out. Everyone is happy.
        
    I notice that the New Year's Eve began. I do the decoration. The customer is also very creative and at the same time the organizer. And another CONTROLLER! I see myself in it! And when she again comes up with advice, I understand her very well))) and do not get irritated, as is usually the case with her. I keep track of my controller, who by the way should already go, and he is trying to trace ha ha ha. I allow to be afraid of rejection. And I calmly say that it's time for me. And I leave an assistant with her to finish.
  • Went to the eldest son for a meeting in school. There I heard not very encouraging information about his successes. The first thought was that I would come home - tear to pieces. While driving - I thought he was not my property. He is a soul like me, who gets his experience and goes his own way. I saw my fear of being a bad mother, that I could not cope, and, accordingly, I would be condemned and rejected. But, at the same time, whatever one may say, if I really look at things, I am a mother, my son has gaps in his studies. And I just talked to him, without shouting, swearing, reproaches. I told him about my experiences, about all sorts of consequences, listened to his point of view, his vision for solving the problem. We finished our dialogue calmly. At the exit, I had a sense of trust and acceptance.
        
    Situation at work, which is repeated very often. I do not notice, do not appreciate, etc. At the moment of the event, I stayed at work for the elder. As soon as I saw that I was ignored (and had to first contact me), I began to breathe and track the conditions in the body. In the area of ​​the heart - dull pain. It's hard to breathe. Thought - I do not need. I breathe, I remember events where I felt unnecessary, people who, by their "unnecessaryness", mirror my condition. I breathe, there is a concave hill in the chest area, like for skateboarding and black skate, which moves right-left, inhale-exhale. I am so through life and shakes from insignificance to arrogant pride. I see that behind my arrogance and arrogance hides a little girl 4-5 years. I breathe, I trace the body. The slide straightens to the left and a heavy metal sheet presses on the heart area. What does it mean to be unnecessary? I will remain alone (fear of loneliness), and then the meaning of life will be coca if I do not need anyone (fear of senselessness) and then I will die (the fear of death). But if death is just transition, liberation, then I'm afraid of freedom. But I really want to be free, I dream about freedom, but I do not know how it is. Plus, I will be condemned if I live as I want, as I like, I will be myself. As a child, I often felt unnecessary (my mother said that they did not want a third child, and the girl especially,), my brother did not want me play, saying that I'm dull and bored with me. All that was the manifestation of my true Self, was ridiculed, condemned, rejected. In the courtyard I always felt like an outcast. I did not go to kindergarten and my mother, the only one in the house did not work (my father provided a good family), and because of this, they did not want to communicate with me, because it was considered abnormal. Plus, my mother always grazed by the window and pulled me back and forth, she pointed out with whom to play, and with whom not to play. And I was between two fires: on the one hand - mum, on the other hand - children. I return to them - I lose my mother's love (which constantly needed to be deserved), I go to my mother - the whole yard is against me. I feel a warm dark weight in the abdomen, burning. I breathe, I live the weight of that position, the difficulty of choosing and betraying myself. Burning sensation intensifies. I accept that situation (I can not change anything there). Now I realize why it's so hard for me to always make choices (on the one hand - to lose someone's love, on the other - to betray myself), and behind all this - the fear of freedom. The burning turned into a soft warmth that rose in the heart. situations in which I feel unnecessary, so I saw that I have so far been identified with that girl. I see why Mom did this, She had her own story, her own destiny, her own experience. I do not judge. I feel for her a feeling of love and gratitude. It is thanks to my parents that I am now what I am. I see this little girl, I embrace her, I kiss her, I give what she needs. I take her into my heart unhappy, weak, unnecessary, humiliated ... It became easy, and I felt that somewhere in the abdomen arises force and rises to the chest area. Fears are transformed into force. It's easy for me. There was a smile. Luminous, as months, the smile spread to the chakras and joints. And the last one - behind the skull base. "A month under the scythe shines, but in the forehead the star burns." I saw the image of the Swan Princess. I went up to him and wanted to try it on, but I felt that when I pursue images, I identify with them, it becomes need. And when I try on myself, this is just a Game without identification.
        
    Lost: After the above-described event was in the mall. My mood is fine, I walk and walk. And suddenly I found out that from every boutique where I talked to the sellers, I go out with a clenched right fist (in the left hand a bag). I was very surprised, and I decided that it should be investigated. And safely put it off for later. In the evening, my youngest son took her with a broken nose from school.
        
    I always thought that I was not jealous. Today in the car my husband called my colleague and affectionately named her by name. I showed my discontent about this. Then I saw that I was not jealous, or more precisely, I did not feel confident. Fear of loneliness. And then I suffered ...


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