Well, in this perceived world, everything moves without stopping and the 10 day retreat "Diving inside of yourself" is behind us.

But before we touch on the processes that took place on the retreat, I would like to tell you that periodically * Rankings of Regrets * are compiled in different countries. People aged 70-80-90 years are asked about what they most regret at the end of life.

And the TOP-4 has remained unchanged for many years *.

1. The first place is the regret that most of life was given to unloved work.
2. On the second - that so little time was devoted to loved ones.
3. Further on the list is the regret that they were so barbaric about their body: they did not eat properly, did not feed the body and did not do disease prevention.
4. And closes TOP-bitterness from the fact that they did not have time to see the world.

* And no one, NOBODY, does not regret that he did not have enough apartments, cars, iPhones.

No one regrets that he spent little time in nightclubs or idle chatter. Everyone regrets only one thing: that they did not have the courage to live the way they want.

Well, we turn to the narrative of the past retreat:

It was one of the deepest dives in oneself, during all the retreats held at the Academy of Leela.

Participants like a team, went on an inner journey, fearlessly and with determination, accepting all the conditions of restrictions that must be observed in order to break away from the usual state of consciousness.

And the result of this journey was the entry into a special zone of consciousness, in which, due to the highest increase in the vibrational level of the participants, they stayed in the body, but as if outside its borders.

Rama reminded the players that feelings are an illusory reality in which we can not interfere with the intellect (but instead we run to the intellect and share the mind and body).

We can not plan this level in any way, which is why we can only accept and miss feelings.

Awareness is what the ego does, personality.

With the help of awareness, we come to enlightenment. Ego personality weakens and you merge with this ocean of consciousness, returning to its original nature. And for this you do not need to do anything. Moreover, by doing some practice, you just go further from this original state.

· You do not need to enter special states, and then, this gap between reality and you disappears.

    Feelings are not something real that can hurt you or hurt you, feelings are illusory as air, they can not do anything to you, they cause only sensations - and suffering creates only the mind.

 On this retreat, the participants clearly followed their path of development:

1. from non-knowledge to awareness,

2. from awareness to awakening (a flash of awareness of who I am),

3. from awakening to enlightenment

4. from enlightenment to a full awakening.

Well, about what gifts were collected by the participants of this retreat, read below:

• I came to experience being in self-awareness. I saw how through the body Consciousness awakens, is released. It was possible to see the moment of identification once it's not me - to remove false identifications - symbols, thoughts, tendencies, beliefs, emotions and go to self-awareness - the one I'm not affected by! As long as possible stay there. A lot of work has been done on cleansing the mind, symbols have opened, triggering suffering and pain, which they did not realize and missed, did not live, believing intellect, intellect. Lived an illusory experience of death, let the feelings through the body. Accepting everything as is. Humility. Letting go. Adopting the fate of your character. I am self-awareness, a dreamer. This is a dream in which anything can happen. The mind calmed down, the intellect gave up. There was a RAPIDITY! Acceptance of any experience, surrender to everything as is. I saw - whoever is afraid - there is none! Illusion. The outbreak was - Consciousness realized itself. A unique experience! In the Oasis of Awakening, all the conditions for knowing oneself are created-who I am. Self-suicidal. Ready for any experience and acceptance of reality, such as it is. Vision of the GAME of Consciousness. Easy and playful attitude to everything - everything as it is! I thank the Consciousness who gave me the MASTER - THE CONDUCTOR !!!
• This journey to myself was very informative and interesting, where many different moments and events were encountered and revealed. Where new knowledge of oneself opened up, through the conductor, who constantly directed attention to Self-awareness. Where there was light and darkness, where there was weakness and strength, where there were characters and special effects that helped to go this way and meet with yourself! This is the main gift of this journey. Meeting with yourself. It happened at the end of the trip and everything became clear and clear that it was all a game of consciousness and there was nothing and nobody, only one emptiness. Now it is important to develop the habit of self-awareness and of course to play! I thank the Master and all the Players for participating in this gaming! Namaste!
• Retreat turned a new page, deepening the feeling of the present moment from the state of the purified mind, disagreement with false and illusory ideas about who rejoices or grieves, being identified with himself - the Consciousness. This is undoubtedly helped only by the experience of the simple Presence experienced, giving freedom and ease in living feelings, not being involved in any false manifestations of the illusory external world, revealing its emptiness, subtly unnoticed vibrating, infinite, immutable, perfect and eternal. And this certainly contributed to the clear direction of the Teacher, the constant learning and mastering of practices, Service. And in the Center of the Oasis of Awakening provided the ideal conditions for this. Feeling heartbeat on the retreat from the level of Self-awareness revealed the joy of total and impeccable surrender of players and resistance, everything was part of my Game - Consciousness. The inner call is an ongoing disagreement with the illusion of death, self-aware of its true nature, since fear arises from emptiness, continues to be as an experience that the Consciousness wants to experience, identifying itself with the sense of the I in the inevitable transition. The main task - to be in Saoosoznavanii and then the picture is formed, then any feeling is missed in a calmed mind, than the true I is not. But the game continues and habitual involvement in the projection of the mind, too, as an indispensable element of the Game ...
  Endless gratitude to the Teacher, servants, players for this rally.
• I am happy that I have the opportunity to participate in such dives. For me this humility of the mind, he ceases to worry, he becomes more humble, both to life situations and to practice, ceases to dramatize. Life begins to flow! During the retreat, I got the experience of surrendering to the deepest fears and reaching out to realizing myself. In life it does not work out that way, because it needs to be kept in a deep mood, but in life, vanity does not allow it to go so deep (or is it a lack of personal strength?). I thank the conductor, which touched on the theme of Enlightenment, it allows somehow to analyze my past experience. And also some players for sharing their knowledge, it turns out that I really needed this information! I went into the experience: I allowed myself to communicate on the retreat, the experience of staying on the retreat without the practice of silence (I just let it happen, seeing that it wants the ego to not feel certain feelings), after the retreat it became clear, and I understand, that all the same, silence is very important for me and next time I will be wiser. And thank you to everyone who was with me in a pair in the practice of Ilahinur, I was getting "cool awareness", thin, tangles were untangling!
• I thank, Consciousness IN THE ROLE OF Rama, for all that he does for the disciples !!! The main gifts of this dive are related to the VISION, when you are silent, and someone is conversing, inside I begin to ask the question Who am I? Who wants to communicate, Who? And Inside is so quiet, and the opportunity to observe the taste of food, the words of the participants, their thoughts, their body. During the retreat, there were mysterious processes that suddenly arose. They were both during the day and at night, for example: during sleep, the body is calm, there are no thoughts, there is no sleep (pictures, images), and Consciousness does not sleep, it observes. There is no anxiety and fear in this regard: "how will I get up," "tomorrow you need to drive". Total trust in the will of Consciousness.
• Ideal conditions were created for the continuous practice of self-awareness.
  That allowed to honestly and intensively explore: Who am I? How do I know that I am? It was realized that everything is of a wavy nature, then consciousness vibrates at a unique frequency. By practicing, we change our frequency spectrum, attune to the frequency of consciousness. All trends, dreams, resistances, mind games create a wave of interference, distort the spectrum, making it impossible for the consciousness to recognize itself .. to detect. This greatly inspired the continuous practice of self-awareness. I thank the Master for Loving Space, the pace of work and the Wise Exhortations. I thank all participants. The presence and experience of everyone was very valuable to me.
• 10 days flew by like an instant. From the first day, it was easy, it was easy to sit. In the beginning, the mind began to worry a little, in that there is no analysis, the game was launched, ha-ha-ha ... Who wants? That everything went according to the program ... It was an interesting journey to knowing yourself - the True One. Touching, remembering and affirming, in Who are You! You are the one who does not affect anything, Voidness, Silence, Filling ... A new facet of self-knowledge has opened ... The Vision of the fact that everything comes from nowhere ... everything goes nowhere ... and it remains only to pass the energy feelings ... This is the main gift that was received on Retreat. Gratitude to space (Teacher, Players), for knowledge and experience, which were given at the right moment. Yes, the game is being played, the tendencies are strong, the involvement is happening ..., and this is normal, since this is also part of the Game ... The main thing is knowledge ... Self-self-identity of the True ...
• In the first minutes, as soon as she sat down in her place in the hall, the watch fell off her hands, the strap broke. It was a sign. The experience has come when in one second you cease to be the character of the game. You become aware of yourself from where all forms appear, by Being. There comes a sense of peace, fullness, completeness. The search is finished. Whatever happens next to the Character, you can not lose this self-awareness of yourself to who you really are. This light of self-awareness began to transform the body, mind, psyche. I just see that I live now in a void where there is no support, concepts that are good and what's bad, how it is necessary and how it is not necessary. Complete unpredictability and readiness for any experience. Although the body is tied with a knot, and the mind cries out for fear. But I am IT and therefore I will not die. Life is not punishment, it is experience. You can relax and just live. Already at home I wake up at night and I realize the powerful, slightly vibrating Something. And I understand that It is I - an eternal, infinite, powerful Being. Some aspects of my fate have been revealed.

I have already been given to the Force, which rules my destiny.

I have nothing to hold on and I will have nothing to defend.

I have no thoughts and I will see.

I have no fear and therefore I will remember myself.

Disappointed and with a light heart

I'll fly past Eagle to become free. (T. Marez)

OM.

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