On the eve of the beginning of the Winter Remote Games, which will start in December (The official start of the Seventh Winter Remote Games -

December 16, 2018,) Leela Academy players are actively selected to participate in the games.

At the first stage of selection, players needed to describe the state of their AWAKENING process at the moment.

And since the Seventh Winter Remote Games will be held in the field of Good Karma, the players wrote about what kind of good deed was done, and how did they understand that this is exactly what is called a good deed?

Dear good

Ask a strict life,

Which way to go dear?

Where the world white

Go in the morning?

Follow the sun,

Although this path is unknown

Go my friend always go

Dear good!

Forget your worries,

Downs and ups

Do not whine when fate leads

Yourself is not like a sister

And if with a friend is bad -

Do not hope for a miracle

Hurry to him, always go

Dear good!

Oh, how many will be different

Doubts and temptations,

Do not forget that this life -

Not a child's play! A game

You drive away the temptations

Understand the unwritten law:

Go my friend always go

Dear good!

Ask a strict life,

Which way to go dear?

Where the world white

Go in the morning?

Follow the sun,

Although this path is unknown

Go my friend always go

Dear good!

• How is the awakening?The main thing that I notice is a series of draws, giving a strong involvement in ordinary life, expressed by the experiences and actions to generate income, training in real estate and domestic concerns. A particularly strong aspect of involvement is a question of finances and everything connected with it. Why do I think this is also the moment of awakening? This is because when I sleep very, very deeply, the realization of this dream suddenly comes. And then I see the depth and strength of the involvement in the situation. At first it was just like a thought: “oh, I sleep,” a strong fog in the mind and the light of identification that was barely passing through it, literally a second followed by a dream. Then the duration increased, and I began to feel physically "the depth of this dream." And then, while still in a dream, reacting, be aware of the ongoing involvement without the ability to react otherwise. Now the transitional stage, when in deep involvement, there is an awareness of the moment, and, if the situation allows, I need to plunge into 15 minutes in order to “switch the reaction”. If this does not work, there is no 15 minutes, someone interferes and distracts, that is, the former reaction with parallel observation of it. But this observation is not constant, lasts until about 5 minutes and disappears. Leaving at the same time "aftertaste" depths of sleep. It became much more difficult to go practice. As if the pushing out of it is happening, with the same force as “awakening within engagement”. In dreams, I stand constantly on the border of worlds. But if earlier it was about “ordinary death” and “transition like everything” where I was being dragged, and I resisted everything, then today I confided in the dream to this process of “attraction”, closed my eyes, and found myself at the edge of the ocean, in which there was a huge wave of 9 floors, it almost covered me, but at the last moment, frightened, I dodged it, almost clutching it, and then catching in the water a bag with documents of my personality. Conclusion of a dream: I know that another way of transition has been chosen (since I now know the essence of the usual transition). But it is still scary to part with "I."
  
• Good deeds. I admit, this point of the task “put me to sleep specifically." I could not think of a good deed. Not yet looked recommended fairy tale. And when I looked, I felt funny. Invented a good deed, is not a good deed (all run away). A sincere rush can already be a good deed. If so, then I remembered that: I collected bottles for the homeless (I give them to them - this is income for them), made a small donation from the sale, sat down with the girl whose mother was busy, asked to pray for the soul ... I just I put a tick in my head: a good deed, one, two, three. Yes, I am not doing something big, such as volunteering at the hospital and saving a hundred children, but there are small moments of good deeds regularly. A good deed is a sincere impulse of the soul to do something for another, to take care of it, without waiting for gratitude or benefits for oneself (even in the form of passing to the Winter Games field or plus signs into good karma).
  
• Assignment - Good Thing ... a bit of a strange feeling ... I usually don’t even think if I see that they need me and I feel the urge to act, he leads me .... I will try to describe the situation ... in the morning when I was driving to work in the metro one old woman with whom we see each other almost every morning, started talking to me, telling her problem, I tuned in at that moment to listen to music in headphones to prepare for the Christmas holiday for children, and at that moment I realized that the old woman needed in me, in my attention, what would anyone just listened, the problem was a household one, which was simply resolved, but she really wanted to share, I put off my plans and just listened to her, encouraged and wished her permission to resolve the situation (the TV did not work, it was necessary to replace the reserver, she just went to replace it in the store ) and have a wonderful day. I think that this is a good thing, because in our age of mobile phones and the metropolis, people stop communicating ... The main thing for me was that she smiled after our little meeting.
  
• My state of the process of awakening of Consciousness - I feel an expansion in my heart, lightness in my body, my mind is peaceful, feelings of Oneness with people, nature, even just inanimate objects with everything alive and not alive, I feel the Creator in every moment and because of that I feel happiness difficult to convey in words! I began to feel my vibrations being thinner, that I bring to the World with my presence, if the dwarf is activated, I as a hunter can track him and as a Warrior to fight with him, my vigilance, the joy of Being, the inspiration to know myself as True, increased. The whole picture of the World lived by me, began to shine bright colors in spite of the experienced pain, suffering and loss, opened the meaning of life on a deeper level. I feel their motives are thinner than people ... I learned not to condemn a person, if he does not fit into my reality, but even if the desire to condemn slips at a reflex level, I quickly monitor and neutralize him, thanks to the knowledge gained in the Academy Leela, I am no longer afraid negative, negative of my emotions or situations, I allow everything to happen, flow like a river Thanks to Love, with Love.
• For a character, good deeds occur, every day, when there is acceptance at the moment when you naturally do and do not expect a result, this energy flows from the heart, and not from the mind in any affairs where the character would not be and feel the fullness and joy of being.
  
• Awakening at the moment is happening now, when I direct attention to myself, watching the state. I feel movement in my hands, I feel confused, thought, maybe I should not write like that, I accept, I see the smile of Consciousness and I create a moment from what is, I am Consciousness.
• It is difficult to do a good deed, when your source of income is services to people, and I, arranging a holiday, “giving” a fairy tale to a house, take money for it. But even here you can do good deeds by performing a service with high quality and soul.
  
• I go to the store, the sellers have surrounded the old woman. They want to call an ambulance, but she refuses. They need to work, grandma groans. I find out the reason, fell, but was not injured. He lives in another part of the city. I'm not on the way, but something inside responds and I even, without having made a purchase, offer her a ride. Yes, it turned out she also lives far from public transport. I later understand that this is a good deed. Because the soul ease and joy. And no matter what they think about you. Thanks, scolded or indifferent. And in general, did anyone notice it. In general, there is no assessment of what is happening. There is simply a state of I AM. And love pours from the chest and tears ...
• About awakening ... consciousness sends jokes that ruin my plans. I planned my time and money before I left for T. What will I do, how much will I earn and how will I manage my money. But Consciousness sends me a room, a territory for children's holidays, I dreamed of something like that. And the question arises to take or not to take, to do or not to do. Long thinking, I make a decision - YES. I start the repair. But suddenly a panic breaks out, I stop sleeping at night, the mind intimidates with horror stories. Fear of repeating past experiences. He takes power, does not allow to make decisions and move. I stop repair, give time to live through fear and understand what is happening. Two days later in the morning, I read a post in I. one young businessman, about him writing in a letter to himself 10 years ago. He wrote: ask yourself is a window dressing or a real game? And it turned out that my fear of repeating mistakes with the club does not allow me to move now. Then there was a window dressing. Now it is a game. To go into this fear, to understand that there is no past is now present and the energy of the present. And this energy needs realization. Another of the points about fear and anxiety awakened me, he wrote that these are just emotions, energies, such as joy and euphoria. And the ball was blown away. It became easy and simple. I do not lose anything. I owe nothing to anyone. If it does not work out, it still had to live, not today, so tomorrow. It does not depend on me. Energy just comes and it needs realization. There is a new energy of movement to the goal.
• I am glad to be back in the game, because in the process of living and communicating in society I forget that everything is a game. And when I play the remote game, I start playing the same way in life. My good deed from the recent, I morally supported a girlfriend, helped her in a difficult life situation, “led” her for several weeks, entertained with conversations, funny stories, until she made a decision and it became easier for her. If she were discouraged, the consequences would probably be pretty bad. Why do I think this is a good thing? Because supporting a person and helping him is always considered a good deed. If I waved, walked by, I would not forgive myself.
  
• Regarding awakening, I can say that I don’t observe any awakening, I do not identify myself with the body-mind. There was a feeling that the perception of the world became more subtle and more friendly, compassionate. I notice that people are somehow brightened to me, that there is less resistance to reality, more understanding, not condemnation. It is after retreats and distant games, something happens, fears go away, doubts, less debris in the head, more awareness. At this stage, my awakening is Service! The Act of Service, the state of Service, everything is awakening! Reactions, events, feelings - disengagement.
• My good deeds are only service. My kind attitude to people is a very good thing for me. On Sunday I went to visit, to friends of whom I had not seen for a long time. They are for me, like parents. That evening we talked about many things, but I was in the space of neutrality for a while. At that moment I took everything as it was and watched what was happening, to my surprise, my observation and attitude towards them was straightforward and cold-blooded. I did not think much, but did and said only what was needed to be said at that moment. Fear was present, I did not particularly observe the body and sensations, that is, I was aware of those sensations that appeared and disappeared at that moment. All my attention was directed exclusively to me. There was a fear that they might think about my alleged composure, but I continued to pay attention to myself and did not convey a special meaning to these thoughts. At that moment, I noticed that everything I was talking about was correct, relevant and correct. Where he was wrong, he immediately admitted his mistakes and continued to observe. Noticed the recently observed fear of vulnerability, I continued to pay attention to the inside, did and said only what was needed to be done or said at that time. Especially not going in cycles. At some point, I realized that there was a strong feeling of hunger, I said: “I will go out on the street for a minute and eat something.” They now have problems at the level of savings, so the food at home is hardly enough for two. When I went to the street, bought a pizza, at first I thought to buy something for myself, eat and come, but then the thought came, I'll buy a pizza and eat it with him. He said to me, I will have dinner at 3 o'clock in the morning. I come and speak; "you said you would eat at three in the morning, right?" He replied; "Yes". I said in response, "if I share with you at least one piece of pizza, I think you can digest it until three at night, right?" He was surprised and told me; "did you come out and buy a pizza for me?" (I've lost a lot of weight lately, and he was worried about me, didn’t want to take my food away) added; "we should take care of you, not you about us, do you understand this? I smiled and answered," this should be a mutual relation to each other, and not one-sided, otherwise there is no point, and the more I now work and can afford it. "But he insisted on his own, I said then;" well, as you know, you know better, but if you eat this piece of pizza now, you will digest it faster, "especially it was one of those pizzas he most of all I loved. Having said this, I made it clear that anyway I’ll share everything with him. Finally I persuaded to eat at least I chose the biggest one and put it to him. During this conversation I was neutral and this act meant nothing to me. At the end of the evening, he suddenly hugged me like he hadn’t hugged for many years. it all sounded to him as if I had bought a car for him, but I continued to pay attention inwards and not become attached to the sensations that arose and remain neutral. At one point I noticed some spontaneity for the whole evening, this was when I started to fall asleep again. Everything happened in a completely natural way, and as it should be, in a certain harmony. I noticed that outwardly I behaved like an ordinary person, but inside I was nobody, there was no pride, or any selfish thinking in it. Everything happened completely spontaneously. I left with surprise at how the evening had passed and how he had reacted, that during all this time I had not shown a single drop of doubt or affection. It all happened by itself. Everything was just the way it was. I acted without a drop of doubt and did what I felt I should do. There was a feeling of not comfort, a certain emptiness to which I was not used, I didn’t have to do anything, everything was simple and boring and at the same time interesting and impartial, as if looking at a rainbow and rejoicing at it, but in this rainbow there is not a single color. Something like this. For where they have been living in poverty for the last time, it looked like a skinny guy who was terribly hungry, donated a part of his food, and fed him too. And in my eyes, I just felt the hunger, bought a pizza and shared with him, just like that, in that space there was not even such an understanding as “sharing”. In my actions, for me there were no names, they were just as they were. And that's all. Nothing more.
• The process of awakening at this stage. Whatever feelings or mental states manifest, I learned that I can observe them and not identify with them. People see me as before, when everything has changed inside and continues to change. But fear appeared inside, it is the fear of being irresponsible and distant from the world, that is, if I allow myself to be calm and let go of myself, a person, then I will become a bad person who does not care about what is happening around him. I noticed this fear and continue to go into it, I want to get a clue that will allow me to surpass myself once again and go deeper, learning to combine social life with the kind of money that I don’t care about, dreams that I just have. During this very period, I realized that I often try to give up my human part, and I realized that I must continue to play my role in this body as a person, and at the same time continue to remember myself and be able to live as if in two realities at the same time. In the carelessness of his true observing "I" and in the mundane. Quite often, the feeling of belonging to the feeling of hunger disappeared, that is, I was aware of my fullness and the fact that I didn’t need food, and the body ceased to eat in a standard way with a definite consequence, weight loss. At that moment I had to force myself to eat in a moral way, knowing that this body, in order to continue to live, must eat, although it did not need food. He sought to find harmony between extremes. I can observe pain and suffering present, but there is an understanding that I can observe this and that I am not that all. And that very familiar feeling of subtlety arises inside me, when you just begin to consciously dive and this moment feels as if I am on a thin hair and, if I lose my vigilance for a moment, I fall down, but instead of falling into sleep, it’s happens at that moment when I begin to consciously transcend my boundaries. There is a fear that if at that moment I do not surpass myself, I will lose everything and will have to start the game again, but then I notice that it is impossible to come back and this awareness helped calm the mind. It seems to be all. And now there is an inner desire to go even deeper. So now, I went voluntarily to fear and pain, I got the knowledge of what would not happen in the body, whatever energies, sensations of emotions or thoughts would appear, I can not identify with them, but just be. I am learning to put it into life in order to change the program for which I lived before and to bring this knowledge gained into the board life. And yet there is an understanding of the impermanence of states. No matter how I feel it is temporary, then it will pass, but I remain the same observer. The duality of the less present.
  
• Good deed. She lived for almost 60 years, and remembering something really significant is not easy. I think that donations of large sums of money are the most significant good deed. Money used to be one of the main ways to protect me from the fear of death. Now I donate most of my income to children, children's hospitals, to the Oasis. At work, I am mainly responsible for financial policy. And we, the founders, try to take less for ourselves, and give more to workers. I think that’s why our organization has been around for 21 years, and no one leaves us.
  
• Awareness of who I really am is going deeper. It is as if all the turbidity subsides and the Light of understanding, acceptance, humility appears. Moreover, this process has become quiet and natural. Of course, personality tendencies manifest. But it is already impossible to believe in them truly. Everything became just a perception of the surrounding manifested world, including manifestations of personality, body sensations, thoughts. Sometimes there is an internal dialogue, but there is an awareness of these funny concepts, judgments, personal evaluations. Where will they be when the body is in a graveyard? But basically, the mind is calm.
  
• The process of my Awakening began 15 years ago. Now I wake up all the time, because when I do not wake up I feel very bad, but when I wake up it is also bad, but then I Wake up and there is hope that when it will end. The narrow gate - and not there and not here.
  
• In the summer distance games I did the practice of loving kindness - under the guidance and as a task - I did it, well, how to do the task, and I did. After the summer games, an improvement in awareness.

To believe in good, you need to start doing it. Lev Tolstoy.