Marked "game is passed," the players continue to gain strength in the sweepstakes of life. Whatever the situation - neither send Consciousness draws players - students improve their gaming skills while in a conscious state.

... The endless fields of rye ... ... easy to get lost, but I- I know what path to go home! When I realized this, I began to look at themselves in a new way: "I'm already worth something" - I thought. And every time I come to such thoughts, I felt his hands the bars behind which spent hundreds of lives.

Be careful, Soldier! One false move, and you will again drown in the swamp of pride and arrogance. And to get you out of there, no matter how clever you are.

I need a guide. I know that in his eyes the immutability of Eternity, and the ocean of compassion. He came out to help return to seek the truth. Great Sage with bottomless as the sky heart. White Wizard, I submit to you. Lead me from death to Immortality ...

Students who choose the path of Games, his game show willingness to go to the "unknown" / About how they played the game, read this summary draws. · Somewhere to dinner again awakened a sense of anxiety. Assort: take responsibility for the tourists, the fear that they might have something happen and it touches me. The position of the victim - trying to revise such a way that it was simply a reality. The reality is that tourists have chosen tour, flew themselves and planned their vacation. This event was not me, I just reacted adequately - gave them the phone guide. They agreed and went. What if they do not know how to manage snowmobile and namuchalas on the road? This is also their choice, they know where to go, adults. What is my role in this situation? My role is to trust events and guides with whom I have been working all winter, not to show the alarm - it can cloud a vacation. In the case of NS in the mountains, go and come to the aid, knowing that everything that happens - happens not by my will, accept the reality and act on it. This position is corrected my idea and anxiety is gone for the day, it returned several times and again I worked with him. In the evening, the guides unsubscribed returned and everything is OK, now I have not had such joy on their return in the past times, it's just their job, I can trust them their lives

· Houses are waiting for another rally - tourists ride the second day of snowmobiling and wakes concern about their fate. I notice it and get in practice, the fear of a responsible approach to the throat, but the body resists it live, direct attention to sensations and breathing, these worries ploy and escape from reality, the output is somewhere nearby. The body begins to take the fear, he speaks in the chest and neck, not quite strong feelings pass quickly, I feel that he lived only a part of fear. Time 10 pm, it was already dark - call guide - how are they just came back, went the long route in the background cheering tourists. Shoutout, feeling that the work is done with little expectations.

· We drive to the studio, sitting, looking at each other, she calls me felt boot for what it does not drive a snowmobile and show attention for the fact that I was not me, and do not show. I play along and answer whet her emotions are released, which I have not experienced the joy, anger, fear as well be yourself in those moments, say and do what comes to mind without a filter. We have fun and enjoy the moment. The body of delight

Makes recapitulation of the situation from kindergarten recording, tune in to a situation where not come after me in kindergarten, animated sensations in the body - a burning sensation in the chest and back with a burning sensation on the right side. As relaxing the body and give these sensations occur. I remember how I behaved like waiting and feelings felt, it was loneliness - fear of being alone, let him be. In the process of recapitulation and other events pop up where I left - away from home, my mother flew away on a business trip, similar feelings. By the end of the session the intensity of the sensation subsides, weak chest felt warm.

· We sit down to work, I draw attention to a letter from the agency and say that the work with the agencies is time-consuming, and the result is zero, Ts is drawn into the discussion. I notice that the position chosen is not true, there is no event of important and unimportant - all that comes, must meet with gratitude. And in the morning in response to my letter of honor that we work only with agencies of ready requests information from the site do not share - comes positive response, ready to work on our terms. Inside, the feeling of fullness as if chosen the right course.

· I want to do something, take a rake and start raking in a pile of old grass and foliage. A. helps me - grass is collected in one big pile. Together with her, we cleaned the entire area. The feeling is great - fresh air, physical work, everything is done with pleasure. Lesson lets you observe yourself in the present moment.

· That it is my main line of defense: the irritation and anger - the investigation of resentment - resentment consequence of injustice or reject - on fear of freedom. Testing deficit Love, I demand it from her husband or daughter, anger = selfishness, so at this moment everything revolves around the ego - the ego at the center. Heart is closed tightly, squeezing his offense. I cling to their fears, building protection, because I am afraid to be free - from this unwillingness to take responsibility for their actions. The easiest way to take offense and withdraw into the shadows than to admit their weaknesses and highlighting them to gain strength.

· Sometimes I feel inner contentment, serenity, the breast is warm, which I want to give people. Such moments occur when there is a 100% acceptance of an event, ie, acceptance of reality as it is. For example, a trip on snowmobiles in the forest, which went according to plan, I took the event to accept the reality, and when going home to feel the love that poured from the center of the chest warm, I wanted to give all the warmth, because it was such a state - internal filling in spite of all the events that happened during the day.

· On the morning of the ego does not give up, continue to be offended already happening automatically. In the body, weakness, headache, drowsiness. A naughty, does not want to treat the nose, tearing and shout at her. I see what is happening in some despair, lie down on the couch and turned off. I wake up at 2 hours, alone in the room, to hear as C. A. play the game. The heart opens, feel grateful to her husband for having allowed me to go through this state, I did not succumb to my provocation and aggression. Suddenly the door opens and runs A with the words "and that's where my mother was hiding", jumping and hugging me, I'm melting, hugging her daughter back and hug her husband, apologize and thank you for your understanding and patience. How interesting worked my body, it simply shuts down, as if in a moment of sleep was all erased, and this has allowed the heart to open.

· I also have the feeling that I had just passed a crossroads with a choice of destinations. I could go to the right - that is, approach people and talk to them, and could go to the left. I went to the left. I saw leaving from another version of events. And I was playing this option in mind. Everything that happens in the mind, in fact it was useless, because step has already been made, and therefore it is lived moment is the past, to which I return in my head and think: "What would happen if ...". Question: if I had a choice in reality? The feeling that there is. There is no "if." If (=)) so, then why do I upload my head unnecessary work? I went to where went, I only showed that the roads are always a few, and, apparently, have shown that not I define this direction.

· I do not know how much time was spent on it, so I came in a calm state. When feelings of betrayal when speaking suddenly got out loneliness and meaninglessness and after. That's how it is - to feel separated, alone, are not united with the Source.

· Why TT such a reaction? Most likely because she - my mirror, but not simple, and reflects my most "dark" qualities: anger, selfishness, resentment. To take t.Tanyu I have to accept yourself in the manifestation of these qualities.

· Begin to open up and understand the process of life itself in the first level of sleep. I realize the Creator - consciousness as it plays with the same knowing diversity through a conductor - the body to get rid of the illusion of solitude and be free. It is the awareness of the game "Hunt for Power", only now I see how hiding from herself behind a screen ephemeral thoughts, separated from reality. Now the body is weak, tears, feeling sad, thoughts, so much time was lost in vain, razotozhdestvlyayus I - is Consciousness and I play, narabatyvaya Force consciousness to wake up. Yes, I took the Force. A smile spreads in waves through the body, on the back, in the thoracic feel the pulsation of the present moment is the release, breathe, continuing to play.

· Who can feel the weakness in the body -len manifested victim reluctance to write, I want to go to sleep, I feel sadness, thoughts, yes, what you write is now too late, tomorrow you will write, you can not really anything to write, you sit back rebate. I see the game of consciousness. I take responsibility, knowing that I have - consciousness identified with the body, believing dwarf and trapped. I am Consciousness, razotozhdestvlyayus in the body feel calm and ease. · Due to Geim - Consciousness - gaining experience of being, obviously starting to feel the body-matter, the conductor of Consciousness, the body helps to know the manifold itself. Now I feel heartburn throat, scratchy, irritated feeling, thought, let's think what I want to be smart, but she does not know you're angry, you can not write fast, razotozhdestvlyayus, aware of who I am - Consciousness. I play. I feel a pulsation in the body in the occipital area, fear, desire to retreat, escape. From escape? Push? Where? After all, I'm here now. We identify with the body and believed the dwarf, I an outcast, and that consciousness exists apart from me, I start to laugh, razotozhdestvlyayus, back at the time is now. In the body there is relief. I see endless game of Consciousness

Now the body feel a pulsation in the feet, fever, tune in to the breath - the Consciousness, that signals the body, dry mouth, feeling of fear - the desire to retreat, the dwarf - (thoughts) whispers that you write, you must write the instructions as taught in school , be a good girl, be like everyone else. Fear evaluation conviction that about me think Robert would laugh and say, well, stupid. Who can say who will think? I - it also appreciate and blame ourselves, others, envy, see the game as Consciousness plays, we identify with the same razotozhdestvlyayus .Nastraivayus to the body breathing, body movement went ease, aware of myself in the Now moment.

· In practice, tracked down the power of knowledge, in the pleasant sensations in the body, appears relaxed, calm imaginary, fatigue, heaviness in the head. Came up with a defense against reality. I realize that this builds Tamas - laziness, escape from reality, which is a powerful lodged in the body. This is the strength of Dar. I see how it is manifested in the details, leaving for later, tomorrow, a promise, so I - Causes consciousness itself, fear of being free. In life, so as not to fall asleep, I -soznanie, yoga, fitness, only doing it ostensibly for others, identifying himself with the body, that's how I fall asleep, filled with imaginary coolness feeling meaningful authority over the others, although I think that helping people . It turns out everything is easier, so I help myself first of all. Seeing this as evident protection, through the body, feeling the symptoms of laziness, I start to do simple exercises to practice, do not delay action immediately later. There are so evident strength of samoocoznaniya. There comes a profound realization.

· The game is in full swing. Diary writing in Flash, at home, at work as vykroyu time. Yesterday something with a computer and all the records are lost. Today wrote back at work. I come home to send a report, the computer what I was asked, I agreed and then realized that she again all removed. This is my mind will not let me write a diary, really do not want me to learn more about myself how it is. He formed many years my perception of everything, and try to change it! That play!

· A GAME Consciousness I entered completely and go out, just won it. I have just come out, 20 years ago, the game, frightened. Or anything good came out of it, I did not like. Hail to dive into the hive!

· I read an article about a sick stomach, distrust of life, people. Thought Forms "is wrong", "it's not fair", "disorder", "this is stupid". Full reflection of the mental process that takes place in the head and depressed plus the fear that if I am relaxed, I'll be condemned! You have to be good to all and please enjoy! Well, here it is the moment of distrust life. And the whole trip I. aroused within me a sense of guilt that you need to entertain her, give her something nice or useful. And when she left, came severe fatigue. Today woke up easily and happily in the fifth hour

· I notice neurosis "do not have time", "wrong", "A. It does not ring. " I see mistrust of life and shift focus to date on the breath, in the smells and sounds, the resistance and rejection is dissolved. And then rolls again. Trends "order," "do everything!" The painful meditation evening, repeated affirmations and thoughts flew after each phrase, then found herself with open eyes and is going to stop meditation, break the whole body began to observe in parts of the pain and reconciled with them. Over time, everything went and came peace and tranquility

· I notice a tendency to take more than they give. Was advice girl who does not take to ask for help. And I saw a reflection that my character is the opposite. I began to notice this, and instead of asking for help, just do itself and watch it "jumping into the trust." For example, carry a heavy, thought should be asked to help a sister to me ... it is so hard to notice someone who feels pity and believe in it, and watch it go back and force.

· In the morning woke up early, myself ... I notice that the idea "to get up" annoying, I make it "cool to get up," the sun also rises early. If you try to get out of bed severe back pain, I remember that it began last night and it went even unpleasant thoughts and nagging horror. I remember that here it is the time of trust in life when you need to make the jump and do not jump ... barely walk, washed, watered the seedlings, and sit down to meditate. The back is very sore, in a sitting posture sustained for 15-20 minutes and settled only at the end of the meditation was able to relax and to jump, that is, to put up with the pain and relax, stop whining and complaining!

· "What are you stupid daughter, because there is no death and I am always with you" - "Dad, I miss you so much" Reba and I understand that climbed resentment against my father, because I've got one left, and a sense of abandonment. I am including observers, who is happy that I finally allowed myself to live this feeling, become weak and the girl crying. Naplakal, I feel a great relief, I hope that you let go. With a light heart full of love and tenderness went to bed.

· Came to a halt, hurray, my bus is 52. Early happy, the driver said he was not coming, and soon will drive the other. Well, wait for the other. Others, I did not wait, drove №13 and I went with transfers. Remained standing near the door, as through one stop to go. It was thought about the mission - the meditation and went to meditation. I woke up when the bus pulled to the side of the bridge. Well, I drive! Well, you wanted ponaslazhdatsya, take and sign! I went out and walked in the opposite direction to the right stop. How smells! Flowered cherry, apricot and cherries.

· Eto- unpleasant sensation in the solar plexus, a feeling of nausea. I just fell into it without thinking and without analyzing anything. It has the feeling of nausea and it took a negative attitude to her mother. Intellectually, I know that such a division (himself and his mother) - this is an illusion, I know that everything is unity and that nothing apart from me. But while it is an experience not to be held to a deeper level, I can repeat these negative reactions coming from the feeling of separateness. I accept it and do not turn away from such manifestations, as it has always done before.

· I sat pondering, and discovered that most of the blind spots in my thoughts come from. It happens in the brain twirl consequence pity, resentment, aggression, guilt, greed, etc. visit me. But lately, more and more I watch, and say to myself, STOP!

· I hurt rigid categorically NO. I myself am a gentle man, unsure, it's difficult to deny the other. By the way, my father is the same, but when drunk, do the opposite. It seems these qualities I do not accept. Recently online listening meeting with Karl, I was shocked by his hardness in a moment. Master high spiritual level and such rigidity. It was unexpected. Then she began to analyze, and why not. Love needs to be strong and confident. I am trying to take these qualities, to respect the people enjoy them.

· If everything is like a dream, you can achieve all that I want (including laws and inertia), can only hinder their own fears, doubts, beliefs.

· So the result can be bad, because I created it with their own unconscious beliefs, blocks, but on the other hand, good, because I can understand their blocking installation and get rid of them.

· For me it was a surprise, I feel rejected ... eat, I want to talk, I ask him about something, and he will answer and silent. That is the reality, I stopped to pull out his answers, let the situation noticed the fear of loneliness, and went to him. It is understood that I could do without talking. I accept his choice, and I remain myself.

· We were allowed to take money from the cash register, so we went to eat, I allowed myself to buy everything I wanted, did not look the price turned out to be rather big amount of money ... but I decided to play what I deserve such a dinner. I enjoyed the cooperation in the moment, knowing that tomorrow might be all in a different way, and today we must enjoy what is, moreover, that all that happened! At the end of the day I was not tired, I was still in the present moment and full of energy (such as cucumber), although today talked with a large number of CMV people.

• This beautiful girl, and felt that she loved herself. I went to the reaction that I have, it will not respect (probably because I do not like myself), so I threw this idea, and began to dwell in the moment now, focused only on the time to act on the moment, and began to notice that this girl treated me well, too, we worked together with her, with respect to each other were treated. I'm glad I was able to beat the dwarf.

· At the bottom of the stomach was heavy, during the day I could not solve this rally forces, and at the end of the day, when it became difficult to endure, I realized that I just have to take the pain, do not resist.

· Home went on the bus and had to go on the road and walk home, when there was - saw that my fear of rejection limits, constantly thinking-that I was now estimated passing by. And I feel powerless, comes to mind, I can not do it, and always will believe in it, to live in such a serious condition (this is also a thought, I realize that it was my mind telling me that, and I in it do not believe). I have enough energy to not believe in what I can not do it: I can handle! Persuasion "me unhappy ones who passes by, they got me name-calling, evaluated negatively." How can I live when I believe it? Poor, I suppressed inside, supervise their behavior, it is hard to live this way, dissatisfied with itself. I imagined if it were not for the thought, how could I live? I find it easy, I'm just there, in the body of a sense of lightness, I'm happy. New Belief: We are all one, I accept all, I accept all.

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