was born in a prosperous, loving family, a family with wealth, but from
childhood there was dissatisfaction, a deep sense of loneliness,
separation, discontent with myself.
In search of love, my dream of creating a family with a loving, considerate and wise husband, romantically caring, dedicating songs to me, poems was fulfilled.
The family took place, the son was born, in the family a full cup in all respects, everything that dreamed of came true. But the suffering continued, because there was a strong dissolution in the husband, affection for him and inner dissatisfaction overshadowed my existence.
In 2005, I fell for a psychological course to Rama. Since then, I stayed here.
My awakening began unconsciously in my childhood. It
was expressed in some search for something divine and was accompanied,
as it seemed to me at that time, by constant incessant suffering ...
I, as it were, "did not get used to, did not fit" into the general picture of social life ... Everything was not right and wrong. And this condition made me look ...
To say that I'm grateful ... Of course, I want to sing, shout, dance, laugh from Gratitude. And Gratitude in the depths of my heart originated and lives. Thank you for this incarnation. For this gift, For all that is mine, that I need so much to live and accept - it's so exciting!
are mistaken if you think that it is worthwhile for you only to embark
on the path of spiritual growth, as all your life will immediately be
In fact, everything happens like this. You are on one of the lower floors of a skyscraper. You are tired of being so low, so you sit in the elevator and press one of the last buttons. The elevator starts to move, and for a while you feel only movement, not knowing yet what you are closer to, earth or clouds. Then the door opens, you go out and find out that everything looks exactly the same as on the lower floor that you just left. You are disappointed, but it does not last long, until you come to the window. It will be enough for you to look once through the window to understand-you are a completely different kind before you!
At this level, you hardly want to look down at the stormy activities in the very center of which you once were. On the contrary, you will abandon everything that is under your feet, and look your way to the new horizons.
So, not your life should completely change, but only your attitude towards it. Look at the circumstances of your existence with other eyes and try to get rid of attachment to your old role ....
Well, but how the players played their roles in their drawings, now we find out:
The article is in the status of completed.
Well, in this perceived world, everything moves without stopping and the 10 day retreat "Diving inside of yourself" is behind us.
But before we touch on the processes that took place on the retreat, I would like to tell you that periodically * Rankings of Regrets * are compiled in different countries. People aged 70-80-90 years are asked about what they most regret at the end of life.
And the TOP-4 has remained unchanged for many years *.
1. The first place is the regret that most of life was given to unloved work.
end of life.
And TOP-4 for many years already
2. On the second - that so little time was devoted to loved ones.
3. Further on the list is the regret that they were so barbaric about their body: they did not eat properly, did not feed the body and did not do disease prevention.
4. And closes TOP-bitterness from the fact that they did not have time to see the world.
* And no one, NOBODY, does not regret that he did not have enough apartments, cars, iPhones.
No one regrets that he spent little time in nightclubs or idle chatter. Everyone regrets only one thing: that they did not have the courage to live the way they want.
Well, we turn to the narrative of the past retreat:
It was one of the deepest dives in oneself, during all the retreats held at the Academy of Leela.
The same forces act
On the saint and the sinner
Good and Evil are fighting for them,
As for the souls of all people,
No matter how many of them are on Earth.
Which of them will win?
The choice is yours.
When everything is constantly changing, we need to be constantly on the alert, "do not fall asleep."
Now quantum physics says that without a constant change the universe will simply collapse.
Have you noticed how many people resist and are afraid of changes - our status quo? With the first hint of change, we feel the tension - the very essence
But in the end we adapt to new conditions; relax and begin to feel comfortable and then again everything changes, and we are again kicked out of the saddle.
The player in all changes sees the Source hand.
This is just another opportunity to say: "Namaste" an infinite Lila of existence.
On how players play in the Spring-Summer Remote game, read in this bulletin:
you close your eyes in meditation, you see the infinity of your
consciousness, you see that you are in the center of eternity.
Concentrate on this. Take very little time in the morning and in the evening,
to close my eyes and say: "I am Infinity, I am His child. Volna is a bulge on the surface of the ocean;
my consciousness is convex on the surface of the great Cosmic Consciousness. I am not afraid of anything. I am the Spirit.
In the meantime, participants in the 10-day retreat crossed the middle of the distance and entered the middle third of the retreat, when the fourth floor of the practitioner becomes relevant, namely, disidentification with false identifications and self-awareness.
Practice and self-discipline are the cornerstone of spiritual development.
You can go to a free non-act only if you have already developed self-discipline.
And, of course, all the ways of self-evaluation of your game are conditional and are a provocative moment reflecting your self-discipline at the moment.
You can be free of these requirements if you can demonstrate self-discipline. But if you can not, then honestly admit yourself to this and play practical jokes related to self-discipline.
Those players who play for the first time, be sure to cheer yourself up, praise, regardless of the result, you are moving in the right direction and just like in sports, playing skills - do not come right away, you need time, you need training, you need training, then there is a practice ...
In this summary, draws played by players in the current game are collected ...